Please read A/N at bottom.

Chapter 8 ... Destruction

Luna P.O.V

I wrung my hands together nervously, wanting to go and find him, wanting to find him and wrap my arms around him. I just wanted to hold him and whisper Daddy into his shoulder. All I've ever wanted was my dad and now he's in touching distance I cannot do anything!

I lay back down on the silk lined bed they gave me, forest green and brown covering every corner of this room, oak furniture with a wrap off ivy around it. It was beautiful, the room, it was like being inside a wooded area.

I curled up before deciding there was no harm in saying hello to my dad.

I skipped down the hall having no clue where I was heading, I just followed my instincts until I stood before a large door like my own.

It creaked open with my touch. It was beautiful, adorned with ice blue silk on every corner. But there lying on the middle of the sheets was my father. His head buried into the silk, breathing deeply. He could sense I was here. I know he could, I just think he wanted to believe I wasn't.

"Alec" I whispered.

He never moved a muscle. I wanted to tell him who I was, I wanted so badly too. It was killing me.

Erik P.O.V

In an anger endorsed haze, I crushed object after object in my hands. Growling at whoever came near me. To anyone I looked like a hormonal teenager, but it wasn't that. It was having the one you love just up and leave towards the face of danger.

I felt murderous, to the point where I had actually beaten Emmett at arm wrestling, and I can never beat the guy, he's a brute.

Pacing again, I realised I wanted to kill someone, preferably every member of the Volturi if they even touched Luna. I swear I will rip their limbs apart and I won't even think before I do.

I will shed them down to ashes, burn their remains an-

"Whoa, Erik calm down" Jasper's voice soothed me.

I sighed, refusing to let the dried tears spring up on me. I will not sob again!

Useless fucking brain!

It was relentless, Jasper held me while I sobbed into him, I felt like a child, crying into my mother's arms again, thank goodness Jaspers a dude. It makes me feel a little better about myself.

Feeling the waves of calm creep over me, I let go of Jasper thanking him with a few words and a nod. I couldn't find it in me to smile at him. I don't think I can smile now! It's infuriating, since that night, I have been a bitter crying child! How does she manage to make me like this?

It had always been like this, me hiding my possessive nature while she one handing wrapped me around her pinkie.

She was alluring, her large grey eyes and seductive crooked smile, I think she was spending too much time around the other male vampires. If it was my choice I would have her locked in the house, where I would make love to her every moment of every day. Hearing her scream my name like a banshee, fuck sake, I sound like a right pervert...

Ashley P.O.V (Yay!)

Oh god. Oh god. Oh god.

Ah.

What was I to do, I hate being a naive parent. Why can't I do anything right!

Grrr.

I should have stopped her, that's what mother's did right? Prevented their children from being idiots. I wonder where Emmett's mother went wrong.

Maybe I should go now?

Oh no, you will not! Alec will see you!

It was official I was a coward, I should be running after her now. But I can't. I know this is what she wants and I won't stop her, I never let anyone stop me from getting what I want.

Alec knew that.

Alec.

Closing my eyes, I could revel in my imagination being free. It almost felt like I was really running my hands through his hair, having him run his lips over my jaw. Having him wrap me tight in his arms while singing his mothers nursery rhythm.

I couldn't remember it and it killed me, I remember the tune but not the words. I felt pathetic, hating my vampire side from stealing the words from his mouth.

His soft cold lips singing lines of love into the crook of my neck. His fingers drawing circles on my stomach.

I can't go back, it would kill me if I saw him smiling and happy, not dwelling on the past, love and chemistry I do.

It was psychically hurtful to imagine him like that, what if he-

What if he had a new mate!

Oh, I don't think I could handle that.

No I couldn't, no denying it, I would crumple.

IMPORTANT!

I would have written more, and I will update soon but I'm stuck and need your help!

Review and tell me what you'd prefer.

Luna to keep it a secret who she is.

Luna tell Alec that she is his daughter but say Ashley is dead, have constant bitch fights with Jane, lovely father/daughter moments, then... Alexander and Joshua turn up and it all goes downhill.

(it's your choice, though I have to admit, I'd have a bad case of writers block often with (a) and I haven't thought anything out for that scenario. )

I PROMISE TO HAVE NEXT CHAPTER AROUND 3000 words at least! =D