So I'm going to try something new, and write a story using some poetry (:

You know? Like free verse and shit like that!

So I hope you like this, and if you don't then close the fucking tab and read something else that suits your taste xD

-love taylor!

He was gone….

Leaving me… like everyone else in my life.

I had fucked up my one chance of bettering myself…I love him, and he loves me

So why did he leave?

I don't know.

I'm drowning in this huge ocean full of despair and lost dreams…

What do you do now? Is there a handbook on grief….or loss?
Is there a certain way to act?

Life is so short….every moment, is so….precious.

What do I do now that I don't even want those moments?

The greatest gift anyone had is time… but I don't want it without him.

Ok, he's joking….i hope he's right around that tree. Or no, is it that tree?
Wait I think I passed that tree ten minutes ago, or was it an hour ago? I'm hopelessly lost. "Edward! Don't go! Quit Joking!" I'm walking around the woods looking for the love of my life. He said he didn't want me… but he had to be lying. All those times he said he loved me? The way he looked at me. That wasn't a lie. That was real. I have no doubt what so ever, that he does. I love him too. We're perfect for each other. We balance each other out. I look over and see something move. "EDWARD!" I take off running towards the bush and suddenly I'm tumbling over through the air. I scrunch my eyes together waiting for the ground to catch me.

I hit the wet ground with a thud. Not only did my breath leave my body, but so did any hope I had left. Edward would never let me fall. I gasp and sobs shake my body. I curl my legs up to my chest and hug them. The only thing going through my mind, is that he left…and he's not coming back. It starts to rain, and the sky darkens. But instead of getting up I just lay there. I feel so drained and exhausted. My life completely changed in a matter of minutes. Everything was so normal today, until I came home and saw Edward walking towards the woods.

I need to go home…Charlie's probably worried. I try to get up but I feel a shoot of pain from my ankle. Huh, I didn't even notice until now. I look down at it, and it's swollen and purple lookin. I hear something moving in the woods… "Who's there?"
I don't hear anything so I just assumed it just me being paranoid. I struggle to get up, somehow I manage to grab a tree branch and pull myself up. The only thing I could think about was getting to my dad. I start to limp and what I think is the direction to my house.

Then I hear something move again, but this time it was closer and to my right. I look over, trying to find out what it was. I look down thinking it's a small animal, instead I see a black paw. Correction, A HUGE black paw. I stop and gasp. My eyes slowly travel up the leg and shoulder of a massive bear-like wolf. My eyes widen. Instead of a snarling animal, there was a shocked look on the animals face, like it had never seen a human before. It looked…intelligent. Then I saw it's eyes. They were deep brown, similar to my own. Except, it's eyes were speckled with dark brown instead of light. For some reason…I feel connected to this animal…like it isn't going to hurt me…I feel like…it was sent, for me.

Great. I'm going crazy… Thinking this huge thing wasn't going to kill me. God must hate me.. Edward leaving didn't kill me,. So he sends a mutant wolf to finish me off. I close my eyes thinking about the people of love. I hear the animal's footsteps moving closer. I see my mom and dad's smiling faces. I see a couple friends from school. Then I see Jacob, the kid from the Reservation. Hmm, that surprised me. I hear the animal coming closer as I picture the Cullen's faces. I start to cry again. I really don't want to die. I stand there for a couple minutes. Then I crack one of my eyes open and the animal was standing right in front of me.

I gasp, wondering why he hadn't killed me. The animal squatted down so his massive head was right in front of me. It let out a soft bark, almost like it was saying my name. It's cold nose nudged my hand and I felt some sort of shock. I reach out slowly to touch it and it moved closer. As I pet it, it starts to purr. By, now I'm pretty sure it's male. I keep petting it. Then it turns and runs away. I look around wondering where it went. After standing there for a minute, I decide to keep walking.

I stumble and limp forward again, filled with a new determination. That animal gave me hope…I know it's sounds crazy.. hell I probably am. Then I hear something behind me. I jump and fall again. I look around and then a huge man walks out from behind a tree. He was very muscular, but not in a scary sick way. His dark hair was cut short. He had tan bronze skin, and familiar brown eyes. That were speckled with darker brown.

The light…. His light.

It seemed as if he had been bathed in the sun.

His tan skin had a glow.

He made me feel warm….and tingly.

He gave me a light feeling.

Sorta like…I had lost something I didn't know I had… and I'd found it.

He'd found me.

I was lost and hurt, and he showed up.

Part of me wonders whether it was timing…or destiny or the cosmic forces.

Right then, I didn't care…because when I saw him- I knew

I just knew… that he was my life.

My only hope

So-let me know what you think (: Good, Bad? And, I'm not sure when I'll get back to my other stories….I've lost interest in them. Anyone want to pick them up and finish them?