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Jasper's POV
It's been ten years since Edward and Bella have gotten married, they were happy, but something was off and I should have noticed it, I should of caught all the looks that they would send each other. I should have noticed that whenever one step in the room, the other's lust would spike up. I should have noticed, but I didn't and I regretted ever meeting anyone in the family, expect for Bella. It was selfish, but it felt good to know someone was feeling what I was feeling. The only person that didn't know about the affair was Emmett and he felt Betrayed by his family. I had to leave; I would not stay in the same home as them. I regretted not going with Bella when she left, but it was too late for that now so I was going on my own.
No one said anything when I left the house. Only my little niece Nessie, who was too young to understand anything, it was hard saying goodbye to her, but I knew if the Cullens mistreated her Jacob would take care of her.
Flashback
"Uncle Jazzy where are you going?" she asked looking up at me with those beautiful brown eyes. Just like Bella's I shook the thought away and forced a smile for her and bent to her level.
"Don't worry Ren, I'll see you again" I said wrapping my arms around her. She sniffled and I was consumed by guilt, but I pushed it away, she'll understand soon enough. "I love you Ren, don't ever forget that ok" I pulled away from the hug and held her at arm's length and looked in to her eyes. So Sad
"Okay Uncle Jay, Love you too" she said pulling me into another hug.
End of Flashback
She was going to be ok. I stepped out on the porch and at that moment I wasn't Jasper Thomas Hale anymore.
I was Jasper Thomas Whitlock. God of War.
I was not going to be the Jasper that would do anything for everybody and I will not let anyone control me. I did so much for Alice, it was crazy. When Bella was a human I stayed away because Alice didn't want be to make a mistake. I growled and slammed the door to my 2010 Silver-Ado 3500HD, I throw my small bag in the passage sit and stomped on the gas. I turned on the radio and just like in the movies a song came on that explained my story pretty well. I couldn't help but roll my eyes.
It's time to let it go
The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, set a false pretense
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop pretending, don't deny
False Pretense, you'll learn again
All along you know you thought you got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I can not believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it, set a false pretense
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, don't deny
False pretense, you'll learn again
Guitar
(claps)
It's time to let it go
I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red-handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke
In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, don't deny
False pretense, you'll learn again
So play-ay-ay the game until you run out
And play-ay-ay the game into my hand
False Pretense - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
I chuckled at how right the song was and turned the radio off. I was going to drive to Texas and stop at sites that i never had time to visit, because I'm always shopping with Alice, I was more like her bitch, thinking about that made me angry and i was emotionally drained and tried of being angry.
So I thought about Bella and what she's would be doing. She was probably helping people that needed the help or working at the Children's Hospital or at an Elderly's Place. That's what I like about Bella she was so selfless and put others before herself. Alice or maybe even Rosalie wouldn't be caught dead in an Elderly place. Bella is so easy to forgive and Edward to advantage of that. I remember clearly, when he told us Bella had forgive him, he felt so smug and like he won an award, but the most dominate feeling was possessiveness. I felt my hands tighten around the steering wheel and stopped my thoughts immediately. If I kept this up, my baby would get hurt.
The phone in my vibrated, I took it out. After seeing the name I eagerly answered.
"Hello Jasper"
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