This is tribute paid to Wendy

This is a short one shot of how her sister must feel, chipmunked.

Brittany's point of view

Dear Diary,

Why have you left me?

Where are you going and

why are you leaving me?

I know it's not your fault you can't control it.

You couldn't stop it! I should have been there

for you my dearest sister.

I was the one who failed you it was all my fault,

I wasn't there when you needed me.

I caused you this pain and suffering

If only I would have, could have and should have

done something else

Dear GOD please say my baby sister,

It seems hopeless,

Impossible, forever

And that it will never ever come to pass

But you are the only one who can save her

Dear GOD you have to save her

I cannot go on living my life

Without her, for her life

Was my world and

Without a world there

Can be no life.

So GOD save two lives

Bay saving my sister.

Why did I make her go through this?

What could I have done to prevent this?

If I could I would trade places with

My sister, I would invent a time machine

And go back and stop the events from

Ever occurring but I am helpless and hopeless.

Oh God let Eleanor live!

Wake her out of the coma she is in

I didn't mean to push her down the stairs

I was angry that she was using my

Stuff, I was wrong and I don't

Deserve to be here; I should have

Been the one who took the

Plunge for my stupidity.

What was I thinking?

Why would I ever want to

Bring you harm? Why am I

So selfish?

What is wrong with me?

This is a sad sad sad day, for me the worst sister in the world.

Jeanette's point of view,

Dear Diary,

What makes a person so dear to you?

What drives a person to craziness?

Why is it that we hate our siblings

But when something tragic happens that we

Miss them more than ever before?

What causes us to be so hateful and

Mean that is causes the demise of one your best friends?

Is it human nature? Our violent history?

I hope for our families sake that one persons erratically

And irresponsible actions doesn't cost us to

Lose the one of our best friends, family and

At times enemy and companion.

I would like to take the time

To remember and pay tribute

To all the good times that

We had together, the sad

Times and the bad ones

That helped us grow closer together

Stupid selfishness gets the

Best of us and has claimed

The best of us.

Will I ever get to know

Who you will become

When you grow up?

Will you marry the man

Of your dreams?

Will you have kids?

Oh pity overcomes me

For the one whose conscience

Is burdened for causing the peril

Had has befallen our sister and friend.

Strange, weird and sad day for me.

The events that took place and things that are said are to my limited knowledge not true in anyway shape or form. It is the over guilt and then flashing back that occurs before and future events that may never come to pass.

I know how Wendy's sister Mattie feels right about now, because I have experienced my fair share of tragedy in my life, I lost all my grand mothers and one grand father within a year, 2004-2005. I felt the exact same way, it is impossible to care about yourself when you think that it was all your fault. Stop blaming yourself and begin taking care of you so that when the dark night breaks and the sun comes up you can support your sister. Here's to you Wendy. You are an inspiration to many writers, when you come back I hope you decide to create an account.