Disclaimer: This plot is totally mine, because I had a dream about this story, well, the middle of this story. I totally don't own any characters. I would want to, but I don't.

Torn Between Two

By Jasmyne Knight

Chapter 1

Feelings, and Occlumency

I was thinking. I couldn't quite place the feeling I got when I saw her. I definitely had strong feelings, but I couldn't quite tell if they were good or bad. I should be able to tell because I've been engaged to her all my life. Her name? It's not important right now. I have to get ready for my classes.

I got to Hogwarts, of all the better schools in the country. I'm in Slytherin. Ugh. I know. I should be jumping for joy, but because of Crabbe and Goyle, always following me around makes it torture. Anyways.

I also have a friend. Well, she doesn't think of me as a friend. In fact, she hates me. I know that's bad. Just because I got off on the wrong foot with Harry Potter, she hates me! I wish I hadn't because then I could be closer to her. Maybe. I don't know. She isn't amazingly adorable, but I know she has beauty underneath those buck teeth, and bushy hair. I can tell the way she is. Kind. She's nice to everyone including the fat pureblood. Neville Longbottom. She cares.

Now back to my future wife. She looks like a model out of a broom magazine. But she's rude, and expects everyone to lay their coat down over a mud puddle for her. Now that I'm thinking about it, she's evil. I think I hate her. I must owl my parents as soon as I can!

I think I'll just tell them before I leave for Christmas Break. Yeah, so then we can discuss it at dinner, instead of through mail.

It's only been a week since I met that horrible boy on the train when I was helping Neville look for his toad. He was in his compartment with a girl, and two boys. The two boys looked oddly like gorillas and the girl looked like some spoiled princess. But he, he was flawless. His hair was in place, and was parted perfectly. He had super deep eyes. They were the color of shiny steel, and he had muscles, and he carried himself maturely.

When he saw me, something happened. He looked directly in my eyes, and it felt like he went inside me. His eyes were close, even though he was far away. I could see figures in his eyes. There were 3 people. One was his mother because he looked so much like her, and a man that could be his father. There wasn't much of a resemblance except his eyes, and hair color were the same. I also saw him. Then, as soon as it came, it was gone.

When I asked them if they had seen the toad, I stuttered a lot. The girl looked at me in disgust. "If I had seen a toad, you would have heard my scream all the way in the Americas." The two gorillas looked at me, and they both shook their heads simultaneously. Then he looked at me, and said only one word. I had no idea what it meant, but somewhere inside me, I guess I did because it hurt me. He had said "Mudblood." then looked away.

So today, I went up to see Professor Dumbledore. Me being a lowly 1st year made me nervous. But Professor Dumbledore was a kind old man, and I know he knew something special about me, but I didn't know what it was. I asked him about the strange incident today on the train. But, I didn't tell him who did it, or the word he called me.

Professor Dumbledore told me that the thing was called Occlumency, and that I am a bright student, and I should get lessons from him to help me master it. I had my first lesson there, and let me tell you it's hard. My next lesson is on Friday. I can't wait!

So, as you probably saw in the disclaimer, that I saw this story in a dream I had last night. I can't really describe the actual dream. But I have changed it into a Dramione. I have pre-written the story before I typed it, so updating shouldn't take long. :) By reading this chapter you have probably realized that this is their 1st year at Hogwarts. All the parts that you already know about, like events that happen in the actual book, will be sped through with out much detail, because you have already read it! Soooo Enjoy!

~Jasmyne Knight