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The day you and your twin were born was the happiest of my life. You were both perfect. My sons whom I loved more than life itself. The first time I held you, you opened those brilliant green eyes and looked quite seriously at me. Then you smiled at me as if you had determined I would do and I could be allowed to care for you. You closed your eyes and went to sleep. That day I swore I would always protect you and your brother. I swore your trust in me wouldn't be misplaced.

Then Voldemort came and it was the first time I failed you. You and Kevin sat together on a blanket playing and he reached you before Lily and I knew he was in the house. We heard an agonizing scream and then Kevin whimpering. I walked in to you unconscious and Kevin crying. You both had the most unusual scars on your foreheads. Lily called Dumbledore and he declared Kevin had temporarily banished Voldemort and he was a hero. He told us we should send you away to focus on training Kevin. I didn't let you down this time though. I told them if you were sent away, I would take Kevin and find you always.

I began to fail you more and more as you grew. As babies you were always less needful than Kevin. You were more patient and more likely to share your toys. So when Lily told me you decided Kevin should get to go to quidditch games and go on vacation with us and you wanted to stay home I believed her. Sometimes you came and I didn't notice the looks Lily gave you. I believed Lily when she told me you asked for Kevin to have more gifts than you on your birthday. You were still a happy child and Kevin was your best friend. I reasoned if you still got along with Kevin, you must not have minded what was going on.

When you went to Hogwarts, my failings grew. When you and Kevin both made the quidditch team, Lily insisted on getting Kevin a new broom. We got you a used one and she swore you wouldn't mind. I didn't believe Kevin when he told me how much we hurt you and how we always put you second. I couldn't see it. Each time you and Kevin went on life-threatening adventures we always seemed to gravitate to Kevin first and then give you a cursory check to see if you were ok. Dumbledore and Lily constantly told me you would be ok and you understood our focus had to be Kevin, because he had to defeat Voldemort someday.

Kevin told me you didn't think we loved you and I wouldn't hear it. I should have realized something was wrong years ago when Sirius and Remus commented on our behavior and Lily decided they were no longer welcome in our house. I should have realized I wasn't showing my precious baby boy the attention and love he deserved without outside help and I have no excuses.

I'm so sorry Harry. I'm sorry you began cutting yourself and I didn't notice. I'm sorry you cut too deep and are now lying still as death in a coma in Hogwarts hospital wing. Now all I want is for you to wake. When you do I promise everything will change. It'll be different, I swear. Kevin, you and me, we're going to be a family. I see Lily for what she is now. A conniving woman who cares more about fame than caring for her children. I'm divorcing her Harry and I'm not listening to Dumbledore anymore. It's just us and your brother now baby boy. I've failed you 15 of your 16 years of life and it ends now. We'll go far away from here if you want. Anything baby boy, I'll do anything to make this up to you, to show you that you made the right choice when you judged me and found me worthy to be your father. I'm so sorry Harry. Please wake.

Author's Note: I want to expand this, but the only thing that will be added to this story will be the perspectives of the other's involved, such as Harry, Kevin, Lily, Remus, Sirius, and Dumbledore. If I decide to make this a full length chaptered story, it will be posted separately. Also, if I write it I will not begin posting until I have finished it and it has been at least half-way beta'd so no worries about abandonment. Thanks so much for reading, please review if you have a chance.