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Chapter 1

"I don't believe in miracles," says kagome as she sat across from her best friend Sango.

Without makeup, her face only showed perfect skin and dark brown eyes behind her glasses. The expression on her face showed that she was serious about the conversation.

Sango looks over at her. "I not saying that a miracle will happen, I'm just saying if you go out you might just find someone you might be interested in."

"How many times do I have to tell you sango I'm not going to some club? I'm fine at home by myself."

"You say that but you don't really mean that."

Kagome shot a glance at her friend that said drop it, but sango couldn't take the hint.

"Look kagome, I know that you miss Hojo, but he's been gone over 2 years now. You have to move on honey. Hojo would want you to. Just go out one day and you might find your new husband," said sango trying to encourage her friend to get out sometime.

"You said that I might get married again…what if I don't want to do that," said kagome trying not to remember the shooting that took her husband's life.

"Ok I'm sorry I apologize for what I said," said sango looking at the features of her friend. To believe she once envy her so much, but since Hojo died Kagome just didn't care about herself anymore.

Her once beautiful long black hair was now lifeless around her shoulders and she had no make-up on her pale looking face. She looked like she was 17 again without it.

Also instead of the wonderful clothes she use to wear was now replace by a sweat suit that she knew belong to Hojo.

"You use to be the most gorgeous girl in town." Sango said seriously.

"I remember seeing you and Hojo at the New Year's dance. Remember that green dress you had on where the split was so high? But seeing you and Hojo dance was worth it! Those legs of yours had every guy in the room falling over themselves except miroku, he never looked."

Kagome grab her soda and drunk some. "The key words in that are 'gorgeous girl' and 'Hojo' both of which I am not or which I don't have."

"Ok kagome give it a rest!" Sango yelled. "You talk as if it's the end of the world. You just turn twenty-five years old. A couple of months ago I turn thirty."

Sango got up and went to the fridge to get some apple juice. She was pregnant so she couldn't hardly bend over to get it out let alone to notice that she had on mix match shoes.

"But you just don't get it… me and Hojo connected in a way that was special…"

"I know kagome he was everything to you but I think it's time for you to get on with your life. Sitting around here won't bring him back. You have a lot to offer a guy, a guy who's alive."

"No!" kagome said angrily. "No man can ever replace the space in my heart for Hojo. He and I weren't just married; we were partners, friends, and lovers. No guy could ever compare to him."

Sango couldn't say anything. She knew that the two did share a special bond one that couldn't be broken. "Ok kagome, I'll stop. If you wish to ruin your life, then so be it. So tell me about your job."

"When have you ever cared about my job before? You don't even think I should be working there."

"So sue me. You deserve something much better."

Kagome could never get sango to agree with her job. Kagome personally thought she was good off there making enough money to support herself. "My job is ok. Everything is fine."

Sango let out a chuckle. "That boring huh?"

"Just a little bit." said kagome drinking the rest of her drink. She gets up and goes to get a new one.

"So you're not quitting because?" sango looks at the look on kagome's face. "I'm sorry it none of my business. But how is that cute boss of yours?" sango asked excitedly.

Kagome never knew why sango like her boss so much. To her he was just some ignorant guy who couldn't keep a relationship. Kagome can't remember how many girls she had seen come in his office.

"How should I know? It's not like I ever talk to the guy."

"But he's your boss."

"And that's a reason to talk to him because?"

Sango shrugs her shoulders. She hadn't had a job for a while seeing how miroku wanted to be the one to work. "…Kagome why don't you go back to school. Go into graphic designed like you wanted."

Sango watches as her friend's face sadden. "I would go back but I don't make enough money to go."

"Well why don't you get another job?"

"I tried!" kagome said a little too quickly. "I applied at so many companies but none seem to want to take me." She took a drink of her new drank to calm herself down.

"Maybe you should get married again."

"But I don't want to get married again. I just want to get pregnant." Kagome looked over at her friend with horror in her eyes. "Please forget I said that."

She sees a smirk creep up on Sango's face. "Oh boy."

Sango leans up in her chair. "Just how are you going to have a baby?"

Kagome stands up. "Please sango let's just drop it ok… I have to go-"

"Kagome if you leave this house I will make sure you won't see you niece for two years."

Kagome's face turns to horror. "You wouldn't?"

"Just try me"

Kagome sigh and sits back down.

"So, how you going to do it?"

A blush appeared on kagome's face. "The clinic of course." kagome looked over at sango. She had a complete look of shock on her face.

"…You mean with the tube thing?"

"Well…yeah." kagome said while turning her face from her friend, after hearing nothing kagome turn back to her. "Why aren't you saying anything?"

Sango shrug her shoulders. "I have nothing to say. If that's what you want to do so be it."

Kagome looks at her with a raise eyebrow. "No 'no don't do it' or 'how can you do something like that'?"

Sango shook her head. "Nope nothing." she looked over at the clock on the wall. "Miroku is going to be home in a minute. Why don't you stay and say hi?"

Kagome gets up. "No thanks some other time. I should really be getting home to get some sleep before work."

"Ok well I'll see you later and say hi to that boss of yours for me." kagome rolls her eyes.

"Yeah, yeah."

She leaves out the door closing it behind her. She walks over to her green Malibu and goes home.

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