A/N: Thanks for all the reviews… I've been dealing with some stuff which is why I haven't updated my SoA stories in the last couple of days! This chapter is short and it is taking place of what originally was this chapter… I figured I would add a short chapter with Jax's thoughts because then the chapter that would have been this chapter makes more sense… lmao…
Disclaimer: I don't own SoA!
Jax couldn't stop the thoughts from running through his head. He couldn't believe that Crystal was back in town. He couldn't believe that she hated him as much as she did. Then again he can't really blame her for hating him. He did cheat on her with her supposed best friend. God he wondered how he could have been so fucking stupid.
He watched her as Crystal lay on the couch asleep. He couldn't help but smile slightly as he thought about how beautiful she still was. Even with all the bruises on her she was still as beautiful to him today as she was all those years ago. He couldn't get over the fact that even though she gave birth to two children, that she was still as slim as she always was. He wondered then about the father of her two children.
His eyes went over to where Clay was holding the little boy Devon and he smiled. The little boy was pulling at Clay's ear and blowing raspberries. He shook his head as the stray thought came through that that could be his son if he wouldn't have fucked up all those years ago. Yes, he had no doubt that if he and Crystal would have stayed together all those years ago that he and Crystal would still be together to this day. He felt his heart break a little as he thought about Crystal with some other man. He wanted to kill the man for hurting Crystal, but yet he wanted to kill the man for even touching Crystal.
He took his eyes off of Devon and looked around until he found Jayden. He stood there staring at the little girl and then his heart started beating faster as he kept looking at her. The longer he looked at her the more he saw. As he looked at her he noticed that she had his eyes, his hair and even his stance. His heart started beating even faster as he realized that Crystal's daughter Jayden was also his daughter.
His eyes stung as he fought back tears. He couldn't really be mad at Crystal for keeping their daughter a secret from him because of what he did. It didn't make the pain he was feeling though any less. He has missed so much all because of one fucked up mistake he made. As he watched his daughter he vowed that he would protect her and that he would get Crystal back in his life some way and somehow.
AN: Ok Katie here, the beta for this chapter. I'm just going to get straight to the point. That was awesome Crys! Loved it! As for everybody else, I'm in a pissy mood and Crys has had crap out the wazoo for so long, she's been trying to write her stories. If I hear one of you says something to her about how long it took… you will be getting a not so nice letter from me and her fiancé. So I'd leave her alone. And if you're anonymously reviewing under the name Me… stop doing it before I report you. Have a nice day everyone!