The continuation of 'Too drunk for this'
I sugest you do read 'too drunk for this' but If you havnet/dont want to I'll give you a very quick summary;
it's au everyone is human and a teenager, Dean and Cas are best friends, Cas loves Dean and when they get drunk they get together, Dean refuses to admit he's gay. They are about to kiss when Sam catches them, Dean denies it and a heart broken Cas runs out of the house and after an argument Cas decides he has had enough of being used and walks out on Dean.
I loved the idea of continuing too drunk for this, especially after those reviews lol XD, but putting pen to paper (finger to key ^_^) was rather hard for this story so it took ages!
Hope you enjoy, more chapters soon XD
Sam's eyes were fixed on the floor, staring at the pile of broken glass at his feet. The last thing he wanted to do was course Dean pain, he loved his older brother no matter what. It was just a complete shock, but despite what it looked like Sam told himself again and again 'Dean wasn't gay, no matter what it looked like he wasn't gay, he couldn't be'
"You've done it now kid." Sam darted around to see were the voice had came from. Anna was standing leaning against the door frame leading to the basement.
"Sorry?"
"When it comes to Dean and Cas. You see, you pretend you don't and you never mention it."
"What that's stupid!"
"No, stupid is what you did, Cas' heart is now undoubtedly broken for the umpteenth time, Deans going to get depressed which means angry, which means unpleasant time for us. What's stupid is forcing those two to fly before they can walk."
"My brother is not gay!"
"Your brother is in denial, he has been for years."
"My brother is not gay!"
"And it looks like it runs in the family."
"What runs in the family?" Asked Gabriel as he peered over Anna's shoulder.
"Denial."
"Oh, so we're talking about our Mr Winchester then, ooh cake, excuse me Anna oh buddy, oh pal." He slurred as he climbed over her, using it as an excuse to get a good feel of her arse. She couldn't be bothered to actually do anything about it, so instead she just threw him a dirty look. Sam was shocked at how easily he guessed the topic of convocation. "Are the two star crossed upstairs then?" Gabriel asked mouth full of chocolate cake.
"What?" Sam shouted surprised and angry at the allegation.
"Not red this time, Sammy here caught them, Romeo just chased after Juliet. It's blue." Anna informed Gabriel who rolled his eyes as he stuffed in more cake.
"What? This, This time?" Sam wondered whether when said upstairs does Gabriel mean doing naughty things or not, eeeew! He thought was he asleep in the next room?
"Oh Sammy, Sammy, Sammy, Sammy." Gabriel spoke in a patronising tone as if talking to a five year old as he shook his head and placed his hand on Sam's shirt. Effectively smearing chocolate over him at the same time. "The heart wants what the heart wants and all that" Gabriel found himself hilarious; Sam did not and shrugged his hand away.
"Sam look, it might not be perfect, but it's worth it. When you can see the difference in their eyes when their together, they light up, look more alive. It's wonderful to see that a person could have that much effect on another." Anna spoke with emotional depth you only achieve whilst intoxicated.
"If it's so wonderful why pretend it's not real?" Sam replied through his teeth.
"Because this happens." Anna gestured to the broken glass and the door. She was getting annoyed at the boy. And it took all her strength to sound calm.
"It's complicated; Cas loves Dean he's not ashamed and wants to be with him." Anna was interrupted by Meg as she walked up the stairs and joined them in the kitchen, Meg decided she wanted to continue with the story so she did;
"Dean on the other hand does not see himself as gay. He flirts with girls, talks about girls, says he thinks about girls, but at the end of it loves Cas just as much. He's just…."
"He's a pussy." Uriel slurred as he went to the kitchen sink preparing himself in case he needed to be sick, which was a real possibility at this point. "Dean's a fag and you now what? I don't give two flying shits because; who he wants to fuck has nothing to do with the actual Dean. Just his cock."
"Wow Uriel, that was beautiful, hold me." Gabriel joked and flung his arms around Uriel who was not best pleased.
The amount of laughter this generated made Sam realise that every one apart from Chuck and Becky were now in the kitchen. Discussing their long dealt with knowledge that his brother was gay. Something that until about 30 minutes ago had never crossed his mind.
"Wait Uriel, was that almost an actual compliment?" Ruby jokingly stated
"Don't get used to it bitch" Sam was unsure whether Uriel was joking or not. Probably not, but no one seemed to take offence. He was just one of those annoying mean friends people just accepted.
"Guys!" Gabriel spoke loudly to get people attention "Thanks to Sam, we have a blue alert; you all know what that means." There were grumbles, tuyting and eye rolling from every one before they glared at Sam. Who looked completely lost.
"No. no we don't not this time, it was different. You guys didn't see Cas' face, it was completely heart breaking; I think this was the fight to end it. Or, or you never know publicly start it." Anna tried to end on a positive, but unfortunately she failed to convince even herself.
Every one could see they were perfect together, Cas' quite thoughtful nature blended well with Dean's boyish character. They understood and respected each other beyond reason; they could and did, trust each other with their lives.
They brought aspects out of each other; the other didn't know they had. Thanks to Dean, Cas made friends and people found that the boy of few words, had brilliant sarcastic comic timing. Thanks to Cas, Dean has gained remarkable patience, which is needed if you befriend Castiel.
Every one was sure Dean didn't want to be rejected from his family that he hold so close to his heart, and his friends that Dean saw as his second family. But all his friends wanted to do was bash their heads together, make them see sense. They dissevered to hold hands in public, kiss in the street and hug in front of people, when sober.
They all hated the idea of taking sides but pretending they weren't aware why, it all got very complicated.
They dispersed after this; Ruby, Jo and Meg dashed to the loo whilst Gabriel stuck his head in the fridge and Uriel put his back in the sink. Anna sat on one of the stools at the breakfast bar she placed her head in her hands. Sam sat down beside her; he could tell that she knew exactly what was going on and for how long. Sam needed to know.
"Tell me about them. Please?" Anna was not in the mood, but as she looked up at Sam's young slightly chubby cheeks, she saw both love and guilt in his eyes. He deserved to know and he was ready to listen, Anna nodded.
"Okay."
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