So far this story is.. okay I guess I've been receiving a LOT of the same comments throughout the 2 chapters. So UHM yeah enjoy. Oh yeah btw theres goona be some OOCness and colorful language around here. PS. The italized words are either lyrics or thoughts. =) have fun. R&R

PPS my grammer sucks forgive me for that...D:

Tsuna was sitting on the couch listening to a certain song that felt comforting yet sad to her. A couple of months ago she met with Giotto accidentally and that meeting severed the closeness from 5 years ago. She checked the song that was playing and it said Sanatorium by Plastic Tree. "Santorium eh? But it does fit." She mused silently. "Yesh I am still in love with him aren't I?" Drowsiness soon came over her and she fell asleep.

I closed my eyes, stored the various images of you in the depths of my pupils.
Gone unnoticed like a slight fever, love is at its faint, dying breaths.

I closed my Heart, dissolved the various sides of me inside my chest.
If I burn with passion at forbidden play then solitude is a lovely colour.

Spin round, never-ending record. Memory dances at the tip of the needle.
A spell resembling joyful-painful. How many centimeters are left to the time I cannot trace?

…..

If the flowers of my dreams open up in the dizziness,
it seems they'll slowly recite a GOODBYE.
Buzzing. If my heart is surrounded,
I'll be stuck unable to go anywhere.

…

Entwined fingers came undone,
a voice softly recited a GOODBYE.

….

What's stuck unable to go anywhere is "my Heart"

Tsuna woke up and looked out to the dark sky. "Its already 12 isn't it?" She said out loud. Just one look at the wall clock confirmed her intuition. "There's really nothing to do is there? Besides isn't it the day I left 5 years ago? And should I even forgive him?"

Meanwhile

Giotto was having a heart-to-heart conversation with Dino about their relationship. "Dude, seriously I think you need to stop hurting people." Dino calmly stated.

"…."

"Anyways, I think you should apologize to her and make up with her."

"I might as well do that if she would let me even come to a 5 meter radius." Gitto retorted.

-Tsuna's place-

"I miss the old days… I really do" Tsuna cries out loud to the empty flat. "Why does it have to be me? WHY?" She then pulls out her phone and sends a text message to Giotto.

From: Tsuna

To: Giotto

"Can I meet you somewhere tomorrow? I really need to tell you something."

-Tsuna

Giotto was surprised when his phone rang (as in a text you know what I mean?). He flipped the cell open and was surprised by who the sender was. So he sent a reply back to the sender.

From: Giotto

To: Tsuna

"Sure. What time at the bar? Around 3 in the afternoon?"

From: Tsuna

To: Giotto

"Okay. I'll be there then Bye."

Time skip thingy

Tsuna was waiting for Giotto at the meeting place, her heart was pounding and she was nervous as hell. When he appeared, she blushed and waited for him to notice her. A few moments passed and he finally spotted her. "Hey, Tsuna So what did you want to talk about?" Giotto inquired.

"Umm… I just wanted to tell you that I forgive you and I am still in love with you" she said with a blush.

"….Do you really forgive me?"

"Yes I do really forgive and I want to become the way we were in the past."

Giotto finally cracks a huge wide smile and suddenly pulls her into his embrace and kisses her brow lovingly. "I missed your smell." Giotto murmurs into her hair. "Shut up…"but she still hugs him back.

"I love you Tsuna.."

"Love you too baka…."

"I will never ever leave you again."

"Please don't"

You would think that everything would be fine after that. But it was only for a short period. Something will break those two apart again. And her mental state would never recover from it. It was suck a shock to her…

Few weeks later

Tsuna was walking down the street happily humming a cheerful tune. What she didn't know was that something bad would befall her right around the corner. Oblivious to what everyone was buzzing about around her(the weather) she turned the corner and saw a man who looked like Giotto walk out with another girl by his side. "Bye love." *smooch*

"See you later around 11." The blonde haired girl said.

"Got it."

Sensing that "Giotto" was going to turn around and walk towards her, she quickly spun around and walked away briskly. It really was him... Checking back every once in a while to see if Giotto was behind her, she ran with a tweak of emotion she carefully put away. "Why? Dear God. WHY ME?" she screamed in her mind whereas there was traces of water on her cheeks.

Eventually she stopped running and the weather had turned into a bleak, gray one. Crying, she walked slower and slower until she collapsed on the ground while it was raining. Finally she got the courage to go to Kyoko's place. When she rang the doorbell, Gokudera opened the door to find a wet, dripping, crying Tsuna at the door. "Juudaime? What's wrong?" ( - incidentally all the guardians except for Hibari were there.)

-hic-"I need to talk to Kyoko alone."-hic-

"Alright. Oi Kyoko! Tsuna wants to talk to you."

The moment Kyoko heard Tsuna's name she came rushing over to usher her into the upstairs bedroom.

"What happened? How come your crying so hard. I haven't seen you like this ever since six years ago."

"I saw him. With another person."

"Impossible. It can't be." Kyoko murmured, horrified.

"Unfortunately it is."

"Didn't he promise you though?"

"Yes, he did! I don't know how to face or even talk to him anymore!" Tsuna gasped in pain and passed out promptly on the bed. Feeling her forehead, which was very hot and she was sweating, Kyoko ran out to tell the rest of the guardians what happened and told them to help her get items that would help break Tsuna's fever.

"I just thought it would never happen again to her." Kyoko sadly stated.

"I won't forgive that bastard(haha I just had to add that xP) for doing that to Juudaime!"Gokudera exclaimed.

"Maa maa Gokudera. Calm down. We all know how he is sometimes, but breaking her heart again isnt the best thing to do exactly one year later. Such a douchebag" (sorry for the colorful language here :D)"

"I just hope she'll be fine after she wakes up..."

Few days later (Tsuna's POV and 3rd person POV)

"Ugh...I feel bad. I feel like I want to throw up or something like that..."

The moment she woke up everyone burst in saying things like are you okay?, what happened?do you need help? Etc. But what they didn't know was that her inside was dying already. "I'm okay guys, whats the big fuss all about." Tsuna lied.

"No one knows how I feel right now. I'm dying."

"I can't tell them that though...and I might as well suicide"

"I'm fine. I just need some rest. I'm going to go back to the mansion so its okay" She lied. And so she left thinking about the past. Should she dwell on it or go as planned. "I'll go with option 2 then..."

When she reached the mansion, there was a huge fuss going around. People scrambling calling out out her name trying to find her. Eventually, they all spotted her and fussed over her saying things like Where were you, What happened, Why didn't you return sooner and the sorts like that. "I just went to Kyoko's place to sleep over though.. "she conned. "Sorry for not telling you.."

BAM. Giotto came running in only having heard that Tsuna reappeared and hugged her tightly. "I was so worried that you had disappeared on me."

"Oh don't worry, I would never do that." "Only if you new then I wouldn't but for now I would..." "I wonder how can my facade can last..."

"I just need sleep though.."I pouted.

"Hahaha alright go to bed young lady!" Giotto remarked. Smirking

As she closed the doors to her room, she wondered "Should I leave a note or should I just disappear?" "It hurts to see him all happy when I'm around but I don't even think its real." "I want him to feel the pain."

I sat down and wrote a letter. It said:

Don't look for me. I'm going somewhere else where no one can find me.

Tsuna Sawada.

Right after I wrote the letter I fell asleep.

Someplace where Giotto was

"Oh shit no! Dammit what is she thinking?"

He had just used his intuition.

The night after

A few more steps and I will be rid of these things for good. Way far below her was the street. Busy with cars and all the life. What she didn't notice was that the door to the roof was thrown open and Giotto & co. burst threw. As she looked back she smiled gently, tears in her eyes, and walked off.

TBC

DUN DUN DUNNN! Haha did you like?Hate it? Hate me all you like but I thinks its okay. And it was long. AND its overdue =w=;; forgive me though ;D and i suck writing 1st person pov and my grammar sucks balls and i am an american (i not fat =_=;;)

R&R please i'll write more for the next chapter ^_^