This is Jon's Skittles here! I've started some fanfiction, but I never got that far in them. :P But this one might survive! :D Why? Because this one is dedicated to my best friend doodlebug720! She made one for me, so I decided to make one for her and she wanted the couple nejisaku. XP And since at the time that we were talking about this, we were talking about M.P.D.: Multiple Personality Disorder. So, as you can see from the title, that's the main subject of this story. So, read on and I'll update as fast as I can! :D Love you, doodlebug720! I hope you like it!
Multiple Personality Disorder
Chapter1: Intro to Madness
I've had this for years now, but I've never told anyone about it.
I didn't want them to say that I'm crazy or scary because of it. It's not easy hiding it, either.
My name is Sakura Haruno, and I suffer from M.P.D.; Multiple Personality Disorder.
Well, I don't really suffer from it, because it's actually quite fun to have it, but I'm scared to see how people react, so I suffer from how others may see me after they know. So, I keep it to myself, but trust me; it's not easy.
They threaten to come out. If I suddenly change in personality, I might act differently towards others, receiving horrible reactions. Thus, I am worried.
But not to worry; I have an ultimate solution! Stay away from everyone at school.
You see, in public, where hardly anyone knows me, I wouldn't mind if they come out, because that personality will be the person's first impression. And whether it's bad or good, there is a good chance that I would not meet them again.
But with school, I see them every day, which causes me to hide. No one knows, and I'm planning on no one finding out.
And what I hate the most about a new school year, is that there are new students; new people to hide from. And I don't just mean new freshman, I also mean transfer students.
And it's the beginning of the school year. It's my senior year, and I'm excited. Why? Last year of this school; where I had to hide. Now I don't have to as much… Until I get a job. But until then, I need to worry about this year.
So, where am I now? Walking to my school. I avoided taking the bus because of my obvious situation that I mentioned many times already. So, I walked. Not only because of my M.P.D., but also because I like to walk. It's healthier and more relaxing. Except for in the winter. But that's not now.
I turn onto the street of the school and I walk down the sidewalk leading to the doors. Standing in front of the door is my ex-best friend: Ino Yamanaka. She's my ex-best friend, because of my disorder. Well, she doesn't know about it, but I mean, I stopped hanging out with her because of it. She hates me for not talking to her anymore, but I know she still cares about me. Just as I do for her. But, unfortunately, she thinks I hate her. Which, of course, I don't.
She's spreads rumors about me so I can feel horrible. Of course, I do, but naturally, I silently thanked her on the inside, because it made it easier for me to stay away from the other students. It hurts, but easier.
So, as I get closer to the door, I duck my head down, so no one can see it's me. But that doesn't work. Ino stops in front of me and I bump into her, not knowing at first that she was there. I look up; mutter a small apology and I try to step around her, only to get blocked by her again. Goddammit…
"What's up, billboard brow?" Ino sneered, cackling as she said it. She started calling me that because of my big forehead. But, it's not that big. Really. But more of the reason "oh-you-hate-me-so-I'm-going-to-hate-you" thing that's going on.
"…nothing…" I started talking lower, because of the lack of friends. Go fig.
"Yeah, right," she tries to look at my face, but I dodge her glance. Of course, I notice that sad longing of being friends again in her eyes. I feel totally upset at myself. "Ready for school this year?" I shake my head. "Looking forward to making some new friends?" I think I know where she is going. Again, I shake my head no. "I doubt you will. No one wants to be friends with a freak."
I shoot my eyes open. My heart shatters from her words. It just hurts too much. She wants to be friends with this freak, but she doesn't know anything. I can feel myself getting woozy; dizzy from my emotions. And that is not a good sign.
Why? Because when I get this way, it means one of my other selves is trying to come out. But I can't let that happen. So, I stay quiet and try to calm down. And I already know which one wants to come out. It's my harsh side. I call her Stephanie. She doesn't mind being called Steph, but she hates being called Stephy, so please, don't; you will regret it. I can hear her shouting in my head.
Let me out! She deserves to get punched!
But I fight her back. I know Ino is saying something else, but my mind can only hear "…freak…freak…freak…freak…FREAK." And I think I'm going to lose it and give in to Stephanie. I can feel myself lightly swaying back and forth and my vision is getting blurred. No… I can't… I must stay… like this… But my head won't listen and neither will Stephanie.
My fist is clenching into a fist and my mouth is curving into a smirk. A natural response from Steph. My regular self is slowly fading away, but I can still hear Ino blabbering on about pointless shit.
And just as Steph was about to be in full control and the fist was about to be swung, I hear a male's voice behind me.
"Would you shut up? No one likes to hear you talk."
Steph calms down to let me take control and turn around. And when I do, I see a boy in blue semi-tight jeans and a purple plaid shirt standing there with him holding one strap of his bag pack on one shoulder with one hand and a container of coffee in the other hand.
He's glaring at Ino with his clear eyes and his hair is settled down; light darkish brown hair a little bit past his shoulders.
Ino is steaming from what he said. "What did you say asshole?"
He frowned even more and said ever-so-calmly, "I said, 'Would you shut up? No one likes to hear you talk.' Is it that hard to hear?"
Ino shouted something, but he just ignored her and walked up to me. He smiled softly. "Hey, what's your name?"
I blushed and softly said, "S-Sakura… Haruno…"
"I'm Neji. Neji Hyuga."
A/N: So, yeah, that's the end... of the first chapter anyways. :P And I already started on the second chapter, so hopefully I can get this updated soon! Reviews are always welcomed! XD
~Jon's Skittles~