All right, it's time for an author's note that's longer than the drabble. Forbidden Game might be my favorite LJS series, at least right now. I ADORE Jenny/Julian, although I confess I still haven't finished The Kill- I hate the ending so much that I'm boycotting it. (I'm also boycotting several restaurants, two beaches, and a gas station, but that's beside the point.) So lately I've found myself unable to sleep (big surprise) and I've been getting up and writing (shocker). ...Writing FG Jenny/Julian drabbles. And trimming them to one hundred words each. Hence this story. Enjoy! (:

Disclaimer: I own NOTHING. Not even the unicorn L.J. poses with.

She loves him nearly as much as she hates him, which is saying something. The two war within her, almost but never quite merging into one. The line grows thinner, and some days she can't tell what she feels. That scares her—she's always liked to be in control, especially when it comes to her own emotions. Whenever he's involved, though, her mind instantly transforms from logically compartmentalized to whirling light and color, a spinning mess of sound and images and things she'd rather not admit to feeling. He ruins her carefully cultivated composure, and she resents him for it.