Authors Note: I got the idea to do a follow up chapter in Billy's pov by a fellow author and my new friend Dr. kitten. If you haven't read any of her stories (especially her AMAZING BxR story Blind, Deaf, and Dumb) then I highly recommend that you go and check her out. Apparently music is my muse when it comes to short stories since this chapter is also loosely based off of a song: I Miss You by Blink 182.

Sorry this isn't all that good…I wrote this while I am suffering from a fever, so this isn't my greatest work. ^^; I hope you guys still like it though.

Disclaimer: I do not own Resident Evil or the song "I Miss You", I just own this story.

Ever since the events that happened in the Arklay Forest those past couple years ago, I've been living a fairly good life in Mexico; between the part-time job I have as an electrician, and the decent apartment I now live in, which is a nice change of pace considering that damn cell I was in for nearly a year. I would never have had any of these things though if it weren't for the one person that's been plaguing my thoughts since the moment we met.

I try my best to forget about it; not because I want to, but because it's almost too painful to bare having to think about her every waking minute.

Hell, I even think about that darn woman when I'm asleep. Admittedly some of those dreams might not be those of saints, but I am a man…that's my excuse anyway.

I can't help it, but every time I think of the little medic Rebecca, I'm over come with a feeling I cannot quite explain. I can't say that I have ever felt so strongly for another person before, let alone someone I only knew for maybe six hours at best.

This doesn't stop me from thinking about her though. I'm beginning to worry for my safety and sanity; more then once I've caught myself spacing out, nothing but her inside my head. Those sparkling green eyes, her delicate features, and the adorable way she bites her bottom lip when she gets anxious...

I know by now I should move on, I've tried at least, but no one can ever be as smart or as endearing as my little Becca.

Who am I kidding? Between her brilliant mind and good looks, I'm sure she already has a boyfriend by now, so why must I keep thinking of her and only her? The thought of someone else being by her side sickens me, and yet it makes me slightly happy for her at the same time. When I read the articles on how the STARS members broke apart, I blamed myself for not staying by Rebecca's side, helping her fight through all she had to go through after we separated.

At least now she has someone that can make her happy. I mean, what could I give to her to show my love? Nothing, and that's one thing that saddens me the most. I don't even know if Rebecca still remembers me; though I guess it doesn't matter if she did or not.

Of course I had to change my name when I first went into hiding, and there is no way she would be able to know to search for me under my alias…that is if the kid even wanted to find me. Like I said before, she probably already forgot about me and has moved on with her life.

It kills me a little that I can't just go and visit her, but I don't even know where Rebecca lives. Despite the indecisive feels I have, one thing is for sure: I miss you Becca, and I always will.