Chapter 7

When we got back to the house and the girls were passed out as I would assume. I picked up Alena first and asked Christian "Can you take Valeriya in please" Dimitri said "I will rose" before Christian could even answer "sure" I grumbled I have had enough of tonight with everyone. We got them in their bed and Dimitri turned to me "Rose, Tasha did not mean..." I cut him off "Dimitri its fine were living different lives now I guess I'll see you in the morning night..." I turned around and left swiftly. "OK" he said.

What a restless night I tossed and turned all night just thinking about everything , Should I tell him or not, Maybe he will just be with me after and ill finally get the family I wanted or he will be pissed off and just leave again with Tasha so many options that could happen. Well time to get up. I walked to my closet a picked out a white tee that showed my cleavage and army green capris with a brown belt its sexy without trying. only 13 days till the wedding I can do that without my emotions eating me up right ! Today Im going with lissa to check on the banquet hall for the wedding to set up seating plans. I am bring the girls along too they always like it when I spend time with them all day. I stepped out of my room and went to wake up the girls and tell them about our day. I walked in and they were already up playing with their stuff animals. Alena has a white rabbit with a dress with watermelons on it thats her favourite stuffy and Valeriya has a purple teddy bear with a pink bow on it and she has had that since the day she was born Lissa gave it to her.

"Val , Alena today we are going to the place where Lissa is getting married would you like to go?"

"Yess please", They both chimed

"Then pick out some outfits fast and meet me in the kitchen after ok"

"Ok momma" Alena Valeriya is in the closet already maybe she took after Lissa. I went to the kitchen and guess who's there ...Tasha eating an apple

"Good Morning rose" Tasha said

"Morning Tasha sleep well" I said inside it was sarcastic

"Yes I did , what are you up to today?"

"Nothing too much going to the banquet hall do make some seating plans with Lis"

"Okay sounds cool Im just going to do some shopping around court"

"Cool, Have fun" Like I asked you what you are doing... god

"MOM IM HUNGY" Val screamed she dressed in a purple long sleeve and orange tights

"Val people are sleeping tone it down please" Alena walked in she wore blue jeans and a green top "Come eat heres your cereal and a banana" Lissa came down and greeted me

"Good morning crew ready for some wedding plans" Lissa was excited I can feel it

"Yes we are Liss we leaving soon?"

"Yea Im just gonna grab my purse" So after everyone ate breakfast we all got in the car and off we were to the hall.

The hall is huge it will defiantly fit five hundred people. Thirty foot ceilings and walls covered in Lissa's colours already brown, blue and white. We walked in and I could hear my heels clicking the ground.

"Alright I have a white board and some markers lets get to work"

"Yaya colring time" The girls screamed

"No its for our work writing peoples names around tables" Liss bend down and said

"aww man shucks" val said

I laughed so hard "where did you learn that"

"from scholl our friend Ryan said it" Alena explained

"Well anyways, The head table is the girls, you and Tasha as well as Christian and I" Liss said

"Aww really you have to put Tasha at the same table.. C'mon Liss"

"She is going to be Christians best women really he doesn't really have a best friend or family no arguing.."

"Alright" After hours of writing and erasing peoples names we were finally done. We drove home and I made dinner for the girls. I made spaghetti and meatballs they ate it all up good appetites. They went to play and I went down for a work out.

I walked into the gym and Dimitri was running on the treadmill he was listening to music so he didn't notice I walked in. I snuck up behind him crouching low and went in for the pounce. As soon as I grabbed his leg he spun me around and I was flat on my ass with him over top of me. We laughed for a minute.

"I cant even scare you ahaha"

He bend down as if he was going to kiss me and I got up fast , I cant let this happen Ill be ten times hurt when he leaves next week.

"I just came to get a work out in , its a nice gym you made sorry I didn't ask" he said

"Its okay I only use it most of the time , want a workout buddy maybe we can spar like old times" Maybe I shouldn't have said that

"Yea and maybe you can beat me you've been working hard as a guardian I've heard some good things." He stated

"Oh Ill beat you alright ahaha" I giggled

We worked out for a bit then sparred it was just like old times felt so comfortabe, It was like when we were at the school gym only he looked to me as an equal and not a student anymore...Thats all I wanted and now he's doing it after I lost him but he is so sexy and a god still! Oh man I should tell him but maybe when he leaves and ill tell him theres nothing you can do to help raise them. Yea thats good.

"Great workout its good to spar someone then just punching bags and dummies" I said

"Yea Roza you have really impressed me pinning me down" He said with that accent I can detect

"Dimitri i'm not Roza ...anymore , please stop" I politely asked

"Sorry old habits" He shrugged then he turned and went up stairs.

Well that wasn't so bad

DIMITRI POV

Well I'm board today Ill explore the house since Tasha is shopping with Christian. I went down stairs to the basement and walk through a glass door and saw a huge gym with all the equipment. Must be Roses well might as well get a workout in. I ran upstairs and grabbed some shorts and a white shirt. Can back down and went on the treadmill to get warmed up. I was on for 45 mins listening to some Foo fighters when someone grabbed me. Im a guardian ill mess this person up I flipped the person I looked down and it was Roza. We were laughing "I cant even scare you ahaha" her sweet voice said I bent down a little bit god I wish I could kiss her maybe.. then she slipped out of my grasp

"I just came to get a work out in , its a nice gym you made sorry I didn't ask"

"Its okay I only use it most of the time , want a workout buddy maybe we can spar like old times" Yea will spar then Ill get my second chance to get a kiss in..maybe.

"Yea and maybe you can beat me you've been working hard as a guardian I've heard some good things." I stated I have to get her going

"Oh Ill beat you all right ahaha" she giggled her sweet laugh. Maybe she will beat me

We sparred and all I could think about was kissing her shes so beautiful she was wearing a white tee and I could almost see everything and army pants ohh she looked good. She pinned me a couple of times I couldn't believe it , I guess I taugh her well.

"Great workout its good to spar someone then just punching bags and dummies" she said

"Yea Roza you have really impressed me pinning me down" feels good calling her that

"Dimitri i'm not Roza ...anymore , please stop" she broke my heart now

"Sorry old habits" I had to shrug it off. Oh how I miss her I have some thinking to do. I just got up and went to have a shower.

I walked into my room and found Tasha. She just got out of the shower, had her towel wrapped around her head and wearing a purple robe. I was just about to go to the shower but she stopped me.

"Dimitri I think we need to talk" she said

"Okay" I replied and sat down on the bed.

"Dimitri I want to have a baby I'm getting older and I think we should try. I know you love someone else but now she has kids and she's basically a Blood whore. Its time for you to love me back now I've waited long enough." She put her hands on her hips and looked really pissed off but I am more pissed off. How could she even say that ! I left that women for this... I don't even love Tasha and I never will Im just gonna say that!

"How dare you Tasha I gave up rose for you.. Do you even know how I feel" She was going to say something but I cut in.

"You don't know what it's like for me she had kids with someone else." I said in a small voice.

"Dimka so show her up.. make her jealous..she just a stupid blood who.." she suggested but I didn't care how dare she call rose a blood whore! that did it Im loosing control.

"NO TASHA... HOW DARE YOU CALL ROSE A BLOOD WHORE , I DONT LOVE YOU AND I NEVER WILL STOP TRYING!" I screamed She started to cry oh thats not what I want either but she did this to her self

"I can't do this anymore, I don't know why I even accepted I though I was protecting Rose or something...Im sorry Natasha .. I have to do what is right" I stated

"No Dimka we are meant to be please we can work it out I LOVE YOU!" I could barley understand she was crying so hard.

"No Tash I'm sorry its over ill find a new charge or tell Rose if she will even take me back"

"NOOO Dimitri NOO its not over I wont loss you" She was mad and made a fireball in her hand uhh ohhh I ducked and ran out of the room then the house.