Chapter 1 smutty one-shot EPOV

I pressed my lips to Bella's forehead as she was cradled in my arms, one hand in hers and the other on her baby bump which seemed to be overtaking most of her body. She was sleeping soundly, the only activity she seemed to do now. I was trying to think positively, I didn't know whether it was because I was scared Jacob would tell Bella how agonising it was for me or whether I knew Bella wasn't going to give this child up but whatever the reason I seemed more welcoming towards the fact. And even if I was not scared of those things, hearing the child's thoughts certainly changed me, I could not destroy something that loved Bella almost as much as I did. The child's thoughts were muffled, only a faint sound could be heard, like being underwater. I figured it was sleeping too. Jacob's thoughts were too un-interesting to take notice in, mostly focusing on the wrestling on the television. It was only us three today-four if you counted the baby- because I had finally be able to pry Rosalie away from Bella with the excuse she could do something to her due to not hunting for two weeks. Bella stirred in my arms, maybe due to the noise of the TV, It didn't seem to be another break caused by the baby. I rocked her and cooed to her until she stopped. Jacob's thoughts became very strange, I couldn't quite make them out as he seemed to be purposely blocking them with an old rock and roll song.

"Edward" he said suddenly turning to face me-lord knows why he couldn't have said it in his head-"Can I ask you something?"

"Depends what it is" I said, curious never the less. Jacob shifted uncomfortable in the wide armchair, as if nervous by the question, even embarrassed. I scanned through his thoughts but I couldn't make out anything useful.

"It doesn't matter" he said quickly, turning back to the TV. That made me more curious. I decided to go for a different approach.

"Come on" I teased "What is it?"

"Well" he muttered, shifting once again "Well, were cool now right, you and me? Same team, yeah?"

"I wouldn't use the word team but in general, yes I suppose we are" I replied "Now what was the question?"

"Well, I was just curious and stuff, I mean you don't have to answer it if you don't want to" He rambled on.

"Just tell me Jacob, I won't get mad I mean" I gestured to Bella's enormous stomach "How bad a situation could I get in now?"

He chuckled lightly but quickly returned to his nervous state.

"Well I was wondering, What, urr, what was it like?" He said the sentence quickly, to end it quickly I presumed.

"What was what like?" I asked, truly confused now.

"Well you know the urm" He coughed as if to try cover up what he was about to say "The honeymoon"

I felt a moment of shock but I knew what he meant so quickly diverted the question.

"Isle Esme was lovely" I said stiffly, looking down at Bella "The weather was nice and Bella seemed to enjoy it"

"Well not quite the weather" Jacob laughed "I mean" he went quiet again "What was it really like?" He knew I knew what he was saying. It seemed there was no way of getting around it. I sighed heavily.

"Why do you want to know?" I asked, but I was crumbling.

"Well, it's not as if I haven't thought about it, with her I mean" I mumbled

"Well" I chuckled "Honestly, you haven't lived"

"Really?" Jacob asked, knowing he was finally getting an answer.

"Yes. It was truly amazing, Bella was begging me for more" I laughed. Jacob laughed with me.

"So she was good?" He asked quietly.

I thought about the question.

"Believe me Jacob, there's a side of Bella you don't know" I whispered, stroking her cheek with my index finger.

I laughed as I heard Jacob turn back to the TV with the last words.

"Lucky bastard"