Hi guys, this is my first crack at this. Let me know what you think?

PS - We learn Oxford English as a second language, so please forgive me if my spelling is a little different than you're used to. All grammer and tense mistakes are mine. Chuck & co is not. Hope you like it.

Sarah vs the ugly truth

"I'm going to Washington, okay, and I'm going with Shaw."

"Wha..wait, wait a minute. Wasn't this the plan? There's nothing stopping us from being together now. I passed my spy test."

"That's why I can't be with you, okay. You're not...you're not the same guy that I fell for."

"How? Why? Because I'm an agent now? How am I not the same guy?"

"You killed somebody, Chuck! I saw you kill the mole!"

"Sarah, I know what you think you saw on the train tracks, but it's not that simple, it's more complicated than that. It's not what you think and I need you to believe me."

"I don't." How can I believe you? You've changed so much over the last few months. I hardly even recognise you anymore.

"So how exactly did you think this was gonna go, Sarah? You knew about the Red Test. Hell, you even knew about it before I did. You knew I wouldn't be a real spy before I...wait, wait, I get it now." Realisation dawned on Chuck and all the frustration of the past three years suddenly boils to the survice. "You never wanted to be with me, did you? It was all an act. You don't feel anything for me. You were probably just following orders. What was it? To turn the intersect 2.0 into a superspy by any means necessary?"

Sarah drops another file on the desk and turns to face him. "What are you talking about?"

"You played me, Sarah! Admit it. You used the promise of a real relationship as a carrot to get me to do exactly what you wanted. Man, I'm an idiot! And all the while you knew you could hide behind protocal. Assets and handlers aren't supposed to fraternize. And now that I'm a spy, you use my killing someone as a reason not to be with me. And I couldn't be a spy unless I killed someone. That catch 22 worked spectacularly in your favour, didn't it! Well, congratulations Agent Walker. Mission accomplished." Chuck turns on his heel and stomps up the stairs, leaving a realing Sarah in his wake. Before he exits Castle, he turns towards Sarah one last time. "You're the best damn honey trap the agency has. I just hope Shaw knows what he's getting himself into." And with that he walks into the night.

Sarah's legs give out and she sinks into the nearest chair, feeling like she's just been punched in the gut. Doesn't he get it? He was the only thing in her life that was good and innocent. He balanced out all the bad things she had to do and endure for this job. He was supposed to help her to be a good person again. A real person. Someone normal. Not just some pawn for the government. She suddenly jumps up and grabs her bag. She'll be damned if she lets him turn this around on her. He let her down. He changed. His words hurt and she was tired of hurting. This fight was not over!