Completely Alone

There's a terrible sinking feeling in having no way out.

Trapped against a wall.

Locked in a hug.

Having no way to get out of the situation without giving yourself away.

There's no way out… except through him.

Roxas never thought he would get into a situation like this, especially with Riku.

Not that Riku was bad looking or anything, or even a bad friend. In fact, Riku had been a good friend of Roxas' for a year now, ever since they met in math class the year before. Plus, silver hair, bright green eyes, and a body to kill for, Roxas admitted to crushing on him upon first meeting.

Surprisingly enough, Riku admitted the same.

Seconds before bringing his lips to Roxas'.

Roxas felt his insides flip. His first thought was, "You're not Axel. What are you doing? You're not Axel.."

Then he closed his eyes.

And for one split second, he was there.

Axel.

Roxas melted into Riku's arms.

His lanky arms, muscular and strong, wrapped around Roxas' waist like Riku's was right now.

His bright red hair, standing everywhere, contrasting his pale skin. Roxas was the only one who could run his fingers through those spikes without messing them up. The "magic touch," Axel jokingly called it.

Roxas opened his eyes, releasing the kiss.

He could see Axel's eyes, a darker shade of green, on pale skin, with the dark triangles under his eyes.

Roxas leaned in this time.

But he shut down. Riku began running his hands over Roxas' body.

But Roxas felt nothing.

"Axel… Axel… he'd never have to do this. Just a touch was enough, he never had to go all out to get me electrified… Axel…"

But Roxas continued, as numb as he felt.

Because Axel was long gone.

Roxas was completely alone.

Author's Note: I'm not sure where this is coming from. It's been a loooooooong while. I don't think I sound the way I used to. I don't know. I need to start writing again. Someone hit me with a request, as detailed as possible, PLEASE. I need to get my writing mojo back.