Okay so I've had this story rolling around in my head for a while now and decided to finally just go for it. This is my first Glee story (I usually write General Hospital stories). Takes place during Power of Madonna, this how I think things should have gone.

Rachel laid on her bed sobbing into her pillows; Jesse had just left pissed as hell that she couldn't go through with having sex with him. She was sure he was going to break up with her now, but she didn't care about that, because if he was going to break up with her over that then he didn't deserve her.

No Rachel was crying because she knew that Finn was out there with Santana Lopez right this moment. Finn hadn't told her what he and Santana were going to do, but she had overheard Santana bragging to Brittany the day before about taking Finn's V-card.

Rachel couldn't believe Finn would be so shallow that he would sleep with someone he didn't even like just so he could say he wasn't a virgin anymore. Rachel would never understand; having sex should be because you love someone and want to share yourself with them, not for bragging rights.

Finn approached Rachel's house quickly, hoping to talk to her before it was too late. As he went to knock on the door he noticed it slightly open. Finn cautiously pushed it open all the way, "Rachel?"

Panic gripping him as he tried to hear any noise to indicate whether Rachel was alright or not. He knew she was home all the lights were on and her purse was sitting on the end table next to the door. Wasting no time he ran up the stairs to Rachel's room. He timidly opened it, slightly afraid of what he would find on the other side.

To his surprise he found Rachel alone on her bed in a purple night gown crying. He gently reached a hand out to touch her and talk to her.

Rachel jumped slightly when she felt a hand touch her shoulder. Thinking it was Jesse back to apologize she quickly turned her head to the assailant, but it wasn't Jesse.

"Finn, what are you doing here?"

"I was going to knock but the front door was opened slightly, so I came in thinking someone had broken in"

Rachel shrugged, "Jesse must not have shut it completely when he left"

Finn clenched his jaw upon hearing that Jesse had in fact been there earlier. Rachel saw the flash of pain in his eyes at the sound of Jesse's name but ignored it.

"Why was Jesse in such a hurry to leave?"

Rachel sighed and decided to ignore his question, "Why are you here? Shouldn't you be with Santana right now?"

Finn looked away in shame, "I left her at the motel… I couldn't go through with it"

Rachel felt her heart swell but didn't let herself get her hopes up, "Why not?"

Finn shrugged, "I didn't want my first time to be with someone I didn't love just because I was jealous and trying to get back at someone else"

Rachel hung her head in understanding, "Jesse left because I refused to have sex with him"

Finn smiled slightly at her confession and she felt that familiar warmth in her stomach, "Why didn't you go through with it? You love him don't you?"

Rachel shook his head, "I like him, a lot. But I don't love him and it just didn't feel right giving myself to him when…" Not sure if she should continue she lifted her head to look into Finn's face.

"When?" Finn prodded.

"When I'm still in love with you" she confessed quietly.

Finn felt like his heart would burst upon hearing Rachel's confession. He could tell she was unsure about admitting this to him so he lifted her chin to stare into his eyes, "I love you too Rachel, that's why I couldn't sleep with Santana, I couldn't do that to you or myself."

Rachel smiled as she leaned her head up and met his lips with hers. Finn groaned slightly and wrapped his hand into her hair as he deepened the kiss. Rachel gently ran her tongue along his bottom lip seeking permission to enter, which he allowed; their tongues meeting in a dance.

Rachel slowly began to lie back on her bed as Finn followed, never breaking the kiss. Rachel began running her hands up his arms and down his abs resting on the hem of his t-shirt. She lightly tugged on it trying to lift it up when Finn pulled away.

"Rach, are you sure?"

Rachel smiled, "Finn I love you, I couldn't do this with Jesse because deep down I knew that you were meant to be my first. So yes, I'm sure"

Finn smiled as he kissed her quickly, "What about your dads?"

Rachel smiled, "Gone for the weekend"

Finn sighed in relief and met his lips with hers again. This time their hungry hands roaming all over each other, discarding each other's clothing. Finn sat back slightly to admire her naked form. Feeling a blush creep into her cheeks Rachel tried to cover herself, bur Finn stopped her, "Don't you are so beautiful"

Rachel smiled and pulled him back on top of her. She quickly became eager to be intimate with him and began pushing his boxers down, Finn got off the bed to discard of the boxers easily. Rachel's eyes got big when she saw his well endowed member and felt a slight panic about the pain of her first time.

Finn saw the fear in her eyes and quickly sat down next to her, "are you okay?'

Rachel nodded, "I'm just a little apprehensive, I heard the first time is kind of painful for girls"

Finn nodded, "We don't have to do this now"

Rachel shook her head, "No I want to, just be gentle"

Finn smiled sweetly and brushed his hand through her hair, "Of course. We can do this at your pace"

Rachel smiled and kissed him gently before repositioning herself on the bed bringing Finn down over her. Finn grabbed the condom on her nightstand and fit it over himself before locking eyes with Rachel. She kissed him tenderly as he positioned himself at her entrance, "This is it, if you're not sure speak now or forever hold your peace"

Rachel laughed slightly, "Just put it in… please"

Finn nodded and gently pushed himself into her, little by little, allowing her to adjust. He watched as she squeezed her eyes close in pain, causing him to stop, "Are you okay?"

Rachel nodded, "I'm fine it's just a lot of pressure"

Finn waited a little longer savoring the feeling of being inside Rachel before he started a slow pace. Loving the feel of her wrapped around him, he began to realize his body was ready for release already. He listened as Rachel's hiss of pain turned into moans of pleasure and knew he wasn't going to last long.

He slightly quickened the pace and felt Rachel wrapped her legs around his waist as he drove them over the edge into oblivion. Rachel screamed Finn's name as he groaned out hers while finishing.

He gently rolled to her side so he didn't crush her and discarded the condom before pulling her into his arms. Rachel laid there waiting for her breathing to return to normal. Finn watched her come down from the high he had put her in with pride, "Sorry I didn't last very long"

Rachel giggled, "It's okay, it was our first time I'm glad you didn't last too long. It hurt more than I thought"

Finn looked down at her in fear, "I am so sorry"

Rachel laughed again, "Don't be, it was still great!"

Finn smiled and kissed her, "So your dad's are gone all weekend?"

Rachel nodded, "Why?"

Finn shrugged, "I was just thinking, my mom is out of town visiting my aunt, so that gives us time to perfect our abilities"

Rachel smiled as she climbed on top of him kissing him, "I like the way you think"