Pain isn't a Option

Summary: Two years before the four guys became BTR, Kendall and Logan were close buddies. But one night can change everything and for the good. NOT KOGAN AT FIRST! Eventual Kogan.

Pairings: Logan/Kendall

Disclaimer: Don't own any of BTR... IF I DID THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY EPIC!

So BTW... I have NO clue how court works or anything like that... so I'm gonna try my best! :D wish me luck! This might be the end... by the time I finish writing this chapter... I'll have it decided.

Don't sue me bc I can't write cute scenes!

It's been sooo hard to write this chapter... and it's been taking me forever! But yah it's finally done! :D

Logan's POV-

"I'm not done... I want to go... and become her legal guardian too..." Kendall said. The phone line went silent. My mind went blank. Her guardian... along with me... like be her parent... along with me... like my... partner... what is he saying?

The phone fell from my hand and onto my lap. My entire body went numb.

"Logan?" His voice rang out in the quite room.

My hand shook as I placed it against my ear. "Are you serious?" I asked quietly into the phone, trying to get my voice back.

"As serious as ever..." He said equally as soft.

"...okay..." I said.

"Really?" He asked happily.

I nodded and then realized we were on the phone before saying, "Yes." We chatted for a few more minutes before I had to get off and get Emery to bed.

Good night Logie..." He said softly.

"Good night Kendall..." I said

I went to bed that night, Emery curled up at my side, with a mixture of fear and happiness. I layed in bed staring at the moon. It was a full moon and the light flooded my room. It was so bright I almost needed sunglasses. I rolled over and pulled my blanket over my eyes. "Sleep... sleep..." I said to myself.

"Logan?" My dad peeked his head in. I sat up slowly, trying not to wake Emery.

"Hey..." I said once I closed the door to our room.

"What's wrong? You seem flustered." He said sitting on the couch with me.

"It's Kendall..." I whispered.

"Did you two fight?" He asked placing a arm around my shoulders.

"N...no... He asked me... if he could go with me to Emery's hearing... And become her legal guardian along with me..." I said.

"What did you say?" He asked.

"I told him yes..." I said looking at him.

"I think it's all up to you... not me..." He said and hugged me before getting up. "Good night... sleep on it."

"Okay..." I said, laying on the couch. I could see the moon though the window. It wasn't so bright anymore but it kept me awake. I decided to let him become Emery's guardian.

A week later was my 15th birthday. As the date for Emery's hearing got closer I was a complete nervous wreak. Kendall helped to calm me down by taking me to the park or taking me to practice hockey.

"Happy birthday!" Was showered over me like a spring rain. I got great things. James got me a mirror... which I was sure he almost died giving it away. I wasn't really sure why he got me one. But I excepted it with a smile. Carlos got me a new pair of ice skates... which I loved. They fit like a glove and Carlos seemed so happy that I enjoyed them. Dad got me a drivers manuel, which he promised we would go get my permit ASAP. And he promised once I passed, he would go buy me my first car. Which I couldn't wait for. I would be the first to get their permit and a car. Then I could take Kendall and Emery out more. Emery drew a picture of Me, Kendall, and her infront of a blue house. And there was either a dog or a cat... but I really couldn't tell. And Kendall bought me a new silver watch. With a redish face and silver hands.

"It's your birthstone... the face is..." He blushed.

"Thank you!" I hugged him, and kissed his cheek. We went and had the ice rink rented out for 2 hours and we all skated and goofed off. Carlos got shoved into the wall during a few 2 on 2 hockey matches. And James decided to sneak up behind him,

"JAMES!" He screeched as James yanked his jeans around his ankles. James thought it would be a riot to pants Carlos. Which it was.

Carlos teamed up with me and we beat James and Kendall in a rough hockey match.

Emery tried to stay up on her skates but she kept falling. So finally I just took her by the hands and skated behind her.

"Come on Emery... I'll help you skate." I smiled and we skated slowly around the rink. Emery being past from me to Kendall to James to Carlos. And back again. We skated with her till she tuckered herself out and fell asleep in Dad's arms.

"Dad could you watch Emery while Kendall and I go to the park and hang for a bit? Please?" I begged. James and Carlos had to leave so the party was pretty much over.

"Yah... It is your birthday... you go have great fun! See you at home." He picked up the sleeping girl and took her home.

We walked to the deserted park and ran straight for the swings. We swung for a bit till KEndall got off his and pushed me on mine. Then we chased each other on the jungle gym equipment for a while till Kendall pushed me into the opening of the swirly slide. Where he took my face in his hands and kissed me softly. It wasn't the most romantic but I loved it.

I slid down the slid and Kendall followed as we started off to Dad's house.

It started to rain the usual cold Minnesota rain. We ran and goofed off in the rain till we got to my house.

Running up the steps my hair was dripping and Kendall's hair was matted to his forehead... Which made me smile.

"Happy birthday... I love you Logan..." He said placing his hands on my cheeks and his lips against mine.

"I love you to." I said once the kiss ended. I kissed him once more and walked inside. I watched him run down the street to his house.

I stood in the enteryway, my clothes still dripping.

"Come on go get changed so you don't get sick." Dad said walking by.

"Kay..." I said running to my room to change, but careful not to wake Emery.

That great day came and went then, 4 days after that... was Emery's court hearing. Dad, Kendall, Emery, and I gathered infront of the court house that sunny afternoon. Kendall was in a black suit with a green tie that matched his eyes. I wore a black suit with a purple tie that I borrowed from dad. And Emery had on a light pink dress that I bought her for the occasion, and brand new white close toed shoes with a ribbon on the buckle. Kendall helped me pick it out. And I had debated over that dress and a purple one. But I didn't think matching with her was a good idea.

"You ready?" Dad asked Kendall and I.

"As ready as we'll ever be." Kendall said grabbing my hand. I just nodded and took ahold of Emery's tiny hand. We walked in the court room and it began.

"All rise!" The planktiff said. We all stood as the judge walked in. His black judge robe touched the floor. We sat back down and the judge started .

"Stand and state your name to the court." The judge, a man roughly in his late 30's, told me.

I stood confedently, "Logan Robert Mitchell*."

"And state why you are here." The judge said.

"To get the custody of my little sister." I said looking straight ahead at the judge

"And her full name?" He asked.

"Emery Kathleen Mitchell." I said looking at Kendall. He nodded and my attention went back to the judge.

"Young man. Please state your full name." He said to Kendall. Kendall stood up.

"Kendall Jackson Knight*. And I'm here... "He looked at me, and I nodded. "I'm here to asked for custody over Emery along with Logan." He said.

"And you sir, are?" The judge asked dad.

"I'm Logan's father. Robert Mitchell. And legally... I'm not his guardian. His mother was. Untill she passed." He said.

"The divorce papers state that if she was to pass away, Logan is to become his own guardian." The judge said adjusting his glasses.

"Yes. We never thought she would pass away, and definitally not while Logan was still under age." Dad said. I looked down at Emery who seemed totally bored. I petted her hair and she looked up at me and smiled.

"So Mr. Mitchell. You and Mr Knight would like to have custody over Emery?" He asked.

"Yes your honor." Kendall and I nodded.

"If you are granted her custody, for the first year of her being with you two... there will be a social worker coming to check on you ever so often. To check on her health and the condition of the home. And to see if you two are fit to be parents." The judge looked from me to Kendall. "Emery?" He looked down at the shy little girl hiding behind my legs.

"Yes?" She asked in her tiny voice.

"May I ask you a few questions?" He asked in a kind voice.

She nodded emerging from behind my legs.

"Do you like living with your brother? And do you like spending time with Logan and Kendall?" He asked her nicely.

"Yes! I love Logie! He reads me stories and Bubie Kendall helps me lots." She smiled, giving the judge the best answer she could.

"And does he or Kendall ever hurt you in any way?" He asked as I looked shockingly over to Kendall who also had a shocked look on. Me hit her?

"Logie never ever hurts me. He saves me from the hurt..." She said looking at me. "He would never hit me and neither would Bubie Kendall. The tell me they lovie me every night..." She said looking back up at the judge.

"You are a very bright 2 year old." He smiled down at her.

"Your honor?" I spoke up.

"Yes Mr. Mitchell?"

"I love Emery very much. And so does Kendall. And I want this so bad. Because no one has any idea who her biological father is, not even my mother when she was alive. And I'm the reason she was born... My mother was going to have an abortion until I told her not to. And since my mother passed... I thought her in my care would be best." I said picking up Emmie.

"I see. So at age 13 you begged your mother to have your baby sister instead of ending the pregnacy? You knew she would be mostly your responsability? I can see you are a very caring brother and person, Mr. Mitchell." He said standing. "Let the jury decide. And we will have a 15 minute break." He said getting off the stand. We went out into the hall and Kendall walked over to me .

"This is sooo bad!" I said in a slight panic attack. I decided that sitting was making me worried... so I started pacing in the hall.

"You'll get her... we'll get her..." He said, walking up to me and hugged me tightly. He took my face in his hands and placed his forehead against mine. "I love you... and when we leave today... Emery Kathleen Mitchell will be our legal daughter... Okay?" He asked kissing me.

"Logie?" Emery pulled on my pant leg.

"What baby girl?" I asked picking her up.

"Does the judge man like you?" She asked.

"I sure hope so." I said sighing. "I want more than anything for you to become my little girl." I said kissing her cheek.

"I'll always be your little girl..." She giggled.

"I know." I hugged her and the planktiff called us back in.

"All rise." He said and we stood. We stayed standing as a man from the jury told the judge their decision.

"The jury has decide,." He started. My hands was shaking so bad that Kendall took ahold of it and held it tight." Logan Robert Mitchell... Kendall Jackson Knight... We give you custody over Emery Kathleen Mitchell. Congradulations." The judge said smiling. I looked at Kendall who hadn't really taking in that we got her yet. I turned to him and hugged him tightly.

"WE WON! KENDALL WE WON!" I screamed, tears streaming down my cheeks.

"We got her!" He smiled at me and picked Emery up, tossing her in the air and catching her. She giggled and he hugged her close. I joined him and hugged her.

"Why are you two crying?" Emery placed a hand on my face.

"Because I'm so happy your mine..." I hugged her. Kendall kissed her head and my cheek. I sat her down and we exited the room.

We both took ahold of her hands and walked out of the court house with a smile on our faces.

So I didn't know what Logan and Kendall's middle names were... so I made some up! I sure hope I can do that...

And I'm very well aware that a judge would NEVER! let a 15 year old be the guardian to a 2 year old... but I asked my cousin who is in law school about it... and he said it was a REALLY funny idea! So I went for it!

So it ends happy! I might write a sequel to this... but I need reviews and lots of encouragement! LOL! :D