Okay other fics will be updated shortly, just thought I'd have ago at an iPod shuffle challenge but these will be more stories then songs :)

Mayday Parade: Miserable At Best:

Ianto sat in his apartment alone. He missed Jack but he'd done the right thing. He now just had to let go.

'Maybe I should ring him?' Ianto thought picking up the phone and staring at the numbers. 'What's the point, he'll be with someone else.' The other Ianto in his mind told him.

'I was never any good for him anyway. He didn't put up a fight to stop me leaving him did he? I'm not good for anything.' He thought miserably.

Ianto ran his hands over his face and through his hair. "AHRHHHH!" He screamed standing up and thumping his hands on the kitchen counter.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Ianto went and answered it to reveal Jack standing there.

"What do you want?" Ianto snarled.

"Ianto I want to talk, I never meant to hurt you..."

"And sleeping with him wasn't ever gonna hurt me was it!" Ianto spat his voice thick with venom. "I've got the point that I should leave you alone Jack okay? So do the same for me."

"But Ianto I want you back. I love you please?" Jack pleaded with Ianto.

"How?" Ianto asked.

"How...?" Jack left the question hanging in the air.

"How, am I supposed to sleep? When all I dream about is his lips on you cheek? We both know that I'm not that strong Jack." Ianto sat down.

"But I love you so much Ianto, it was a mistake. I know you want me back." Jack touched Ianto's hand.

"Of course I fucking miss you Jack!" Ianto jumped off the sofa and looked Jack in the eyes. "I miss everything about you! The lips that made me fly, your accent, smile everything!

"I..."

"No Jack. Do you wanna know what the hardest part of living without you is?"

"What?" Jack whispered.

"It's taking breaths to stay here, in this god-forsaken place!" Ianto waved his arms in a gesture to the place.

"Ianto I miss you like crazy!" Jack told him sincerity in his eyes.

"Oh please Jack let's not pretend you were alone tonight, I know he was there." Ianto scoffed.

"He wasn't. I havn't seen him since..."

"Since I walked in on you two shagging?" Ianto finished for him.

"Yes." Jack hung his head.

"Jack, just leave please."

"Ianto I..."

"Get out!" Ianto shouted startling Jack.

Jack made for the door and opened it. "I cant live without you Ianto, and I know you cant live without me."

Ianto walked over to the door.

"I can live without you Jack." And he shut the door. "But without you I'll be miserable at best." He sighed and slid to the floor.

Okay so a bit of a depressing start to the fic but hopefully my iPod will land on a much happier song next time, although I'm a bit worried about a few of the Eminem one's :L Anyway I give cyber-chewits to reviewer's :)