Disclaimer: Everything (besides my ideas and OCs) belongs to Stephanie Meyer, she is one lucky lady to own Alice. Thanks for reading the story and reviewing if you do.

So you don't get lost:

Thoughts and Flashback and also Isabella speaking: Italic

Whispers from far away and writing on paper: 'Italic'

Dreams: will probably be in bold

For flashback thoughts: Italic bold

Coven Side Thoughts and speech: Italic Underlined

Alice/Bella thought conversation: '''Italic-Alice/normal-Bella'''

I blinked my eyes open but I was still confused.

I looked around the room but I couldn't see anything but the object I was seating in front of.

I swallowed hard. A piano.

Pianos were always our thing.

"Bella?" I jumped, then tensed when I realized she was chuckling right by my ear. "Lets try it again." I didn't move an inch and wasn't surprised when she sighed. "Fine, let me help you." Her cold hands took hold of mine and placed them on the starting keys. When I missed my cue to play again I heard her sigh. "Bella. What's wrong my dear?"

"I just don't feel like playing today."

"You miss her, don't you?" Even before I could speak the truth I felt a daze come over me.

"No of course not. There is no one else I'd rather be with than you." I couldn't help tensing when she growled.

"Don't you dare lie to me!"

"I'm not! I swear." I backed away from the bench. I jumped when she slammed her fist on the keys. "Gra-"

"God-"

I gasped as I sat up; my head snapping toward the sound...The music. My body was moving, searching even though I knew where I was going. I turned the door knob without knocking.

"Oh Bella." Looking at this person I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming. It didn't matter I had to stop the noise.

"Bella!" One punch downwards and the keys were destroyed, but I knew that was an easy fix.

Punch.

Punch.

Punch.

I relaxed slightly when the notes stopped ringing in my ears.

"Bella?" I spun around and had to blink.

"Alice?" I twisted my head right and left looking for her. Where was she?

"It was a dream Bella." I took a breath at those words while looking at the mess I made. What had I done? "Its fine Bella. We can buy a new one."

"I-I-I'm sorry." I didn't know what to say. What was there to say? It didn't feel like a dream, it was so real.

"-I trusted you!" I tensed and clenched my hands.

"Let her go." All she did was tighten her hold. "Please! Just stop." I could feel the panic.

"Doesn't feel right does it." She sneered at me. "One twist and a little fire and she's gone. It would be just horrible."

"Please. I had no choice when I killed her."

"She was my mate!" When I took a step forward she took one back. "Bella I would stop."

"Please she's all I have." I couldn't help begging.

"Yeah that's how it is for everyone." I knew that I had to do something, anything.

"Please. I'll do anything. Don't kill her. Me. Kill me instead." I heard a gasp come from Alice's mouth.

"Bella don't!"

"You would do that huh?" She smirked and I almost winced at the way it looked. I knew that most likely there was no way to reason with this women, the death of ones mate would do that to them.

"Of course. Just please let her go." She frowned.

"She's all that matters. You don't even feel sorry about what you did. Why should I feel like my world is ending and you don't." My eyes widened because I knew.

"Please." I brought my hands to my hair to grip something.

"Bella." I looked straight at Alice. "Everything is going to be fi-"

"Alice!" I could hear the echo of my scream even as I ran, searching. I stopped suddenly in front of the frozen family. "Alice." I breathe out when I saw her sitting on the couch. "Alice." I knelt in front of her.

"Bella? Whats wrong? I heard the scream and was about to come to you but you beat me to it." I reached for her face just to check her over for anything wrong.

"Alice." When I couldn't see anything wrong I put my head on her lap while gripping her shirt. "Alice." It wasn't a surprise when I reliesed that I was crying. "Don't leave me."

I looked out at the scene before me but no matter it did nothing for me. Even though the colours were beautiful it didn't raise my spirit. No happiness. No joy. Nothing. I barely felt the warmth from the sun but it didn't matter if I could. I was a blank being with nothing that really mattered.

"You should really come home." I turned my head; to see beauty before me, but it didn't faze me anymore.

"I don't see the point. There's nothing there for me anymore." She sighed but did sit with me.

"Bella please? The family misses you." I turned back toward the sun.

"I know, but there isn't a point. I'd rather not bring the family down, Jasper would drown with me around."

"She wouldn't want you to be hurting Bella." I turned my face to tell her to mind her own business but seeing her face I was surprised by the concern in her eyes.

"Would you be able to live happily without Emmett." I saw her wince then her eyes closed in pain. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to be like that; its just gets harder as time goes on." I couldn't help the tear that slide down my face.

"I know it probably hurts but Bella you have to move on." I stood with a glare on my face.

"Don't you dare tell me to fucking move on! She was my everything and she's gone...because of me." I would never forgive myself for being so stupid for not thinking before acting.

"It's not your fault and you know it; it was Grace's own fault for being such a bitch. Now lets go home." I knew sooner or later she would either drag me home or send Esme to come get me.

"Fine." In away I slightly wanted to hurt her for forcing me to go home. Actually I kind of hated everyone and everything around me now a days, I knew that one day I would probably snap on my family, most likely hurt someone in my anger and sadness. You know the only way to stop it Bella. I knew she was right, and it would happen. It will, it will. The pain I felt was strong and I knew there was only one way to end it but the thought of just not seeing my family one last time hurt and it would get them off my back for some days. Yes it would work. It'll be over soon. Alice wait for me.

"And why should we give into your want?" I smirked at the words since I knew they were coming.

"Yes brother it would be a shame to lose such a prize." I laughed and I could notice the twitch from the vampires around the room. Even to my own ears the sound was empty. I turned toward to the shortest of the group but one of them with the most power. Within seconds I was in front of her; in the next I gripped her chin between my fingers. While looking in her eyes I turned her face so I could whisper in her ear even though I knew the others could hear.

"No it would be a shame if for some reason the world found out about the supernatural world. Wouldn't it?" I snapped around and glared at the head of the room.

"The thought wouldn't even cross your mind. What would your little family say?" I chuckled at his words.

"Aro if you think I even care about anything then you are mistaken. Coven person bond is all that matters."

"So no love for the Cullens." I sighed.

"I never said that. I love them very much but my life means nothing without my bond."

"Yes as I saw, but I don't think we can grant your wish of death. You're too gifted." I growled.

"Fine, I'll just have to look else where for death."

"That won't be needed. We just need to ask Chelsea for a favor." I saw his lips twitch but I was moving before the smile could appear.

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I laughed while dropping the head of the women.

"You think you can trap me? Think again! I snap my fingers and you all would be dead. Now about my wi-"

Well there you go another chapter.

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Well what can I say. I know I know it's been a very very long time since I updated.

There has been a lot that's been happening this year so it's been hard to write. When writing I like to get in the head of the character and as you can see in this chapter its not the nicest space of place.

Also I already finished this chapter but then when I opened it the next time to check it over to see if I wanted to add anything...Well it was gone...All of it. So I had to rewrite it.

I know this chapter is short to its just I'm having trouble with the next part so I didn't add it to this chapter.

So just to tell people I have this story idea in my head (I know another) well I was thinking of writing a chapter or short writing just so its out there.