I don't do anything I don't want to do.

Strong words. Powerful statement.

And I froze. Terrified of what was going to happen, of what I wanted to happen. I'd fantasised, dreamt nightly of this moment. In the beginning, it was Adam. But now, it was Jackson.

Couldn't get him off my mind. And being so close to the garage, so close to me, and not be able to touch him was killing me.

He played the knight in shining armour; my knight in shining armour. I had to give him a reward. That reward, was a pint. But it led to this.

We talked, and we kissed... God, that kiss. Mindblowing. Powerful.

"I don't do anything I don't want to do," I said, so sure in my words. We smiled, we laughed and it was good. We kissed again; longer, deeper, passionately.

I led him up the stairs. I led him to my bed.

I let him lead the way. I had. I didn't know what to do. But I had to do it; I wanted to do it.

I don't do anything I don't wanna do.

Best thing I've ever said in my life.