Disclaimer: Still not sure of everyone who owns Third Watch so here are the
usual suspects again, NBC, Warner Brothers and John Wells and a whole lot
more.
Authors note: Please bare with me on this one. I only started watching Third Watch at the beginning of this season so if I have gotten any of the history wrong please just go with it :) And I don't know all the codes and words for the cops and paramedics so you will notice a lack of them. :) and so far Fred is MIA have no clue why really I just haven't had the urge to put him in yet so for now he is just gone who know's where. We'll see what happens :)
Feedback: please let me know what you think about this story, it's only my second fic and I'm usually more of a happy simple story person but I got this idea and thought I would try it. I guess we will see what happens. Constructive critisim is more then welcomed. Let me know if you think I should keep going with this story or just quit while I'm ahead.
E-mail: [email protected]
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"Officer down, officer down! we need an ambulance fast! She's loosing a lot of blood! Hurry!......Serves her right for betraying me.....Go to hell Bosco......Maurice, I'm sorry man, I didn't know it was Faith.......Officer down, officer down! We need an an ambulance fast! She's loosing a lot of blood! Hurry!....Serves her right for betraying me......Go to hell Bosco......Maurice, I'm sorry man, I didn't know it was Faith" All the words of the day kept repeating in his head. He couldn't make them stop. It was like he was stuck in a room with no way out and the voices just got louder and louder.
He sat there in the waiting room not sure how he got there and unaware of anything that was going on around him. Instead the voices got louder and the events of the day kept replaying in his head and every time he saw them they made him cringe.
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"Ok Faith I did what you asked and I had an order made up for Boscorelli to see the shrink"
"Thank you Sir, he really needs to talk this out with someone and he isn't talking to me about it"
He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Faith had went behind his back and got them to send him to a shrink. How could she do that? Why hadn't she trusted him to work this out on his own? It wasn't any of her business how he worked through it. He would work through it and he didn't need their help and after this he sure the hell didn't need hers.
He had manage to avoid her in the locker room, the last thing he wanted was to be around her right now. When he went to roll call he saw her talking with Davis but noticed that Sully wasn't there. Which he thought was odd because Sully was never late. As roll call began he found out that Sully had taken the day off. So he had jumped at the chance to ride along with Davis. He took a look at Faith after he had done it and he saw a look of confusion and hurt on her face. Serves her right for betraying me he thought. Then he had a laugh when she had gotten paired up with Gusler for the day. Justice he thought.
On the way out to the squad cars she had finally caught up with him. He felt her grab his arm and turn him around.
"What's wrong Bosco?" she had asked with a look of worry on her face.
"Oh nothing Faith, I just didn't feel like spending the day with a backstaber is all" he told her coldly
"What? What are you talking about?"
"I know Faith! I know you went to and got them to get me to see a shrink. How could you do that to me Faith? Huh? How could you?"
"Bos I didn't mean to go behind your back but you weren't talking to me about it and you needed to talk to someone"
"Why Faith? huh? Did you talk with me about your cancer? Or how about the baby, did you talk to me then? I seem to remember you saying you didn't want to bother anybody. Well the same goes for me"
"This is different Bosco, you saw your friend get shot, you had his blood all over you."
"How is that different Faith? I didn't pull the trigger. I didn't shoot him, but you, you went and killed your own child!"
He knew he had went to far, he knew as he was saying it that it was wrong. He knew he should stop but he didn't and now it was too late. He couldn't take it back. He didn't know what made him say it, he had never held it against her for having the abortion. In fact he after some time he saw where she was coming from and had agreed with her reasons. He was hurt that she had lied to him about it but after thinking about it he had understood why she had. But he threw it in her face now just to hurt her, to get her back for going behind his back. It worked, he looked up at her just in time to see a single tear slide down her cheek. Her eyes were filled with hurt. He had never hated himself more then at that moment. Just as he opened his mouth to apologize, she had said the last words he would hear her say, "go to hell Bosco" then she turned and walked away never looking back.
He had wanted to run after her and make everything all right between them. But he didn't. He didn't know why, maybe because he didn't have the slightest clue on how to apologize for being such a prick. He figured that he could come with an apology while he was on his shift, he would figure out away to make her forgive him ,he would fix this. As soon as the shift was over he would go and he would find her and he would apologize and they would talk things through and everything would be back to normal. Well that's what he had thought. But he was wrong. He had no way of knowing what the day would bring.
Authors note: Please bare with me on this one. I only started watching Third Watch at the beginning of this season so if I have gotten any of the history wrong please just go with it :) And I don't know all the codes and words for the cops and paramedics so you will notice a lack of them. :) and so far Fred is MIA have no clue why really I just haven't had the urge to put him in yet so for now he is just gone who know's where. We'll see what happens :)
Feedback: please let me know what you think about this story, it's only my second fic and I'm usually more of a happy simple story person but I got this idea and thought I would try it. I guess we will see what happens. Constructive critisim is more then welcomed. Let me know if you think I should keep going with this story or just quit while I'm ahead.
E-mail: [email protected]
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"Officer down, officer down! we need an ambulance fast! She's loosing a lot of blood! Hurry!......Serves her right for betraying me.....Go to hell Bosco......Maurice, I'm sorry man, I didn't know it was Faith.......Officer down, officer down! We need an an ambulance fast! She's loosing a lot of blood! Hurry!....Serves her right for betraying me......Go to hell Bosco......Maurice, I'm sorry man, I didn't know it was Faith" All the words of the day kept repeating in his head. He couldn't make them stop. It was like he was stuck in a room with no way out and the voices just got louder and louder.
He sat there in the waiting room not sure how he got there and unaware of anything that was going on around him. Instead the voices got louder and the events of the day kept replaying in his head and every time he saw them they made him cringe.
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"Ok Faith I did what you asked and I had an order made up for Boscorelli to see the shrink"
"Thank you Sir, he really needs to talk this out with someone and he isn't talking to me about it"
He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Faith had went behind his back and got them to send him to a shrink. How could she do that? Why hadn't she trusted him to work this out on his own? It wasn't any of her business how he worked through it. He would work through it and he didn't need their help and after this he sure the hell didn't need hers.
He had manage to avoid her in the locker room, the last thing he wanted was to be around her right now. When he went to roll call he saw her talking with Davis but noticed that Sully wasn't there. Which he thought was odd because Sully was never late. As roll call began he found out that Sully had taken the day off. So he had jumped at the chance to ride along with Davis. He took a look at Faith after he had done it and he saw a look of confusion and hurt on her face. Serves her right for betraying me he thought. Then he had a laugh when she had gotten paired up with Gusler for the day. Justice he thought.
On the way out to the squad cars she had finally caught up with him. He felt her grab his arm and turn him around.
"What's wrong Bosco?" she had asked with a look of worry on her face.
"Oh nothing Faith, I just didn't feel like spending the day with a backstaber is all" he told her coldly
"What? What are you talking about?"
"I know Faith! I know you went to and got them to get me to see a shrink. How could you do that to me Faith? Huh? How could you?"
"Bos I didn't mean to go behind your back but you weren't talking to me about it and you needed to talk to someone"
"Why Faith? huh? Did you talk with me about your cancer? Or how about the baby, did you talk to me then? I seem to remember you saying you didn't want to bother anybody. Well the same goes for me"
"This is different Bosco, you saw your friend get shot, you had his blood all over you."
"How is that different Faith? I didn't pull the trigger. I didn't shoot him, but you, you went and killed your own child!"
He knew he had went to far, he knew as he was saying it that it was wrong. He knew he should stop but he didn't and now it was too late. He couldn't take it back. He didn't know what made him say it, he had never held it against her for having the abortion. In fact he after some time he saw where she was coming from and had agreed with her reasons. He was hurt that she had lied to him about it but after thinking about it he had understood why she had. But he threw it in her face now just to hurt her, to get her back for going behind his back. It worked, he looked up at her just in time to see a single tear slide down her cheek. Her eyes were filled with hurt. He had never hated himself more then at that moment. Just as he opened his mouth to apologize, she had said the last words he would hear her say, "go to hell Bosco" then she turned and walked away never looking back.
He had wanted to run after her and make everything all right between them. But he didn't. He didn't know why, maybe because he didn't have the slightest clue on how to apologize for being such a prick. He figured that he could come with an apology while he was on his shift, he would figure out away to make her forgive him ,he would fix this. As soon as the shift was over he would go and he would find her and he would apologize and they would talk things through and everything would be back to normal. Well that's what he had thought. But he was wrong. He had no way of knowing what the day would bring.