Sorry it has been so long!

Chapter 29:

The next day Dimitri set of to go teach some novices and I set off to see my mother. I was wearing a pair of skinny jeans, military boots and a long-sleeved purple top. I walked down the hallways till I reached my parents place.

I knocked on the door and waited for her to come out.

"hey, sorry I overslept, this baby is making my sleeping pattern all strange" my mother said. Her gorgeous red hair was wild today and all over the place.

"that's ok, want some coffee?" I asked her, she nodded her head so I put the kettle on, and made us some coffee.

"so whets up?" I asked her. She took the coffee from my hand.

"I just wanted to give you these, some of the guardians dropped them round here for you and Dimitri. Also Abe has set up a separate bank account for you and Dimitri, to help with Stefan" my mother said. I smiled as she mentioned that name of my baby.

"mum, Dimitri and I were talking last night, but we was wondering if you wouldn't mind, but could we not keep it a secret from Shane that you are his real mother and father, is that ok with you and dad?" I asked her. Janine smiled.

"yes I would like that, we do still want to be involved in Stefan's life, but not as the parental main role, if that makes sense" my mother said. I nodded my head and smiled.

"yeah I understand, Dimitri and I do not wish that you aren't involved" I said with a smile, and walked over to where the gift bags were.

"want to open these up with me?" I asked her. She nodded her head, her red wild hair bobbling around on her head.

We started to open up the gift bags, looking at all the gifts we got. So far we had bottles, a cute little baby bath, some more baby grows, some diapers, dummies, blankets, cuddly toys, a changing matt and some bibs.

"wow, I guess we don't have to buy anything then" my mother joked. I laughed along with her and started to pack all the gifts into some bags.

I said goodbye to my mother, went back to our apartment, put the gift bags down and then went to go watch my gorgeous fiancé be gorgeous.

I walked up to the field, where I could see Dimitri's class training. I sneaked up on Dimitri and jumped on his back, putting a kiss at his neck.

Dimitri instantly relaxed.

"everyone this is my gorgeous fiancé" Dimitri shouted out, every guys head turned to look at me, and I waved. They waved back and then got punched by the girls they were fighting.

"why hello there my comrade" I said and gave him a kiss.

"not while im working Roza" Dimitri said to me. I pouted.

"I guess I'll just have to wait for tonight then" I purred to Dimitri, keeping my voice down so the novices didn't hear.

"babe im tired, I don't think anything will be happening tonight" Dimitri said. I sighed.

"but we haven't had sex in ages" I groaned.

"its been like three days" Dimitri argued with me.

"what ever Dimitri, if you don't want to have sex then fine, ill just go find Adrian" I said, joking about the Adrian bit.

"what?" Dimitri asked, in a horror stroked voice.

"im joking, I would never cheat" I told Dimitri truth ally.

"oh what ever rose, go find Adrian" Dimitri said and stormed off to go help some novices. I was left standing there, I couldn't move. Did Dimitri actually think I would cheat?

We were getting married, having our own baby together, and he still didn't trust me. I was glued to my spot, I couldn't move.

But when I looked up Dimitri was helping some dhampir girl who looked to be about 17. Was he flirting.

I couldn't help it I stormed off, in the other direction, just walking, just walking and crying, crying and walking.

"rose" Dimitri shouted behind me and I could tell he had started to run to catch up with me. Tears had been freely falling from my face.

"Rose, stop" Dimitri said and grabbed my arm to keep me from running away.

"look im sorry about the Adrian thing, hey have you been crying? Oh baby im sorry" Dimitri said pulling me into a cuddle.

"its not that, why wont you have sex with me? Am I getting fat or something?" I said bursting into tears.

"what no, of course not Roza, baby, I love you, come on ill ask to leave classes early so I can come home and make love to you, how about that?" Dimitri said to me, with a slight kiss.

"no, because you don't want to make love to me, you like that other girl down there, the one you were talking to, plus im to moody and sarcastic, I cant give you a real baby either, not one that is our blood, well its part my blood but not yours" I said and burst into another round of tears.

"of course I want to make love to you, I am in love with you Roza, and that girl down there is just a student, not like me and you, we are getting married. And Stefan is a real baby, and he is ours, I don't care that he isn't my blood, I will love him like he was. I love him and you so much it hurts, ill never hurt you or cheat on you. Ill come home when this class ends and make love to you for the rest of the day and the night, what about that yeah, will you let me love you Roza, let me show you how much I love you, please" Dimitri pleaded. I nodded my head slowly and wrapped my arms around Dimitri's neck.

"silly girl, thinking I didn't want to have sex with you, the guy would either be gay or related to you to not want to" Dimitri said, nuzzling my neck.

"I love you Dimitri" I mumbled, drying my last tears.

"I love you to my Roza, now go home, ill meet you there in twenty minutes" Dimitri said to me. I nodded, smiled, kissed him one last time and then ran off, back to our apartment.

Lissa was waiting outside it.

"whets up Liss?" I asked her as I came closer.

"nothing im bored, want to go for a quick drink?" lissa asked. We hadn't spent much time together for a while.

"sure but I cant be longer than 15 minutes" I told her and we walked off.

Dpov:

Where was she, I was waiting at our apartment, and I had been for the last hour. Maybe she was out shopping, buying new lingerie, or maybe she was with Adrian. Maybe she was with someone else, like lissa. Yes she was with lissa, or her mother, or maybe mia.

Another hour had passed and I was about to give up and o to the gym when rose walked in. she took one look at my pissed off expression and gasped.

"oh shit, Dimitri im so sorry, lissa and I got talking I completely forgot about the time, how long have you been here?" she asked me and ran over to where I was, laying on our bed.

"two fucking hours" I said dryly. Rose stroked my cheek.

"im so sorry let me make it up to you" she said to me.

"Rose you were upset, I tried to make you feel better but you ditched me and completely forgot. Im sorry that making love to me isn't a very memorable thing" I told her and stood up, walking to the bathroom.

"shit Dimitri, im sorry, I am please let me make it up to you" she begged, but I just ignored her and hopped into the shower.

It was pretty late now, and I wasn't hungry. I was going straight to sleep. I dried my self. Walked out completely naked and climbed into bed. Rose was sitting on the bed as well. In the most sexiest lingerie she had ever worn, but I completely blanked her and closed my eyes. I heard rose let out a muffled sob and run to the bathroom.

Oh shit, now I had made the women I love cry because I was being a dick and wanted her to feel sorry for what I had done.

I climbed out of bed and walked into the bathroom. What I saw surprised me.

Rose was there, holding a razor, about to cut her wrists. When she saw I had entered she dropped the razor and stared at what she was doing, like she didn't realise she was about to do it.

Spirit had become to much for her today, and she wanted to let it all out.

"come here Roza" I said, widening my arms for her to enter into them, he sobbed and ran into my embrace, she was shaking so I began to rock her back and forth, carried her into our bed and rocked her to sleep.

When she was finally asleep I called Alberta and told her Rose and I will not be working tomorrow, when she asked why I told her 'spirit', she understood completely and hung up, I switched off the alarm clocks and would allow rose to have a very deserving lay in.

"I love you so much Roza" was what I told her before I fell asleep, with the beautiful women I loved wrapped in my arms.

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