I'm rewriting this story, I hope you like the little changes. This story is going to be on Bella's point of view
More than one change
In the fight against the newborns vampires, The Cullens made a mistake. They left Bella unprotected and Victoria bit her. Jasper killed Victoria, but there was nothing left to do than let Bella change into a vampire.
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The pain was unbearable, it felt like my body was on fire and I couldn't do anything about it, I couldn't move or talk and I couldn't even open my eyes
I tried to distract myself from the pain hearing my surroundings; a door opening, steps, breathings, voices, the wind, I tried everything but nothing distracted me.
Time passed slowly, and the fire moved from my head, arms and legs to my chest; my heart started went wild and the pain was worst than before. It felt as if my heart was going to explode. I felt like I was going to die and then I did. My heart stood still and the seven vampires I knew were in the room stopped moving, but still feel them and hear them in a certain way.
I had a weird feeling about it.
I tried to open my eyes and I was surprised when I did it, I could control every part of my body. I was also surprised because I could see, smell, feel and hear everything, and when I say everything, I mean it; I could read their minds and could feel them, just like Edward and Jasper do.
I noticed it when I was thinking to myself what were they thinking about me. The good thing, I could turn it on and off. Suddenly, I felt like I was being pulled by some kind of force; I was having a vision, like Alice…
Vision
There was Edward and he was walking toward me, asking me if I was ok, then Jasper asked me why I was feeling so anxious but wasn't feeling thirsty. Emmett, Rosalie, Carlisle and Esme were expecting for me to say something and Alice looked at me confused and nervous.
And then everything I saw started to happen, it was like a really big déjà vu.
So before Edward could finish his question I answered him. …
"Edward, I'm fine" my voice startled me a little, it was soft but luring, a refined version of my human voice "Well, better than fine, I'm perfect and Jasper I'm anxious because I sort of find out my gift. I think I can absorb others vampire's powers. I'm a mind reader, an empath and a seer. I just had a vision of this moment. I have your powers and I have the feeling that I can do much more than that, but I don't know what or how?" they were speechless and their minds were confused just like their feelings… of course Emmett was the first one to talk.
"My little sis is awesome" he yelled and gave me a quick bear hug, thank God I am not human anymore, because that would have killed me. I then looked at Carlisle, his fascination was raising fast
"That's unheard of. Bella after you hunted I would like to see what you can do" he said and I nodded. Esme was next
"My daughter, how you feel?" she was always worried for her children, she was so happy and now I know what Jasper has to endure with them…
"Like I said, I'm great" I smiled at her, even when I started to feel that something was wrong, I mean, Alice wasn't herself, she was feeling guilty and was worried, she was also singing in her head a song I've never heard before and Edward was just like her but remembering Clare de Lune… that was strange… Then Jasper surprised me by saying…
"I always knew you were very special, darlin' this just confirms it" If I was human, I knew I would've been blushing, but of course he knew it, he's an empath after all, it made him laugh and the sound of it made me feel joyful, then it made me feel embarrassed because I knew he felt it, but he just replaced the feeling with a wave of happiness.
We locked eyes, a thing I only did with Edward (at the beginning of our relationship) and I realized that with Jasper was stronger the connection I felt… I have seen Edward with my new eyes and I didn't feel attracted to him, well, if I was being honest, I haven't felt that way in a long time.
Lately I've been feeling drawn to Jasper instead. And it's not just in a friendly way, but I would never do anything that might damage the friendship between Alice and me or my relationship with Edward. Actually, before the news from the battle I was thinking of ending my relation with Edward, but I was scared the whole family would leave me again, so I stay quiet. Then I got the courage to tell him and Victoria came back. I didn't want to make things worst in the house by telling them I wanted to break up with him, but now that I'm a vampire I'm going to tell him the truth, I don't want to ended up hurting him, by leaving in a lie.
Anyway, with my new eyes Jasper was even beautiful (hotter) than with my mortal eyes. He had the same blond hair, wavy and messy, so lustrous, I wanted to touch it. I could see clearly his scars; they made him more irresistible to my eyes. They showed me how brave he was; I wanted to kiss every scar he had. I needed to control myself.
Jasper was watching me weird now; damn it, he was feeling my lust towards him; I have to stay in control of my emotions. I took a deep breath and it even though it felt shallow, it calmed me… then if Jasper's comment surprised me, imagine what I felt when I heard Rosalie's thoughts, she was watching me worried and anxious, so I got curious and read her thoughts; I don't know why but I had a hunch to protect Rose's mind and the coolest thing was that I could do it. Meaning, I have a shield too, but that was obvious since Edward never could read my mind.
"Rose I can't hear your thoughts, what are you doing?" Edward asked her astonished. Rose looked at me and thought
'Is it you Bella?' and I nodded
'Good, keep doing whatever thing you're doing. I need to tell you something but I couldn't because Edward was hearing; now is the time. I know you think that I didn't like you because you were human and I was jealous and also because you wanted to be turn into a vampire, but it wasn't the reason why; I did not want you to become a vampire just for Edward, because he's not right for you, he doesn't love you'
"What?" I asked confused and was pull by another vision, but this one was different; were several fragments from different times, I was human in all them; I could see the past too and it sucked.
Visions
Edward and Alice were kissing; Edward and Alice gazing each other lovingly in front of me and Jasper. Edward and Alice having sex and telling each other how much they love one to another.
I gasped… What the hell... it was so sick... and to think that I was trying to protect their feelings.
I knew my emotions were all over the place and I couldn't care less. Everyone was watching me and asking me why I yelled. There were too much noise and I had to concentrate too much…
"Guys, could you please let me alone with Jasper, Edward and Alice? Just for a minute, I'll explain it later" Emmett was going to say something when Rosalie hit him in the back of his head and told him to leave. I gave Rose a small smile and she did the same; I heard her mind 'I'm sorry' was all she was thinking. I nodded and then she left. Esme came to me and gave me a hug and left with Carlisle who just pointed to his head, I read his thoughts 'Welcome daughter'. "Thanks, dad"
Edward and Alice were tensed and Jasper was feeling it… They were still singing.
"Just stop" I told them with the coldest voice I could bear. But they didn't.
"Bella, darling, your emotions are all over the place. I think you are starting to affect Edward and Alice because they are feeling the same, do you want me to calm you down?" Jasper asked me, but I told him to wait with my hand. Alice and Edward were chanting in their minds 'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry' but what made me lose my cool was what Edward thought next 'But I couldn't stop falling in love with her' ha, he couldn't!
"But you could stop the lies, you betrayed me Edward, you could've broken up with me before all this, but you didn't, you choose to keep lying. You asked me to marry you, and even after I told you a thousand times no, you keep insisting. Why? You know what hurts the most is not that you don't love me anymore, it's that you lie to me, to Jasper, to all your family" I was shouting at this point
"Darlin'?" Jasper called for me "What are you talking about?"
"Jasper, I'm not affecting them. I found out just a minute ago that I can see the past too, so Edward and Alice, you can stop chanting in your heads, I already know everything. I saw everything" Their faces were priceless, that if it wasn't for the fact that I was mad like hell I would've laughed. Jasper didn't know what I was talking about, but he was about to.
"Bella, what are you saying, I don't get it" I took his hands in mine and sent him a wave of calm
"Darlin', don't do that, don't calm me down, just explain"
Edward was thinking in that moment that he couldn't hear Jasper's thoughts, so he figured out that it was one of my powers what blocked him… I put my forehead on Jasper's
"I'm sorry that I have to be the one to tell you" my voice broke like I've been crying, and in certain way I was, only without tears.
I showed the visions from the past. Don't ask me how I knew I could do that because I don't have the answer, I just knew I could.
Confusion, betray, anger and pain was emanating from Jasper.
"But you were human in all those visions, that means they were lovers since a long time ago" then he looked at Alice with disgust and anger.
"Why, Alice? If you didn't love me anymore, you should have told me or showed me. I knew we weren't mates and even though I'm not in love with you anymore, I still loved you as my best friend, my confident. I respected you. What an empath am I! My wife was cheating on me with my brother and I have to wait for his fiancé to be turned into a vampire to know it… what the hell?" Jasper said then Alice started talking
"I'm sorry Jasper, I really am sorry. I also consider you my best friend, it's just, I love Edward, I can't live without him and I couldn't stop it from happening, but I'm truly sorry for lying to you, I knew I had to tell you, but I guess this was the easy way, I didn't want to lose you, or hurt you…"
"Easy? You didn't want to hurt me? And what the hell you think you just did, I would prefer a clean break than your lies… I knew our relationship changed years ago, so if you had told me, everything would be different, I'm just pissed because you lied to me! And Edward how could you have done this to Bella ah? How?" Edward then looked at me.
"I'm sorry Bella; you can feel how sorry I am" and it was true, but then he tried to touch me and I didn't want his hands on me; I felt a rush of energy and the next thing I knew was that Edward had been thrown to a wall by something invisible. I guess it was me, yeah, another power (notice the sarcasm). Alice sprinted to him to help him get up.
"I'm sorry; I didn't know I could do that. I just didn't want you to touch me" I whispered with my eyes closed trying to calm myself.
"It's ok, I deserved it" he said.
"No, you deserved much more than that" said Jasper "both of you deserved more than that" then Jasper took my hands in his and sent me calming waves and I did the same to him; we both had sad smiles in our faces… twenty seconds later I felt a tug in my head, Edward was calling for me with his mind
'Bella?' He said, so I guess he just wanted to have this conversation in our mind, that way the others wouldn't be able to hear it, but I wanted Jasper to hear it too, so I didn't let go of his hand and I will him to listen. Jasper and Edward were surprised and Alice was confused but she didn't ask.
'What?' we asked him mind to mind. I didn't know how I was controlling my powers. I was letting my instincts about them free and it worked. He was more than surprised when he heard me, but regained control and started talking again.
'Bella, Jasper, we are really sorry and we hope that one day you could forgive us. Alice and I are going to go to Canada, to Denali right now, please, tell the others that we're sorry for all the lies, because we are' I bet if he could, he would've been crying, he was so ashamed of himself, but still projecting his love towards Alice.
Jasper nodded and Edward and Alice jumped trough the window and left in his Volvo. Five minutes passed, we were in the same spot and Jasper was still holding my hand.
"Oh, sorry, I didn't notice it"
'You still are holding it' I thought to him. It was easier than talking
"I know; it's just that I really don't want to let you go" he said. And for some reason it pissed me a bit… doesn't he trust me?
"Jazz, if you're so worried that I'll lose control without your calming waves…" Jasper cut me up putting one of his fingers in my lips, shutting me.
"That's not the reason; I stop projecting five minutes ago; I just don't want to let you go" he started to make little circles in my hand with his fingers and it felt amazing, then, he dropped the finger he had on my lips slowly. It felt amazing.
Jasper's eyes started to get dark and I realized that he was feeling my lust and now my embarrassment too…
'Darlin', don't feel like that. Can't you tell that I'm feeling the same way you do, but without the embarrassment?" in that moment I felt everything he was feeling for me, the love, lust and desire. I didn't notice it before because I was feeling the same emotions and I though I was projecting. I didn't know what to say, we just stood there, looking at each other. Two more minutes passed and I realized my shield was surrounding the room, so I dropped it; in that instant I started to hear Emmett's thoughts. He was really annoyed because he couldn't hear anything from upstairs; he was also feeling worried and curious…
"Emmett" was all I said and Jasper's face fell, I felt his pain and confusion…
"What? I'm Jasper!" he said… he was so cute
'I know you are Jasper, silly" I laughed… "I just wanted to tell you that Emmett is impatience and want to know what happened, they didn't hear anything because I put my shield around the bedroom'
"Oh ok, wow, now you can feel my embarrassment"
"I know" I said and then I winked at him… "Now come on, we have a lot explaining to do" I let go of his hand and started to walk down the stairs, he was in shock…
'Wait up for me darling' he said in his mind and "I blushed" or at least I felt the way I did when I used to blush, and he knew it…
'What, Sugar?' my embarrassment was getting higher
'I like the way that I make her feel' he thought
'Jazz, I heard that… stop it… please!' I sent it to him with my entire mind. He laughed but stopped
'Ok, let's go' he said and we went downstairs…
"Finally" Emmett yelled and Rose hit him in the back of his head
"Sorry. I guess I didn't have to yell, right?"
"You think?" Rose asked him sarcastically
"So what happened? Where are Edward and Alice?" Emmett asked… well, everyone was asking the same thing in their heads…
'Bella, can you show them what happened the same way you showed me the visions before? It'll be easier that way' Jasper thought to me
"Sure, I can do that" I said out loud
"What can you do?" Esme asked me confused
"Jasper told me to do this" I told her and then showed them everything that happened upstairs
"What the hell...! They did that to you guys? I'm so going to kill Edward; he can't hurt my little sis and walk away" Emmett looked furious, and I wondered what he was thinking, I shouldn't have, because that caused a vision
Vision
Emmett was hitting Edward really hard and then he started to take off his arms and other body parts that I'm sure Alice wouldn't be happy if Edward didn't have it…
"Gross, Emmett I didn't want to see that, God!" it was repulsing
"What, darling, what did you see?" Jasper asked me 'I can feel your disgust, what is it?'
"This, Emmett made me see this, gross" I took his hand and showed him
"Emmett, come on" he was pissed… "Be careful with what you decide to do, I don't want my Bella watching that kind of sick thin'…"Jasper said with his southern accent that made my desire go higher. He was passing his fingers for my forehead, I think he just wanted to make the image go away, he was feeling very worry for me, and it was cute.
"Your Bella?" Rose and Esme asked at the same time. Emmett just thought 'what the hell' and Carlisle was just laughing. I mean, Carlisle our father figure was just laughing in his head, Hard… Jasper expression was like a deer caught in the headlights, eyes wide open.
"I'm your Bella?" I asked him playing innocent, but I knew he could feel my amused.
"I… I meant… I meant to say Bella?" I could feel his concern and his embarrassment. I was curious so I read his thoughts 'I messed it up, she doesn't like me. Shut… she can hear me… Back in the civil war, soldiers…'
"Jasper, stop thinking about the civil war, it's ok, my Jasper, you can call me "your Bella" whenever you want to" That spike his love and lust, I guess he likes his new nickname…
"Are you two flirting?" Emmett said breaking our moment…
"Emmett, shut up" Esme chastised him, which surprised me and then Rose hit him on his head, which didn't.
"Rose, babe, you have to stop doing that..!"
"I'll stop when you stop being an idiot, babe..!"
"Then I guess I'll have to get use to it..!" Emmett murmured, making we laughed.
"We're just joking" Jasper told him 'Yes, we're flirtin' " he thought
"What Jasper said" I said. I looked at Jasper and projected at him a wave of love, lust and amusement and he did the same… we're going to have so much fun with my powers
This story was driving me crazy the way it was, so I decided to change it and see if you like it this way. If you review, I'll keep it up, but if you don't I won't update it; I still want to keep writing it so please, tell me what you think by reviewing it… Yasric!