A/N: This is the last chapter! AH! And it's sad so…beware.
Logan POV
I woke up the next morning in Carlos' bed, with no clothes on. I blushed, remembering what we had done the night before. I searched around for my boxers, but had no luck in finding them.
"Damn, where did I throw them?" I finally found them…but Carlos was wearing them. I laughed, might as well wear his then. I found his 10 feet away from the bed and put them on. Then I slipped into some pajama pants and made my way to the kitchen. James was reading the latest gossip magazine, I rolled my eyes. Gossip annoyed me, it was never true!
James was staring intently at a page in the magazine with a shocked look on his face.
"James? What's wrong?"
"K-Kendall…me…kiss."
I furrowed my eyebrows, confused. "Yeah, you and Kendall always kiss…so what?" He shoved the magazine in my face and I read the headline:
"Kendall Knight and James Diamond Smooching It Up!"
A picture of Big Time Rush boys, James Diamond and Kendall Knight, kissing has surfaced. It appears that the boys were getting close in a car last Friday. Witnesses say, "The boys started to lean in and the next thing you know, they were making out and grabbing on each other." Doesn't seem like these boy are just friends.
James crinkled the magazine up and threw it on the floor.
"LIES! We did not start to make out or grab on each other! What are we going to do!" James started pacing.
"How did this happen! You guys know you are not supposed to kiss in public!"
"Well, we just had a little kiss in the car! And the windows are tinted so I didn't think anyone would see us! Besides! Gustavo said he would take care of this! Oh shit, I'm just…so pissed and stressed right now!"
This could ruin Big Time Rush, I felt so bad for James. I know he felt guilty, but he shouldn't. If Big Time Rush had to split up because of this, it was no one's fault but the damn paparazzi.
"James don't stress. I will fix this. Ever heard of Photoshop?"
"Yeah,so?"
"Well, we could say that that picture was photoshopped! I mean the paparazzi always photoshops pictures!"
I went over to the computer to see if the picture of Kendall and James was already online. What I found pissed me off to no end.
Carlos POV
I woke up to screaming. It sounded like Logan. I quickly jumped out of bed and grabbed my helmet. Then I proceeded to the kitchen to see what all the commotion was about.
"What happened!" I asked as I saw James and Logan staring at the computer screen in horror. Logan simply pointed to the screen. There, on the computer screen, was a picture of not only Kendall and James kissing, but pictures of my date with Logan and pictures of us kissing. The title of the article read, "Big Time Gay Love?"
My eyes watered. That date was supposed to be special. Just for Logan and I to remember, and the damn paparazzi just had to spread it all over the internet for everyone to mock.
I opened my mouth to say something but I couldn't say anything. Logan saw the tears in my eyes.
"Oh Carlos, don't cry baby!" he hugged me tightly and rubbed my back.
"Why…Why would t-they d-do that Logan?"
"They are heartless Carlos. Don't cry, I'm right here."
Just then we heard Kendall walk out of his room. "What's wrong you guys?"
James pulled his boyfriend over to the computer and pointed. Kendall groaned and ran a hand through his hair, "B-but Gustavo…"
"Gustavo nothing. Gustavo's a big fat prick who lies! Did you actually think he cared about us Kendall? All he cares about is the success of the band!" James started pacing.
"This is gonna fuck up the band!" Kendall yelled. "I don't think I could do this you guys, I mean…I didn't want to come out like this!"
"W-what's gonna happen to us?" I asked while wiping some tears that had escaped my eyes.
The door to the apartment opened and Mama Knight came in with an angry expression on her face and grocery bags. She dropped the bags and pulled us into a group hug. "I saw…at the market."
We all started to cry. It was just too much to handle. I felt naked, exposed. How would people react? Would the fans care?
"You guys go get ready, I going to rehearsal with you today to talk to that fat lump Gustavo!" Mama Knight said as she pulled away from the group hug and put her hands on her hips.
"Mom, it's okay. We need to take care of this. I don't want you to have to get involved in this crap."
"Kendall honey, I—"
"Mom. I got this." Kendall kissed her on the head.
Kendall POV
When the limo pulled up to Rocque Records I was fuming. Dozens of paparazzi were waiting. Hoping to get some dirt on us. Those sick bastards. I wanted to punch them all. But there was one fat bastard that I wanted to hit the most. Gustavo.
Freight Train and two other security guards came out of Rocque Records and escorted us inside.
"KENDALL IS IT TRUE!"
"LOGAN DO YOU HAVE LATIN FEVER!"
"I KNEW IT JAMES!"
"CARLOS HOW IS LOGAN IN BED!"
The paparazzi shouted these obscenities at us as we were guided into the studio. One shoved a recorder in my face and screamed, "HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE GAY!"
"Fuck off!" I yelled as the shoved the recorder out of my face. Freight Train grabbed me and forced me inside the building before anyone else could bug us.
We were greeted by Gustavo. "Dogs, don't you just love all the attention we—"
I punched him straight in the face, "THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOU FAT BASTARD!"
"KENDALL!" Kelly screamed.
Freight Train held me back and whispered "Take it easy Kendall."
I struggled to break free of Freight Train, but had no luck.
"He ruined my life!" I screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks.
Gustavo got back up and his nose was bleeding. "You ungrateful little bitch! I made you famous! And this! This is how you repay me!"
"You do not talk to him like that!" James yelled, he was getting mad, it was evident on his face.
"Well, maybe if you faggots weren't tonguing in public, then this would have never happened!" Gustavo said matter of factly.
James POV
Those words pissed me off to no end. I punched Gustavo so hard in the jaw, that I heard something crack.
"OWW! MY JAW! OWW! YOU FUCKING BITCH YOU'RE GONNA—"
"EVERYBODY STOP!" We were surprised to see that Freight Train had spoken up. Everyone froze and looked at him. "Kelly, call the hospital for Gustavo. I'm going to get those pesky paparazzi out of here. You boys go to Gustavo's office. We can't let the paparazzi snap anymore photos of you or make up some crazy ass story."
I was pacing around Gustavo's office. "James, please stop pacing. You're making me nervous!" Carlos said as he wringed his hands.
"S-sorry." I sat down on Gustavo's desk and looked at my hand. It was swelling.
"James…I'm sorry." Kendall spoke up and was looking at me. His usually bright green eyes, were sad and dull.
"Why? You didn't do anything wrong."
Well…your dream is ruined…because of all of this."
"Baby. The only thing that matters to me is you. I don't care about all the fame and fortune. Al long as I have you, I couldn't be happier."
Kendall smiled and a tear rolled down his cheek. "I love you James Diamond."
"I could love no one more than I love you Kendall Knight."
He came over and hugged me and we just stayed like that for a while.
Logan POV
I was happy to see that James and Kendall could find happiness in a situation like this. I was sitting on Carlos' lap on Gustavo's chair. Carlos was playing with a loose string on my shirt.
"Baby?"
"Yeah Carlitos?"
"Does this mean…Big Time Rush is over?"
I turned my head and looked at him. He looked worried, "I-I think so…"
He sighed and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Well I still have you." He kissed my back. "And I hope it stays that way forever."
"I hope so too."
Narrator's POV
Many years have passed since that big incident with Big Time Rush happened. I bet you want to know what happened. Well, the boys tried to continue with their music but it just didn't work out. The band broke up due to the fact that people couldn't handle a gay boy band. Parents complained and went to stores and boycotted their music. Most of their fans turned against them and everything just went downhill for Big Time Rush.
You're probably wondering, how did they continue with their music if Gustavo and them were now enemies? Well, Griffin had always loved Big Time Rush, so he had tried to help them. It didn't work. Big Time Rush, the band, died a year later.
The boys went back to Minnesota to continue their normal lives. Although, they would still once in a while get dirty glares sent their ways, they were happy with each other. They still had people who would come up to them and ask them for their autographs, or tell them how much of an inspiration they were to them. Life was somewhat better. Logan and Carlos got married at the age of 18 in a beautiful church by the beach. James and Kendall got married on their 5 year anniversary in Hawaii ,actually on the beach.
The boys still got together for Christmas and Thanksgiving, and all the major holidays.
At age 30, James and Kendall adopted a beautiful baby girl and named her Kelly. They loved her like she was their own. One night, Kendall and James decided to go on a date, so Logan and Carlos agreed to babysit for them. They were driving to pick up Kelly when the worst happened.
"Kendall, what time is it?"
"Ten-thirty….five."
"You sound so tired baby, do you want me to drive?"
"Nah, Jamie, I'm *yawn* okay."
"Kendall! WATCH OUT!"
A big pickup truck was speeding toward the car. The man in the car was obviously drunk because he was going the wrong way on the freeway. The truck collided with the front of Kendall's car. The front smashed as if it was a flimsy toothpick. Strangely, it had crushed only the driver's side of the car.
"KENDALL!" Kendall was killed immediately. James franticly touched Kendall's face. He tried to pry him out from the smashed metal, but had no success. "Kendall, baby, can you hear me! Please don't be dead. KENDALL!" James was covered in scratches and was slightly dizzy. His vision began to blur. "Kendall…Ken…" He fell back in his seat, passed out.
That night, Kendall Francis Knight died. James suffered a concussion, but besides that he was fine. Except for the fact that he was heartbroken. He couldn't stand life without Kendall. Kendall was his knight in shining armor.
One night, James went to Carlos and Logan's house with Kelly. He found them having family game night with their two daughters, Chloe and Daisy. His eyes began to water, he would never have this again. He wanted the best for his daughter. He didn't want her to have to see her father sad and depressed all the time, it wouldn't be good for her.
"C-can you guys please watch Kelly?"
"Yeah, sure James. Is something wrong?" Logan asked with concern in his eyes.
"N-no, um I have to go." He kneeled down to his daughter and kissed her on the head. "Daddy loves you Kelly. I always will. Don't you ever forget that."
Kelly wrapped her little arms around James' neck and said, "I wuv you too Daddy!"
James felt tears fall out of his eyes. "Take good care of her you guys."
"Um, don't worry James we will. What time will you pick her up?"
"I'll call you."
Logan and Carlos never got that call. That night James Diamond jumped off of a bridge and committed suicide. He had prescription pills and alcohol in his system when police found him. He also had a note in his pocket. Although it was soaked, it was still legible. This is what it said:
"Carlos and Logan-
I'm sorry that I did it. I just couldn't survive without Kendall. I didn't want my daughter to be around someone like me. I want her to grow up in a good and happy environment. Please take care of her. Tell her you love her, brush her hair, sing her to sleep…because I can't do that for her anymore. I want the best for her, and I believe that you guys can give her the best. Thank you guys. I will always love you guys, my best friends.
Love,
James Diamond
Kelly always knew what her father had done. She had heard the excuses that he had to go because God needed him, but she knew that he had taken his life. Still, she didn't blame him, she loved James and nothing could change her mind about that. She would talk to him at night, in hopes that he could hear her from heaven.
She grew up with Daisy and Chloe, but she would never call Carlos or Logan, "daddy." She knew her real daddy was James. She would call Logan and Carlos her uncles. They felt bad for her, losing her father at such a young age, but by the time she was 20 she still refused to call them "dad."
"Are we making a big deal out of this?" Carlos asked Logan.
"I-I don't know Carlos. Kelly lost her father—"
"Yeah, eighteen years ago Logan. She was only two."
"Well, I don't know Carlos, let's not dwell on it."
"Uncle Carlos, Uncle Logan…?"
"Yes sweetie?" Carlos asked as Kelly entered their bedroom with luggage behind her. "What's with the luggage?"
"I'm going to live with my aunt, Katie…I think I should be with my real family."
Logan's eyes watered and Carlos spoke up, "W-what?"
"I love you guys, but my aunt needs me…"
"Why what happened?" Carlos asked alarmed.
"Mama Knight had a heart attack, and Aunt Katie hasn't been well."
"Well, maybe we could help—"
"No, I'm going." And that was the last time they had seen Kelly.
*30 years later*
Logan POV
I stood by the hospital bed looking down at the love of my life. He was hooked up to so many things. It hurt me to see him so vulnerable. He looked up at me through the oxygen mask confused.
"Who are you?" he asked for the fifth time.
I sighed and wiped a tear from my eye, "I'm Logan, your husband." I grabbed his hand but he pulled away.
I let go and sat down on the chair by the bed and cried. Carlos had Alzheimer's. He couldn't remember a thing. Not even his name.
"I promise you I'm gonna be there. I wanna be there, no matter what happens, no matter how tragic." Carlos sang and chuckled.
I jumped up and went to Carlos' side. "What! What did you say Carlos!"
"Logie?" He said. He smiled slightly. "I love you Logie. But, I have to go now. He's calling me."
"What? Who?"
Carlos' eyes closed and the heart monitor flat lined. Nurses rushed in, but it was too late. It was his time to go, and I knew it was better than him suffering. Although I miss him, I know he is in a better place. I will always love and remember my big time crush.
THE END.
A/N: So that's it! I hope you enjoyed this story! It was sooo sad to write this chapter and please don't hate me for it! I hope you liked it! PLEASE….
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Director: Big Time Rush...all alone. Nobody else! On the tallest building...in the sanseis.
Carlos: I'm afraid of heights.
Logan: I hate tall buildings.
Kendall: Nosebleed!
James: I get nauseous when I stand up! (he stands up, then faints)
Gustavo: NEXT!
(scene cuts to having another director, this one being a female)
Director: They're in a magical underwater city...without girls.
Logan: Can't swim.
Kendall: Me neither.
Carlos: I'm afraid of sharks! (hides)
James: I get nauseous just drinking water! (drinks some out of a cup and faints)
Gustavo: NEXT!