{This story is my first faberry one let alone a femlash sooo take it easy on me okay.

And I'm gonna try and makes this story with rachel's pov and maybe quinns. But heres what you need to know. Quinn is pregnant with Puck's baby, but she tells Finn the second she finds out so yeah he does'nt find out about the baby being puck's at sectionals.}

What is Love? Chapter one: Rachel Berry

Rachel's POV

Things with Quinn and I were going great, sure there was one small thing well I guess big thing to other people, but not me. I have been cutting myself since the 8th grade. It started with little cuts here and there when my fathers were fighting. Then it got more frequent when I went to my freshman year of highschool. Now I'm in my Sophmore year and Sure when I found out Quinn was pregnant I was shocked, but I was'nt angry, because we were'nt even friends yet. We grew close when she told me it was Puck's. We grew even closer because we always worked together, and in glee teamed us together so that added to the closeness. Then we started hanging out more sleeping at eachothers houses, then one day she told me she was in love with me right after she kissed me. That she's been in love with me for years. To say I was shocked would be an understatement. Sure I noticed her always staring at me from the corner of my eye, but one time I looked back at her and she just scowled at me, but then it all clicked! All the pornagraphic pictures she drew of me, and.. okay the picture I saw with my portrait had hearts on it, but when Santana and I saw she quickly wrote loser at the top of it after she erased my nose and drew a witch's nose. I now knew why she tortured me since 9th grade! It was because I gave her so many mixed feelings she freaked out and figured torturing me would keep herself away from me. She told me how sorry she was again for like for the upteenth time, and told me why she was such a bitch to me. But I can't just jump ahead of the story, cause I know I'll skip stuff, so I'll go back..just for you.

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It all started when I walked in the bathroom during first block and heard someone crying. So I slowly walked over to the stall and lightly pushed the door open, and there she was Quinn 'fucking' Fabray crying. Like her life was over with. And for some strange reason I felt for her.

"What the hell 'Manhands'! Go away!" she yelled.

"Whats wrong Quinn?" I asked ignoring her bitch fit.

"Just go!" Quinn spat. MAking me angry, and pissed off.

"Quinn could you like not be a bitch for like a fucking second? I mean fuck I'm just trying to help you." I huffed making Quinn wince surprising her with my language.

I make a face of regret. Then bend down on me knee taking her hand and said "Look I'm sorry alright just talk to me okay, and try to be civil."

"I'm pregnant." she said as she saw my eyebrows lift in disbelief.

"How far along?" I asked

"Two weeks." She sobbed lean down on me nuzzling her face in the crook of my neck.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"I took ten tests." She said crying.

"It's not Finn's is it?" I said.

Quinn furrowed her eyebrows. "How did you know?" she asked sniffling.

"Because Finns' still a virgin." I stated.

She burried her face in her hands as I rubbed her back.

"Look Quinn I'm not going to tell anyone because it's not my secret to tell, but you need to tell Finn. You can't keep this from him." I said.

"Why are you being so nice too me? I've been so horrible to you, and yet here you are taking care of me. I thought you hated me." Quinn breathed out as tears slide down her face.

"Quinn I don't hate you. I never have and I never will. I was'nt raised that way. Hate is'nt in my vocabulary." I answered as I grabbed some toilet paper and wipped away her tears.

"Are'nt you going to ask me whose it is?" She huffed.

"No. Not unless you want to tell me." I say.

Quinn stares deeply in my eyes trying to find a sign that I'm hidding. As I stare deeply in her dull forrest green eyes.

"Quinn you don't have too tell me." I say.

"It's Puck's." she says before she startes crying again. "God! How could I be so stupid!" She cries out. I pull her into a hug not knowing what too say.

Finally after an hour of her crying on my shoulder I pulled away noticing the dissapointment on her face.

"Look Quinn why don't you just skip the rest of the day." I say.

"Will...will you skip with me?" she asks. I making a weird face.

"Uhhh..why?... You hate me?" I ask shocked.

She lightly laughs smiling. "I don't hate you Rachel." She says smiling. Which makes me a little weirded out yet better that I made her laugh let alone smile.

"So will you?" she asks again. Making me furrow my eyebrow. "I mean only if you want to." She says looking down at the tile.

"Damn it!" I think to myself why does she have to throw that face at me.

"Oh sorry it's just...nevermind...ummm sure yeah I'll skip with you." I say standing up picking her up along with me. We walk out the door and she asks "So my car or yours?"

"Well I don't have a car yet so yours I guess." I say.

"Alright." She says starting to lead us.

When we get to her car I smile cause it's an orange bug perfect for Quinn although she does'nt seem much as an orange person. When she starts the ignition her ipod starts playing one of my favorite songs 'Take a picture' by Filter.

"Wow Quinn Fabray listens to FIlter." I state smirking.

"You know this song?" Quinn asked me surprised.

"Of course I do it's one of my favorites." I said smiling

"Wow...so where should we go?" She asks me turning her head torwards me.

"Umm we could go to the park?" I said.

"Yeah. Okay park it is." She says smiling then slowy backs the car in reverse then in drive taking us to the park.