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Midori Fujiwara
Two died.
I had one left. And even that one didn't look too good.
I looked over all the dead flowers and petals, those that I hadn't thrown away since the day before.
They gave off a sickly sweet smell.
He'd love only me until they were dead, apparently.
I sighed deeply, and felt myself lean my back against the wall. My tailbone hit the floor again. I didn't feel it, just like all the other times when I had been driven awake in the nightmares.
I haven't had a good sleep in a long while.
I was tired, and I was alone.
He was my outlet, I realized.
I lost him.
I had never experienced any lack of him—we were practically entwined our entire lives—and I would have never imagined it so painful.
It was ridiculous, this whole rose thing. This couldn't have been correlated with the roses.
A petal fell onto the floor, landing next to my foot.
My eyes glazed over.
I called in sick later.
-XIII-
One rose. One rose….one….just one...
I was jerked awake by a phone ring, realizing I had collapsed on the floor.
I hesitated before picking up.
There was silence on both sides of the line for the longest time I could have imagined, but I knew from this that he had called.
After seconds, minutes, hours, I don't know—he spoke.
"You know, Lieutenant, you can tell me anything. I don't really want to talk. I just want to hear what you have to say."
I froze, not understanding.
He continued, "I don't care if you're ignoring me, I still want—"
"Your flowers are dying," I said.
"…is that what got you all depressed?"
I said nothing.
There was some silence before he continued.
"Lieutenant, one of them is fake."
I froze.
I started to reach for the vase.
"I thought you of all people would have noticed that," he said.
I touched the last rose. I felt the plastic stem, the petals that wouldn't come off.
Tears made their way out of my eyes.
"Lieutenant?"
He must have heard me crying.
"Are you okay, Lieutenant?"
I continued to cry.
"Lieutenant?...Lieutenant?...Lieutenant, I'm coming over there right now if you're not answering."
I lay the receiver on the table, dropping onto the ground again.
I laughed as I cried, throwing the rose off to the side.
I laughed for the longest time, something I hadn't been able to do in the longest time.
Quick end. :)
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Midori Fujiwara