AN/ I do not own any Covenant characters, however much i wish i did! the other characters are from my own imagination though :D

Reviews are very welcome! i will try and update regularly, for you loverly people! i also had to up the rating for this as there are some rather saucy things. AND (i know, i know iv nearly done!) to clear up confusion, Elizabeth is originally from england, but has lived in ipswich most of her life, then moved back to england for a year, and now she is back!

i hope you enjoy :D

The car ride to hell, as I have come to name it these past few weeks, was coming to an end. Ever since I found out my parents and I were moving back to Ipswich I had been in a constant bad mood. My friends at school weren't any help either, although they didn't want me to leave England, they thought it would be a great opportunity to introduce them to some fresh eye candy when they came to visit. Little did they know that I had my heart broken into tiny little smashed up pieces by a certain member of the eye candy here.

*flash back*

I was in love with him. I never wanted to lose him. I couldn't get the memory of his rough edged fingerless gloves roaming around my barely covered flesh. Last night was THE best night I have ever had. Ever. The way his lips gently licked down my neck travelling further south with every heartbeat. The way his soft blonde hair felt in my hands as I pulled...

"Miss Pearce, it seems you have been excused from the rest of today's classes, please leave immediately your mother is waiting." The boring English lit teacher said loudly pulling me out of my memories. I got up and gathered my things quickly and entered the hallway quietly. I was used to this as my mother liked to excuse me from most of my lessons on my birthday to start my birthday weekend. I smiled knowing that I would see him tonight, but that quickly turned into horror as I walked past the shiny black hummer I know so well.

Reid motherfucking Garwin, my current boyfriend, lay pressed up against some blonde slut in Tyler's car. Their lips were involved in a heated make out session, right there!

"Oh my God!" I tried blinking away the stinging tears that had started to fall. They shot apart and shock was evident on his face. They both got out and the girl scrambled away.

"It's not what it looks like!" he grabbed my arm as I turned to run away, "Baby, Wait, I can explain"

"Explain what? You're a cheating, lying prick. I never want to see you again!" tears streaming down my face now I shouted and ran towards my car.

*end of flashback*

When I got home that day, my mother told me that we had to leave right away and go to England where my grandma was dying. We spent a year there and now we were back. I haven't seen him since that fateful event, and quite frankly I wasn't looking forward to seeing him again. The year I was away I had rebelled badly. I drank most nights either at parties or in the local bar, had multiple sexual partners when drunk, I hustled many men at pool and was arrested quite a few times. This was the new me, I wasn't that vulnerable little girl I was back then. Reid Garwin broke me, and I was the player now.

I had finally settled into my dorm room (luckily I had one to myself) when I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to find a brunette haired girl beaming a great big smile at me.

"Hello?"

"Hey! I'm Jess, I was wondering if you would like to go to Nicky's tonight? Everyone on this floor is going."

"Nicky's?" I remember that place, lots of pool tables, maybe I could gain a few dollars, "sure, why not!"

"Ok, well were going about seven-ish, so I'll see you there?"

"Yup, see you" I closed the door and looked at the time. It was already sic o'clock, so I grabbed my things and headed to the showers. When I got back I dried my hair so my natural dark brown ringlets fell down to my waist, and applied my makeup. Deciding what to wear was the most time consuming, as it was seven o'clock when I had just chosen my outfit. I got dressed in my black lacy underwear and put on my tight long black vest top that just covered my bum. I wore my 4 inch black stilettos and put on a long silver necklace with a cross attached. Already on my wrist was the sliver bracelet that Reid had given me when we were together, I had never taking it off even though he broke my heart.

Grabbing my keys I headed to my car and drove to Nicky's bar. It had been a while since I had been here but the smell and atmosphere was the same. I immediately stepped up to the bar and ordered 5 shots of vodka and a Malibu, coke mix. Downing the shots I could feel my head start to get dizzy, it had been a few weeks since I had last drunk and the effects weren't going to take long before they made themselves known. The girl who invited me came over and pulled me towards a table in the corner where several other girls were sitting.

"Hey" I greeted nicely, I got a round of 'hey's back. We settled into gossip and chit chat for at least an hour, whilst ordering many more drinks. We were getting more and more under the influence which was fun, a different kind of fun to England. I headed to the toilets and that was when I saw him.

He was just as handsome as I remembered, in that one look all my feelings for him returned after trying to get rid of them with alcohol over the year. He walked gracefully over to a group of girls and started flirting heavily, this was the point all the anger returned. The truth was I still loved him, but I also hated him for what he did; now I could never trust anyone, which is why I sleep around.

I needed some loud music to dance to and try and forget again. I ordered five more shots of vodka, downed them and stormed to the jukebox. Loud music filled the room just then; the song couldn't be more relevant. My newfound friends crowded the dancefloor as I joined them, gaining the attention of everybody. And I do mean everybody, even he was staring but I tried not to look him in the eye because if I did I think I would break apart right there.

I wake up every evening,

With a big smile on my face,

And it never feels outta place.

We girls were singing loudly together, but my head moved towards the blonde as the next lines came.

When you see my face,

Hope it gives you hell,

Hope it gives you hell.

Our eyes connected and I started walking towards him, singing the words to him.

Now wheres your picket fences love,

And wheres that shiny car,

And did it ever get you far?

I stopped walking when a girl walked over and draped her arms over him trying to get his attention.

And truth be told I miss you.

His eyes held regret and shame. My own eyes were threatening to tear as I looked away and walked to the door. I had to get away from there, from him. I was drunk, angry and still in love. Once outside I slide down the wall and drew my knees up and let the tears fall.