Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING OF "THE BIG BANG THEORY".


"He's not the same guy anymore, Lacey... he's... different...", Penny managed to say through the phone.

"Penny, are you freakin' kidding me? The stories you have told me about him-"

"I know what I said, and I regret it now. I finally see 'Human' in him."

Lacey pulled the phone from her face, and made a hysterical laugh, which made Penny frown.

"Your really not getting this...", she sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose.

"Well I have to admit that picture you showed me last year of him, he looked cute, but a geeky kind of cute ya' know?",

"And your admitting that I have good taste too.", She rolled her eyes.

"Somewhat-",

Somehow some way, Penny finally realized how she felt for Sheldon. Every time she would think about Sheldon, her tummy would spark on fire. And the way he looks at her sometimes make her think, 'Is he just staring at me because I asked a question? Or..' Than his rambling would cut in and make her forget how he was staring at her with those intensity in his blue eyes.

"Are you seriously watching this crap?", Leonard peered over to the Television. Sheldon rolled his eyes, "Clearly you don't see the science."

Leonard tied his robe, and dragged his feet towards the kitchen. "Hear anything from Penny yet?"

Sheldon squints his eyes to the Television, and blinks to Leonard, "No."

"Why did you make that face?", He raised his brows. "I was testing something...", he trailed off.

"Okay?", his coffee finally brewed, and took the cup. "so... anything planned for today?",

"Leonard, I always have something planned."

He sips his coffee, he tastes the bitterness of how his relationship between he and Penny shared.

'Was it really meant to be? Or was it some crazy fantasy that, he crushed on her, and made love to her when he got back from the Artic Pole?', he shook his head in thought, blowing the steam from the coffee. Trying hard not to remember his thoughts of Penny.

"Hey, we should go to the comic book store today...", he finally settled on the recliner. "Leonard, again, the new comic's don't arrive on Fridays, they arrive on Wednesdays."

"Sheldon, don't you want to get out more, you know... see more?", Leonard tried to make this not difficult for Sheldon.

He rolls his eyes, "There is plainly nothing to see, only the research that I am studying.",

"Sheldon.", he whined, putting his coffee cup on the table. "you really should go out more. See new people, make new friends.", he paused, than glared daggers towards the room where Penny lives, "getting a girlfriend...", he hissed through gritted teeth. Sheldon laughed his rare breathy laughs, "I don't need a girlfriend.",

Through curious eyebrows, "A girlfriend can change you, Sheldon."

"You mean a woman can change you?", he corrected Leonard. "Yes. Sheldon. A Woman."

"But why would I want to be changed?", his brows were raised now. "Because, a Woman you really like, or even love can make you happier-",

"Leonard, not to be rude or anything-", Sheldon paused thinking for a moment to respond while Leonard made a groan. "you have failed from such relationships that I cannot endeavor-",

Leonard crossed his arms, "Really? I haven't even seen you try to make a move on any Woman!", he puffed his chest.

He made a smug smile, and folded his hands together, "I have never had any interest in them.", than Sheldon made a nervous twitch on his lips, and stared at the T.V.

"Your lying!", Leonard pointed it out clearly. Sheldon sat silent. It was obvious who he likes. It was the Woman across the hall, with her door number 4B plastered on it.

"You like Penny?", he spat her name like poison. Sheldon closed his eyes, and breathed out heavily. "Leonard, this is not what I want to discuss right now."

Leonard was tight lipped, and dragged his self into his room.

Sheldon bit his lip, and tried hard not to look at his door. He wanted an escape from his apartment, he didn't want to deal with Leonard's moans, and groans.

So finally, he made his mind and knocked 4B three times.

"Hold on!", Penny yelled, sounding like she was in her room. She brought her phone to her ear, "Lace, what do I say?",

"Why are you in a hurry? Is he there?",

"Not unless I open the door, and invite him in!", she said heatedly. Brushing her hair with her right hand.

Lacey sighed over the phone, "Just be yourself. And let him come to you...",

Penny blinked, she remembered someone saying this line before, but cannot place it. "Kay', thanks for the help.", she didn't mean to hang up the phone so quickly, but she opened the door, and Sheldon was right there... staring at those intense blue eyes of his. "U-uh-uhm-", she stammered, and nervously played with her fingers. "Hey, Sheldon...",

He raised his brows, noticing her behavior, than completely ignored it. "I need to speak to you.",

Penny bit her lip, all she translated the words out of his mouth was, 'I need you.' Making her think that made her stomach mesh again.

"Come in.", she squeaked out.

He sat on his spot of Penny's couch, and turned to her. Than Penny was still standing there the door closed but... she was... frozen?

He raised his brows, curious about her previous behavior...

"Sheldon...", she turned slowly. Her arms on the side of her she bit her lip. "I need to tell you something...",

Sheldon licked his lips, pausing her for going any further. "Leonard needs a girlfriend.", he stated bluntly. Penny's eyebrows raised, and made an 'O' shape. She nodded. Thinking about what she was going to say, but saved it for later...

"Now, what were you going to say, Penny?", he asked, eagerness in his eyes. "Never mind, it was about Physics, but... I'll ask about that later.", she lied. Than a blush flew a cross her cheeks when she sat next to him. "Oh!", he turned to her again, "Leonard said I need to 'go out'."

"As in go' out', meaning go out with somebody or-",

"No. As in going out side. Or at least from what I understand.", he rolled his eyes. "Sheldon, you need to go out.", she pushed his forearm. Suddenly her skin was hot against his. He gulped, not moving a muscle. "Well, than. I should be going...", he huskily whispered.

"Sheldon, please don't go. I didn't mean to touch you!", she sputtered, lifting her self from the seat. He stood there, and made his hands into a fist. "All these years, I've tried. I tried, Penny. And you haven't gotten a single hint... I gave you all those gifts. Two hugs, sang 'Soft Kitty', and saved you from distress.", he huffed out. Than she realized he was wearing a Violent Tee with some picture on it, and his red sleeves. She is finally realizing what his T-shirts mean. "Sheldon, I know that.", she swallowed hard.

'Let him come to you...'

"Sheldon, I have a confession.", she said timidly, rubbing her hand against her arm nervously. Sheldon stood there, his arms crossed against his chest, and his intense blue eyes made her shiver. "I've realized some feelings for you. That- well-", she clearly hadn't thought out her speech, but Sheldon waited...

"Every time I think about you, Sheldon, I have this warm feeling in my stomach, or whenever you look at me.", she breathed in heavily, her eyes almost becoming blurry. "I love you, Sheldon.", than her tears sprinkled down her cheeks, she couldn't take it anymore. She felt embarrassed. It took to long for her to figure out how long she loves him. Her heart raced, and her hands covered her face. To much emotional stress, and to much heartbroken cheaters, and liars.


Something that came into my mind one day. And I wrote it down.

It may have been a little OCC, haha.

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