Decisions

Haruno Sakura, a smart... yeah. So she's not perfect, but she's the only woman that I talk to. I don't love her, I don't even particularly like her, but I need her. Not like I need air or... I shook my head. She's vital. I need Sakura, to revive the Uchiha Clan.

I hurt, a lot. A pain so deep and painful that it made me sick to my stomache. I had to ignore it. It was for the best... or at least, that's what I told myself so that I could fall into a restless sleep. I tossed another photo into the rather large shoebox on my bed. Another, of a smiling man with golden skin, blonde hair, big cerulean eyes that make the sky green with envy, and whiskered scars gracing both of his cheeks... I grabbed a hold of my shirt, right above where my heart was, and I refused to believe that my eyes shed a couple of tears.

Four Months Later

"Sasuke-kun!" Sakura screeched in her annoying high-pitched voice, and then rushed towards me. Just-fucking-wonderful. I pushed away from the railing I was leaning on. "Hey Sakura." I said, and plastered on a smile. It wasn't warm, or loving. It was cold, and necessary for my goal. "Come on! You said tonight, right?" she asked blushing. "Yeah." I replied trying not to show my disgust.

That night, was nothing to be happy for. Nothing about it was great, or 'magical'. It was gross. She was weak and didn't even put up a fight for dominance. She was sickly wet, and loose. It wasn't anything good, and her voice was quickly draining my patience and turning me off. I moved at a hard, rough, fast pace that would leaver her sore. I didn't care. She is a weak girl, and the only reason I was here, was because I wanted my goal to become a reality. I spilled my seed into her, then left. There was no cuddling, nor words of love. Just another task that needed to be done.

Walking home, hurt. She was nothing like him... the voice, too high... the body, too squishy. Everything was different, worse even. I hated it. I hated this. I want my Naru-chan back, but this needs to be done.

Two weeks later, I was bothered when she showed up at my front door, crying her eyes out. "Sakura what's wrong?" I asked, not really caring to hear the answer. "I'm s-sorry Sa-Sasu... I couldn't g-get pregnant, b-but if we t- "I slammed the door in her face before she could even finish.

To say I was pissed was an understatement. I was absolutely furious... mainly at myself. Everything I have done in the past four months... It was all for nothing. Damn it! Naruto! I quickly stepped into my shoes and opened my door, closing it, and then I leaped over Sakura's crying form, and ran towards Naruto's apartment.

Ironic isn't it? After I've tried SO hard to forget about him, to push him away from my thoughts, and he's the first thing I think about at a time like this. Peachy.

FINALLY reaching my destination, I pounded on his door. "Dobe... Naruto open up!" I yelled, practically beating down his door. A few minutes later, he opened it a bit; the chain in place, his eyes red and puffy, and his cheeks tear stained. "Dobe, I-" "Save it," he cut me off, "I don't want to hear your excuses." "Naruto, please listen. I-" "NO! You broke up with me to fucking be with Sakura! You were just using me and I- I hate you! Go away and leave us be!" he yelled, new tears forming in his eyes, and he slammed the door. I put my forearms onto it and put my forehead against the door. "Naruto..." I slid down to my knees and for the first time since I can remember I cried... I actually cried.