New set of drabbles! Hooray for me!

Okay, so there are a lot of these. A series of drabbles on the Vizards, a chapter for each, contemplating their rejection from Soul Society and those they've left behind. The inspiration came while listening to Skillet's "Monster", hence the title.

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She wondered who woke him up in time for meetings, and whether they had to use intimate measures to do so. She wondered if the new lieutenant was as close to her captain as she had been.

She wondered if he knew what happened to her, that she was still alive and well, if he would fight to have her back in Soul Society. She then wondered if she would accept, if she hadn't known that they had been thrown out like… hollows.

She wondered if they would be reunited in the inevitable war with Aizen. She wondered if he would take her side, or if she would take his. Maybe he would reject her. Maybe he would stare at her white mask and sense her mixed reiatsu and reject her. Maybe she would reject him. Maybe she would remember that he had given up on her, and maybe she would turn away from him.

She wondered if the bitterness would ever go away.