You took my heart.

Bamon one-shot. It's my first fic/one-shot so i hope you like it. It's .V. Dark in this bit and you may hate B a bit first but she gets better i promise!

Basicly, Bonnie and Damon had a thing, Damon runs off to Elena's clicky fingers, Bonnie gets with Stefan to make him jealous and now their cheating with each other. complicated much? lol!

I do not own The Vampire Diaries, or Damon…*sigh*

Song by Pepper & Piano. Check it out, it's short but sweet.

Oh, and i do hope you review :)

When i was young,
I took a chance on life,

He was different. Dangerous. Exciting. He was the intriguing bad boy, the idiopraxist prince of darkness. I knew he could hurt me, I knew he could leave me but that only made me want him more. Our banter was like foreplay to me and one day I just couldn't help myself. When I look back, I feel disgusted at how I just… THREW myself at him. How very 'Un-Bonnie' of me but hey, he seemed to like it. He seemed to like it VERY much. That night; I lost my virginity against the wall of the mystic grille alley. Classy. But at the time, I'd never felt more alive.

When i was young,
I stayed up most nights,

I can still feel him on my skin, touching my body, his breath on my neck. I thought I could handle it; it was meant to be a bit of fun, for both of us. It was supposed to help me work off my tension and him… well, I was free blood probably, willing body. I slept with him a good couple of times after that, for three months I think? I sometimes wonder whether we did it because we both felt like second best all the time or if I was just some new toy to play with. It was round that time I started to feel more for him, but why tell him? He'd have only laughed in my face.

Nobody knows, and nobody cares
You took my heart, you took my heart

But then, disaster happened. Stefan made Elena choose. And she chose Damon. I think you can guess what happened next. My heart shattered like a broken mirror that day, and I've still not found all the pieces yet. I think setting fire to his room while he was sleeping may have melted them some-what. What did he do? He laughed and said he was a "bad influence".

Moving down the empty, cobbled stairway
Looking out, for a friendly face to see me,

I hate him. I do. It's just that… My hatred is out weighted by my lust for him. My friends can't help me; they've never known what was happening between us, as neither of us said anything to them. So when I see him everyday in public, and he just SMIRKS that horrid, shit-eating smirk of his I can't help but hope… will he come back to me?

Cause nobody knows and nobody cares
You took my heart, you took my heart

So when Stefan kissed me that night, and I saw Damon glaring at us, of COURSE I kissed him back. Of COURSE I slept with him. Just to make Damon hurt, to see his reaction, to hope that I could injure him in some way.

Needless to say; it kinda worked.

He ambushed me leaving the grille, threw me at the wall in the alleyway, kissed me passionately and told me if I ever touched his brother like that again he'd snap my neck and drain me dry.

And for some sick, twisted reason it REALLY turned me on.

So now, I'm fucking him behind both Elena's and Stefan's back. Daily.

I should be sickened by myself, old 'Bonnie' would be, but I can't bring myself to feel it. I enjoy it too much.

Hey, I maybe Love's bitch, but at least I'm not delusional. I just want my heart back.

Reviews equal love. Bamon Love ;)