GOODBYE

NO ONE AROUND ME SEE'S

THE TEARS I SHED

OR THE CUTS IN MY ARMS

DRIPPING WITH RED

INSIDE, LOCKED UP, IS

THINGS I CANT SHARE

BUT THE LOCKS AND CHAINS ARE USELESS,

SINCE NO ONE REALLY CARES

SOME FRIENDS AROUND ME

SHARE MY SECRETS MY PAIN

IN HOPE THAT IT WILL STOP...

THEIR HOPES ARE IN VAIN

NOTHING CAN STOP

THE PAIN OR SELF ABUSE

AND I WISH PEOPLE WOULD STOP TRYING

THEIR HELP IS NO USE

ALL I REALLY WANT

IS THE PAIN TO SLIP AWAY

FOR ME TO SLEEP

AND NOT WAKE ONE DAY

I KNOW SOME WILL

SHOUT, BAWL ,CRY

AND I KNOW THE ONES WHO DONT

KNOW MY REASONS WHY

MY HOPES ARE THAT GOD WILL ACCEPT ME

SINCE I TRULY BELIEVE

IF NOT, I UNDERTAND WHY

THERE WERE MANY I'VE DECIEVED

I THINK MANY WILL MISS ME

AND IF THEY DO NOT

ITS OKAY

ITS NOT PITY I'VE SOUGHT

ALL I WANTED AS I

GREW TO KNOW PAIN

IS LOVE,AFFECTION

I EARN SCOFFS,DISDAIN

PEOPLE WHO READ THIS

MY FAMILY WAS GREAT

THEY CLOTHED AND HOUSED ME

MAD SURE I ATE

NO MY PROBLEM IS NOT

WITH THEM, BUT WITH LIFE

ITS DROVE ME TO THE POINT

WHERE I SUCCUMB TO A KNIFE

WHAT MY FAMILY DID WAS A WASTE

OF THIRTEEN WELL

GUYS IF YOUR READING THIS

ITS MY FINAL FAREWELL

YA SO THIS IS REALLY PERSONAL AND WAS WRITEN A WHILE AGO...ITS KINDA MY STORY BUT NOT ALOT OF IT. I DONT MIND IN MY REGULAR STORIES BUT IF YOU DONT MIND PLEASE DONT HATE ON THIS TOO MUCH...