***Author's note: hey guys, it's me! BlackRosetheVampire, on Drama Kagome's! Hehe. Well, we're co-writing this, lol. I haven't taken over her profile. And I'm writing in Inuyasha's POV, and I'm so excited for her to post this! Lol. So we hope you like it! It has some of the lyrics from Comatose by Skillet.
FYI: We don't own Inuyasha, or the song. It's boring, yes, but it has to be said.
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I hate feeling like this
I was dying, I knew that. I've taken to many blows, and I felt weak and vulnerable. I hated to feel weak. It was the worst I've ever felt. I've had holes ripped through me, thought I lost the person I value most. It didn't compare with this feeling, feeling like I've given up.
I'm so tired of trying to fight this.
I could feel my demon fighting to get out. I was tried, I was dying, I could feel it. The demon wanted to let me survive. I wanted to let it take over, but then, I didn't. I'd let everyone around me be in danger, and I was dying now as a result for trying to save them all. Especially Kagome...
I'm asleep and all I dream Is waking to you.
I must have been dreaming, because I couldn't move, and I couldn't see. Everything was black in my mind, and I couldn't help but think I was dead. Would I feel like I was falling forever?
I wanted to wake up, and see Kagome next to me, or on the ground below me, from a tree I normally sleep in. Would I see her again? I just wanted to see her face one more time before I died. It was all I asked for.
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose
Of you.
I needed to feel or hear her to wake up. I needed all my senses to be only for her, and I'd wake up, just to see her. Just for her. I'd make myself wake up.
I was in a coma like state. I was having an illusion, thinking about her. I wasn't going to wake up without her.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna feel,
'Less I feel you next to take the pain I feel
Waking up to you never felt so real.
I was slowly getting my senses back. I felt hands on me. Only one pair of hands, and I'd know them anywhere. Her touch. She was cleaning my wounds frantically, while shaking me, kneeling next to me.
"Inuyasha?" I heard her call. It sounded like it came from the end of a tunnel, one that I must get through, to get to her.
Kagome! She was so far away, but I'd fight to get to her.
I saw the light at the end of the tunnel, her face was in the light. Right there, so close. Her beautiful face, her smell now. Jasmine and lavender. My favorite scent in the world.
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away.
She was hurt, but she wasn't dead, or dying. If she was gone, I'd hate living. It would hold no meaning for me without her. If I ever doubted her before, I never wanted to again. She knew I needed her.
My demon was trying to push me back. Forcing me back into the tunnel, to let it take over. But I fought it back, only because I needed to keep being surrounded by Kagome. It was waiting for me to let my guard down, just slightly. It would take over without a second hesitation.
"Kagome..." I said, it sounded hoarse, barely a whisper. Almost a choke. So weak sounding. I sounded broken, and I needed Kagome to fix me. I needed all of her.
She gasped and hugged me, I felt her, tears on my cheeks, her warmth. She was so warm. I smelt her; lavender and jasmine, with a mix of saltwater from her tears.
"Inuyasha," she whispered. "Everything's okay. We'll fix you." More tears, saltwater smell. She was crying, for me. Again.
I blacked out again. This time, I was sure I wasn't coming back.
I opened my eyes, and wondered where I was. Surely, I was dead. I wasn't living anymore, because…
Only in my own heaven Kagome would be laying right next to me, curled into my side, with her head on my chest. Sleeping peacefully. That was only in my heaven, or at most my dreams.
But if Kagome was here, then she had to be dead too, and I couldn't stand that. I died for nothing then, she had to live, because I'd die protecting her.
"Inuyasha," she sighed, curling more into me, and burying her face in my chest.
I was sure now, that I was in heaven. It was impossible for her to do that without saying 'sit'. I might as well enjoy it while I was here, if it was my own personal heaven.
I put my arms around her, and laid there, looking up at the ceiling. One of her hands lay loosely across my stomach, which I noticed was bare now, but then she slightly moved it up further, and pain shot through my body.
I was alive, and this was real. My body tensed in pain, and it woke her up.
She moved quickly, and looked down at me, with a anxious look.
"Inuyasha!" she said. "I didn't hurt you, did I?" She searched my face for any signs of pain, but now it held curiosity.
She slept beside me, for however long I was out, and she didn't act like anything was different. I blushed.
"Heh," I said, looking away from her. I had a bandage around my chest. "I'm fine. This is just a scratch."
She glared at me. I saw it from the corner of my eye. "No, it isn't! You almost died!" Tears filled her eyes again, and she tried blinking them away. Her voice cracked at the end, and it had an almost hysterical shrill just below the concerned tone.
I didn't realize how much that bothered her until now.
"You wouldn't wake up, and I was so scared," she told me. Tears spilled down her face. "I thought you'd never wake up."
"Heh," I said. I did almost die, and she wouldn't have known that I needed her, that I loved her. I looked at her again, and let my glare soften. Her eyes were red and puffy, she'd been crying a lot. Tears had their own path along her face, and it looked like she still had tears from earlier. I just wanted her tears to go away, but I didn't know how to do that.
I tried to sit up, but pain shot through my torso again, but, I decided to ignore it. Pain was so frustrating, it stopped you from doing something.
Her hands immediately fluttered over me, finding my shoulders to push me back down. I didn't let her. I needed to sit up for this.
"You need to lay back down," she told me. "You'll open your wounds again."
"I don't need to lay back down," I told her. I looked her in the eyes. They shown with concern for me. "I don't need to do anything." I put one hand behind me, to hold me up.
She glared again. "If you don't, you could almost die again!" she snapped.
I growled at her. "You didn't let me finish," I snapped back. "I don't need to do anything. But I do need someone to help me get stronger again." I looked intently at her.
Her eyes widened. "Oh," she squeaked. "I can go get Kikyo if you want." She started getting up, but I grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down.
"It's not Kikyo," I growled. "It's you." I couldn't believe I just said that, exposing myself even more now. "I need you, Kagome." My voice was still in a growled, and I was pretty sure I was glaring at her.
Her eyes grew wider. "Me?" she squeaked. "But I thought-"
"You thought wrong," I growled. I loosened my grip on her wrist, and then suddenly I was on my back again, and Kagome was kissing me, and my torso hurt again.
I groaned in pain, and she stopped kissing me, pulling back.
"Ow," I groaned.
She blushed and then got off me. "Sorry." She kissed me again, and this time, it was painless. It made me forget completely about the pain, and where we were.
"I love you," she said. "I know you can't say that, but I'll help you learn." She kissed me again.
"I can say I need you," I growled lightly. "It's just as good."
She smiled, and laid down next to me, resting her head on my shoulder. "We'll work on it."
I wrapped my arms around her, already feeling better.
****Author's note: hey guys, again this is my part, and I'm sure Drama Kagome will want to say something in this chapter, not quite sure. After my a/n's probably. Anyway, I hope you like it and please review!
Drama Kagome: Finally! I get to read this! I loved it! It was so awesome my mouth was open in shock of the awesomeness! That is all I have to say. My part will be up in a few days, so wait patiently, peoples.
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