I do not own twilight. I'm getting a lawyer now. His name is Arnold Schwarzenegger, and yes hes a lawyer too. He helped out Barney get out of his contract for saying potty words. He's the lawyonatior. We'll be back...

Bella POV

I woke up with a stiff neck. Was that all real? Or was it my imagination again.

I had three solutions if Esme wasn't really here.

1. I am a total nut case

3. I am seeing what I want to see

4. I miss them so much they're spirits came through my head but left their immortal bodies behind.

Even if it was Rosalie, yelling about me because I made thier family move.

If she wasn't here in the morning, I would die.

I think I'll go with number 1. Maybe I'll have to go see a psychiatrist.

Or they will put me in a straight jacket and lock me up in a crazy room.

But maybe that's not such a bad thing. How could i possibly think about them anymore.

But then I probably couldn't have anymore Illusions of Edward.

OK... i have to think this through.

If Esme is not downstairs, I'll kill myself.

But if she is... I'll just have to go from there.

I slowly made my way to the door. I took a deep breath and opened my bedroom door.

I tried to make it quiet, but the squeaky door wasn't helping.

When I got to the stair case i took a deep breath and made my way down, one step at a time.

Finally i reached the last step.

this last step would change everything.

I walked down the last step.

Esme was in the kitchen making breakfast.

Why?

She looked up at me and smiled. "Good morning Bella. Did you have a pleasant sleep?"

"Yeah. Thank you." I lied. She saw right through it.

"Well I made you breakfast. I looks like you have not eaten in days! When was the last time you ate anyway?" She asked.

'Um... last Thursday. Ya I had a... granola bar." Her mouth dropped.

"Bella! Do you how important it is to eat! Come her and eat breakfast this instant." I obeyed.

She made scrambled eggs, pancakes, sausage, and a cup of fruit with a glass of orange juice.

I took a fork full of eggs and sighed. I forgot how good food tasted.

And Esme was an excellent cook.

"Am I, am I dreaming or something?" I asked her.

She laughed. "Your not dreaming you silly girl! I just wanted to come an visit you."

Oh my god. What about Charlie. "Does Charlie know your here?"

"Yes. We talked and he said I can stay as long as I need." She smiled.

"That, that's great." I said. I was a little worried if... Edward showed up, he would leave again.

"Anyway, when your done, go get dressed. I'm taking you to a spa in Port Angeles." Her smile grew wider.

"Esme... I couldn't... I-"

"No Bella I want to. You look like... well no offense, but you look like hell." I smiled. I probably could go for a little pampering.

When we got there they massaged and beautified every part of my body.

When they did my hair, I decided I should cut it short.

So i cut it chin length and got some bangs.

When i was done, I almost felt... pretty.

When we we were done, Esme took me tho this expensive Italian restaurant.

I kind of felt guilty, like i was taking advantage of her.

I told her this and she just shook her head.

"Bella if i even spent 50 grand, that would only be 4 percent of how much more money i have."

So I guess it was OK.

When I got home, I was about to pass out because i was so tired.

So Esme sent me to bed.

When I woke up I walked down stairs and dinner was already ready.

How does she do this stuff?

Charlie was home and all of us ate.

I watched in shock when Esme ate the stake.

When we were all done I Insisted I do dishes.

Charlie went to his room to watch the game.

Which was odd because he usually watched it in the living room.

And before he left, he and Esme were whispering something.

I was suspicious, but i decided to let it go. What does it matter to me anyway.

"Esme, thank you so much. There are no words to describe how thankful I feel." I told her.

"Bella, i loved doing this today. You made me feel like a real mother." I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her shoulder.

She hugged me back.

"I love you Esme." I said.

"I love you to Bella. You are like the human daughter I never got a chanse to have." Then the door bell rang.

Esme smiled. "I'll get it." I waited for less that a second and all the Cullens surrounded me except for... Edward.

A wave of pain came over me and Jasper noticed.

I suddenly felt calm. I smiled at him and he nodded.

Then i was being attacked by a pixie. "I missed you so much Bella" Alice told me.

"I missed you to Alice." Then all of the other Cullen's said their "hellos" and "i missed yous".

Even Rosalie.

"Bella, would you mind if I did a quick check up?" Carlisle asked.

"No not at all."

Carlisle made a big deal about i haven't really been eating, and he told me to stop clawing my arms.

He also said i have to get ten hours of sleep, even if I have to take a sleeping pill.

So he sent me straight to bed.

"Will you guys... still be here tomorrow?" I asked.

"Yes, we'll be here Bells." Alice assured me.

I said my good nights and walked up to my room.

I woke up at around 3am. And I noticed someone was sitting on my bed.

"What am I supposed to tell her. "I left you because Idon't want you to be dammed, and I lied and I'm still madly in love with you?" This person said.

"No, no, no. I never stoped loving you I left because my family could kill you? No think Edward think."

Oh my gosh. Edward. Did he know I'm awake?

"Oh Bella, My Bella. I love you so much." I stood up.

"Do you really?" He froze.

"I- well- love, sill- left dammed, you- so beautiful-wait- protect you- uh... hi?" I laughed at his babbling.

"Do you still really love me?" I looked straight in his eyes, and I knew no matter what i would get the truth.

"Yes Bella. I have no words to say how much i love yo-" I cut him off with a kiss.

"I love you." I told him when I pulled away from the kiss.

"I love you to. So much it hurts." he told me.

I placed my lips once again to my lips.

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