Hey guys, here is the next random instalment in my little fic. I am hoping to get the sequal to My Life in my words up either tommarrow or this weekend. Thanks for being so loyal and patient I know I don't deserve it.

My Birthday was last Sunday but all I got was the NCIS board game.

A Baby Changes Everything

" Tony I need you to be with me right now."

" I know Ziva and there is nothing I would like better then to be with you right now."

Ziva squeezed her fathers hand as there driver zig-zaged through Israeli water broke a few minutes ago in the car on the way to headquaters and the man she needed most was off on a ship millions of miles away. She hissed as another contraction hit and grit her teeth to keep from screaming at the pain.

" Ziva breathe babe breathe. It will be over soon. Just keep breathing like you were taught at those classes you dragged me too."

Ziva laughed through the pain as she remembered the time when they were on their way to the first birthing class and Tony complained and gave her a million reasons why they shouldn't be going.

" Tony can you get time on skype I need you to be here for me?"

" I am trying baby I am I promise."

She heard Tony yell at someone that if he didn't get face time now someone was gonna get shot just as they turned into the father helped her out of the car and into a wheelchair that was waiting on them.

" Tony..."

" I am going in now sweetcheeks, hold on calm down babe."

" I need you here not on some computer."

" I know I am so sorry that I am not there. I love you so much and you are going to do great.'

Her father grabbed the computer from the car and set up the connection while Ziva was being settled in and examined. He set it up on the night stand and Tony caught his first glimpse of Ziva in two months; sweaty face,disheaveled hair but she looked extremely doctor finished checking his wife and stood up with a smile on her face.

" Alright Ziva you are about 5 c\entimeters, so we have a little bit to wait but if you need anything just buzz. Oh would you like an epidural?"

" Yes please just make it stop."

The nurse administered the epidural and Ziva took a deep relaxing breath as the drug took affect. She looked over at Tony and smiled."

" You feeling better now baby?"

" Yes it still hurts a bit but it is bearable."

" Ziva you look stunning right now."

" Yeah right, I am sweaty and my hair is a mess and my make up is gone, I look like crap."

" It doesn't matter I think you look beautiful."

She smiled at him and then laid back to relax a little more as her father came back in.

" Hello Papa."

" Hello Ziva, how are you?"

" i got an epidural so I am feeling better now."

He smiled and kissed her head before calling for a nurse to come check her. When thee nurse finished checking her she stood up with a smile.

" Alright Ziva you are fully dialaited you need to push as soon as you feel the next contraction."

Ziva froze and looked at Tony.

" I can't do it."

Tony smiled at her words and shook his head.

" Babe you've come this far don't give up now."

She turned to look at the computer and Tony noticed the tears running down her face. His heart broke into millions of little pieces seeing his strong wife crumble. Ziva threw her head back as the contraction hit but didn't push. The nurse looked up alarmed.

" Ziva you need to push, if you don't, something could happen to you or the baby."

" I can't I am not ready for this I cannot be a mother."

Tony saw Eli look at him with alarm and worry filling his eyes.

" Ziva Baby look at me. You are the strongest woman that I have ever known and I know you can do this. I hate that I am not there to help you but I will do everything I can from this computer. Now listen to the nurse and bring our baby into this world and show her how strong her mother is."

" Alright Tony I will try."

" I love you so much Ziva."

" I love you too."

The doctor looked up at Ziva and yelled push and Ziva sat up and pushed her hardest, groaning and screaming through the entire labor. 10 minutes later her tears of pain were lost and tears of joy ran down her face as their baby girl was handed to her. Tony was smiling like an idiot and told everyone it was a little girl. After the doctors took her to be checked out Ziva was handed back the tiny girl now wrapped in a blanket. Her father kissed her head and then left the room to let the family have some time. Ziva smiled up at Tony and he saw the question in her eyes.

" The name we decided on, Katan Tali DiNozzo. Our Lirrle flower."

" She is absolutly beautiful Tony."

" She gets that from her mother."

" Tony how can I raise our daughter without you? I have no idea what to do."

" You will do fine. That motherly instinct. I heard that after the first week you will be able to distinguish her hungry crys for her pained ones."

" You have so much faith in me Tony."

" Thats cause I beleive that you can do anything Ziva."

Ziva smiled at him before looking back at Katan as she opened her eyes.

" Gosh Tony her eyes are blue, since when does she inheart stuff from Gibbs?"

" All babies eyes are blue at first after awhile they will change. I wonder if they will be brown or green?"

" Who knows?"

" Ziva I gotta go sweetheart but I want pictures and ?"

" Alright Tony. I miss you so much but I love you even more."

" I miss you too and love you even more then you love me. I promise."

Ziva chuckled as Tonys feed was cut and then looked down at her nurse came in a taught her how to feed Katan and once the nurse left and Katan was still nursing Ziva sighed.

' You little one have changed so much in me already. I hardly know you but you mean the world to me.I think you have come here to save me from myself, from Mossad. I hope that I can give you all you will ever want or need, keep you safe and heathy and with me. I just pray that I can be the mother you so deserve."

Katan looked up at her and zivas heart melted at the beauty of the little face, so fragile and innocent. The baby yawned as well as Ziva. after she burped her daughter Ziva laid down and rested Katan on her cchest so she would not crush her.

" Goodnight my angel I love you."

So what did you think? I love this chapter to be honest. Its such mother/daughter fluffy goodness. Anyway leave me a review and let me know what you think