Okay, so I know that it's been a while since I wrote anything, but I have exams so that's been taking up all my time, but at the constant nagging from my friend Julie to write a jalec, I guess I could find time to write a one-shot...

Hope you enjoy, (pre COB)

Alec watched another girl leave the institute in tears; at least she looked like a girl. Moving around to get a better view he saw that her eyes were lilac coloured, with no pupils, no irises and no whites, just two lilac holes in her face. Alec thought that he would have found it quite unnerving to make-out with a downworlder and he didn't think he could ever love one; there was however someone else he could love...

Jace looked out of the window watching the nymph leave, she was pretty, he had to admit, what was her name again?

He sighed, he just didn't understand that while in the moment, yeah he wanted her, but when it passed the feeling went away and he felt numb again. Maybe, girls weren't his thing, maybe, just maybe...

Alec looked up from the large volume he was reading when Jace came in, Jace thought that Alec looked good today, after they were out hunting all day yesterday, he looked fresh, rested.

"What is it Jace?" Alec looked annoyed that he had been interrupted

"Erm, I just wanted to ask you something..."

"Okaaay..." Alec seemed to get impatient, because the look on Jace's face, was that... fear?

Jace sat down in the leather armchair opposite Alec and moved it so close to him that if Jace leaned forward he could easily kiss him, and now that Jace thought about it, he wanted to. There were two ways this could go, Alec would either push him away, which would mean Jace's suspicions were wrong, or he might kiss Jace back, which would mean that Jace had been right all along about Alec.

"Can I just try something, please don't freak out," Jace said, Alec moved to stand-up thinking it was some sort of new defence tactic or something, "Stay right where you are Alec." Jace looked deep in to Alec's dark eyes, they looked bottomless and mysterious. Alec looked into Jace's golden eyes, they looked so warm and Alec felt himself start to get lost in them.

It was then Alec noticed Jace start to lean towards him, Jace pressed his forehead against his, how many times had Alec dreamed about this moment? Alec almost fell off his chair in shock, but he couldn't tear his eyes away as Jace pressed his lips against Alec's, they were soft and gentle, they were careful. Alec moved his mouth in time, a little unsure of what to do when Jace slipped his tongue into Alec's mouth, but then he let himself go, relaxed into it, let his tongue and Jace's battle together like they had done themselves so many times when they were training. Jace pushed his fingers through Alec's dark locks and Alec pulled hard on Jace's golden curls, both of them getting desperate, both wanting more.

Suddenly they were both standing and Alec's shirt was on the ground, then Jace's, black and white mingled on the floor, as Jace moved his fingers up and down Alec's spine, feeling the raised impressions of past runes and the lean muscle's along his shoulders and down his arms, the kiss deepened and their hands travelled restlessly exploring each other. Alec shivered.

Jace moved his kisses down Alec's neck and shoulder then back up to his lips, there was nothing gentle and tender about these kisses, they were fierce and needy.

Suddenly Jace spotted something, using his whole effort to pull himself away from Alec's kisses he walked towards the door, Alec thought that Jace was leaving and before he knew what was happening his hurt and rejection released and tears started to fall down his cheeks, he wiped them away, but they kept coming.

Jace quickly shut and locked the door to the library, he really didn't know what would happen if Maryse or Robert or God forbid Isabelle came in. Jace turned back to Alec ready to continue where they had left off, only to see Alec wiping away... were they tears? Jace stared at Alec incredulously, and ran back.

"What's wrong?" Jace's face held nothing but concern for Alec, and when Alec started to smile and eventually laugh, Jace's concern turned to confusion.

"Oh, God, I'm sorry Jace, I thought you were just going to leave me here. I know it was stupid of me to think so, but you were headed to the door, good thinking by the way, and I thought...I really shouldn't have, I should learn that I can trust you by now..."

Jace smiled at this and wiped a stray tear away from Alec's cheek with his thumb. "Don't worry, Alec." God he could look so earnest sometimes.

Jace kissed the place where he had wiped away a tear, he lips barely brushing the skin of Alec's cheek, his warm breath made Alec's hair stand on end, and much to his surprise and Jace's amusement, he let out a low moan. Embarrassed he pulled away quickly, but Jace only smiled, usually he would have made some sarcastic comment or laughed, but now he just pulled Alec back towards him.

Jace's hands moved slowly down Alec's arms, encircling his waist, before stopping at the waistband of his dark jeans, Jace looked up at Alec as if asking permission. Alec froze, he didn't know what to do, was he ready?

So guys, is Alec ready? This was supposed to be a one shot, but I've never written an M rated story, or a slash, so should I continue? Leave a comment on what you think I should do...

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