Renesmee POV

When I woke up I was in a really soft bed. could fell the sun on my back and I could also hear voices from some where close by. I knew I shouldn't be listening but I couldn't help it.

"Thank you for saving her" that was Demetri "I should never have let her go on her own" He had such sadness in his voice i could hardly stand it.

"It wasn't your fault, you couldn't have known" Jazz (of course) was reassuring him.

"But what if she doesn't wake up? I couldn't live with out her" he whispered. I could still hear the pain in his voice and I knew it was time to get out of bed and tell him I was alright.

I opened my eyes, blinking at the bright sunlight that was coming in through the open window. I sat up and my head spun a little, but it went away fast, I got out of bed, stumbled a little then went to where the voices where coming from. The door was closed and I could hear six people breathing, one was shallower then the others and I guessed it to be Demetri's. I opened the door and there was eight vampires in the room. Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Rosalie, Edward, Emmett and Jasper. They were all standing around Demetri whom had his head in his hands and Jazz had one hand on Demetri's shoulder. None of them seemed to notice my entrance accept Jasper who smiled sadly at me. I put my index finger over my lips, he nodded removing his had from Demetri's shoulder. Demetri kept shaking his head. I went up to him wrapping my arms around his waist "What's the matter love?" I asked in a small voice. I couldn't think of anything else to say.

He spun around so fast that I missed it and I was just wrapped up in his arms and he kissed me on the lips. The kiss was so full of love. When we broke apart he just kept me in his arms whispering in my ear how much he loved me and how scared he was at the even slightest chance that he could have lost me.
"I love you too" I whispered back.

"Come on I wanna give her a hug" Emmett complained. I laughed and reluctantly let go of Demetri. A few seconds later I was pulled in to a big bear hug by Emmett.
"Can't breath" I gasped. Em laughed putting me down. Then Jasper hugged me tightly as did Carlisle, Esme, Edward Alice and Rosalie. After a few minutes-or hours-of pep-talks about how dangerous vampires were and I shouldn't go after them alone, my phone vibrated in my pocket. I took it out checking the caller ID and it was momma.

"Hey momma what's up?" I asked when I answered the phone
"Renesmee where the hell are you?" she asked in a very motherly and very annoyed voice
"No where in particular" I answered reluctantly in a small voice.
"Well we're out side this 'no where in particular' and if you don't get your ass down here right now I'm coming up there" she warned (I was gonna end it right there but i decided it was too short and that it would be mean)

"I'll be right there" I hung up the phone "Shit" i said under my breath looking out the window. There where about twenty vampires out the front. Momma stood at the front of them all with Jane standing next to her. they both looked really pissed. I jumped out the window landing gracefully on the ground in front of them. "Before you say anything I only just got over a vampire attack and-" I started but momma cut me off pulling me into her arms and I was crying. I hadn't realized how much I missed her over the time until I felt her arms around me "I'm so sorry" I kept whispering over and over again She was hushing and mumbling but I couldn't hear any of it until she calmed down some what.

"I knew you should never have come here" She said in my ear. There were growls coming from behind momma. I looked up and the whole guard was in fighting stances, growling, they looked about ready to kill. I looked back to the house seeing that the Cullen's had joined us. Momma followed my gaze and gasped as did the Cullen's, at the sight of one another "Renesmee Carlie Swan what are you doing with them?" Momma asked me stepping away from them and me. I could hear the thunder coming as momma got more angry at me(Controlling the weather was just one of her many powers)

"I met them at school and didn't know how to tell you" I explained. Jane had grabbed momma's hand and was trying to calm her down with no luck. Edward took a step closer but my family wouldn't let him. The fight was about turn violent. my family was yelling at the Cullen's and they were yelling back. Jane was still trying to calm momma down as the thunder was got louder still. I couldn't take it "STOP!" I yelled up at the sky and everything went quite. I fell to the floor wrapping my arms around my knees pulling them close to me crying. I never meant for all this to happen. I didn't want to hurt momma and I knew I had. The Cullen's had hurt her so much when they left and I had actually became friends with them? I shivered crying harder. I felt momma's arms around me. How could I have done this to her? She was the most important person in my life and I had hurt her so much. And would keep hurting her if I stayed. I had to make a decision. Some how I had always known this is what it would end in. me making a decision between them. I also knew I had never needing the decision because it would always be them- well her really. She was always the one there when I went on my first date with Demetri and when I fell from the beams in the thrown room when i was six and cut my arm. She was there to stitch me back up again and I knew I had always known what my decision was. I took a deep breath. Even if I would never see the Cullen's again this was the choice I had to make. Momma needed me. I was all she had left and I needed her just as much"I wanna go home" I said quietly but still loud enough for everyone to hear "I never should have come here it was a mistake" momma let go of me when I sobered up and her arms were quickly replaced by Demetri's.
Some time after I fell asleep still in Demetri's arms.

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