The moment you've all been waiting for. 3
The car ride with Amelia and Adam had to be the most awkward either of them had ever experienced. Aside from the occasional street noise, it was silent. Adam had no idea what to say, and Amelia was saving her words for when they got to her house.
Adam and Amelia arrived at her house, and Amelia led Adam straight to her bedroom.
"Sit down." she instructed as they entered her bedroom. Adam did as he was told and sat down on her bed. Amelia stayed standing.
"Why did you lie?" was the first thing she said to Adam.
"Because I knew you'd want nothing to do with me, and I knew it would make you regret ever kissing me." Adam said. Amelia could see the shame in his eyes. "And you know what Amelia? You just walking away from me like that just proves how right I was."
"What did you expect Adam?" Amelia said, her tone becoming angry. " You can't just drop a bomb like that on me and expect me not to be freaked out."
"So I freak you out." Adam said.
"No! I mean..I...Adam no." Amelia stuttered. She didn't know the right words to use at all.
"Look. Why did you bring me here? To tell me nicely how much you hated me? What a freak I am? I already know. So just let me leave." Adam spat out as he stood up.
"No!" Amelia said walking towards him. Her frustration was becoming more and more intense. "Sit down!"
Adam rolled his eyes and sat back down.
"Adam. I liked you. I REALLY liked you. And then you just blew me off. Then you told me you had a girlfriend. THEN you told me that you're a man trapped in a woman's body. How can you POSSIBLY expect me to be okay with all this? You lied to me. You completely crushed me." Amelia's eyes were swelling up, and Adam was beginning to feel worse.
"Amelia...when I left you. When I lied about having a girlfriend...I thought I was protecting you. I realize I was doing the opposite and I'm sorry. But I have no idea what to do to make anything better. You know now. You know how fucked up I am. And you know why being with me would be emotional and social suicide for you. I'm not a REAL guy, and you that's what you deserve."
Amelia looked up at him just as the tears started falling, and just shook her head.
"I just don't know what to think Adam..." she said slowly collapsing to the floor, and sitting on her legs. Adam stood up, and went to sit next to Amelia on the floor. He made sure to keep his distance.
"Don't think anything." he said softly. "Hate me all you want. But the last thing I want is for you to cry and hurt over me. I'm not worth it."
"But you are..." Amelia said softly, looking at her hands. "That's why I brought you here."
"What do you mean?" Adam questioned.
Amelia crawled much closer to Adam, and sat next to him so that their legs were touching.
She looked him in the face, because his eyes were unavailable as usual.
"You're a REAL guy Adam. You're everything I could possibly want."
Before Adam knew it, Amelia was lifting his chin forcing him to look her in the eye.
"Don't ever lie to me again." Amelia whispered. By now, Adam's entire body was trembling. He swallowed hard. Was he imagining this?
And then...Amelia put her lips on his. This was no regular kiss either. It was a kiss full of emotion. Anger, passion, frustration, want. Adam was completely taken aback. He had never been kissed like this before and for the first 10 seconds he was so in shock that he didn't know what to do. Once he was finally able to comprehend what was happening...
Adam slowly ran his hands up Amelia's back, stopping right in the center and pulling her closer to him. Amelia tasted so sweet, and he felt her tongue slowly pass his lips and brush against his own. His body was on fire, and the butterflies in his stomach were going crazy. He could feel Amelia's heart pounding through her chest. By now, they were both lying down, Amelia on her stomach, with half of her body covering Adam's left side. Adam's hands resting on her back, letting his finger tips gently press down every once in a while. Their lips and tongues slowly dancing with each other, savoring every moment of this bliss.
Finally, Amelia pulled away. She lifted her small hand and ran it down Adam's cheek.
"I don't care Adam...about the circumstances. I want you, and I want to be yours."
Adam looked up at her and smiled.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to hear that." Adam said.
Amelia didn't say anything. Instead, she moved her hand, starting to put it up Adam's shirt.
"Stop." Adam tried moving away.
"Shh, it's okay." Amelia said kissing his cheek.
"O-Okay." Adam stuttered. Amelia sat up, Adam still lying down. She slowly unzipped Adam's over sized hoodie, and began to unbutton the solid gray button up he was wearing. She looked at his face for approval, he hesitantly nodded, then took a deep breath. Amelia got to the last button, and pushed his shirt aside, revealing an ace bandage wrapped tightly around his chest. At first she just stared.
"You think I'm disgusting." Adam said, barely whispering.
Amelia shook her head. She ran her finger tips lightly down from Adam's neck all the way to his waist line. She crawled back up so that she was facing him again.
"I think you're perfect." was all she said before kissing him deeply again.