Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray Man or any of its characters, no matter how much I wish I could. That privilege belongs to Katsura Hoshino only. But if she ever sells them, I take dibs on Kanda and Alma cuz they need more love!

A/N: Hey guys! Long time no see! I hope you're all doing fine! I wrote this very short drabble right after reading DGM's newest chapter; not much, but better than nothing. Enjoy~

Hidden Thoughts

-x- Kanda's POV -x-

"You're looking so cool now, Yuu."

Gee, like that's something to fuss about. I am, so what? Get over it, dammit.

"What's your life been like? What'd it feel like to be the only one to survive?"

Why the hell do you want to know these fucking things so much? Aren't you dead-on set on killing me, you crazy bastard?

"Do you... have friends?"

Friends? Why are you asking me that with such a bitter-insane expression on your face?

"Do you... have friends?"

Che. Of course not. Why should I?

"Do you... have friends?"

Idiot.

'Friends' would worry over me and keep me from doing my job.

'Friends' would constantly ask for my help, never growing independent.

'Friends' would fuss over unimportant things.

'Friends' would try to brainwash me with stupid morals and beliefs that are completely useless in real life.

'Friends' would just get in my way all the time.

'Friends' would be a weakness to me on the battlefield.

And they would... end up hurting me just like you did back then, Alma.

"It's because you survived that I became an Akuma!"

My only friend, and my worst enemy.

A/N: My favourite line is the very last sentence. I don't know about you, but it struck a sensitive cord inside me.

Good news: I got back to writing the chapters for 'What Ignorance of Grown up Matters can do' and will post the remaining chapters only when I finish writing all of them. It's that, or the plot may change again otherwise. Sorry ^^" BUT, I promise you that there will be at least one smutty hot scene in there. *smirk*

Until then, my dear readers!

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AF