Author's Notes : Hiyeee ! :D Here's an introspection Amanda's thoughts about her love for her beloved Jigsaw.

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Amanda Young

Amanda Young finally arrived at the door and pushed it open. She walked a few feet forwards until she reached a table that was leant against the wall. She roughly dropped her bag on the table and began to unfill it. She was placing the objects that would be needed for the next game while she thought of her life.

Before everything happened, she was a cute little girl, happy in seeing life itself. Then, she began to crumble and crawl; she had become a drug addict. She was so low; spending her life always looking forward the next shot and not really caring about anything else.

Everything changed when this one man arrived in her life. He captured her then put her into a strange game that would cost her her life if ever she were to lose. Under the stress of having this big helmet on her head that could kill her instantly, she managed to cut a living man and get the key to her freedom. She had won the wonderful game and since then, she always helped this awesome man in making those games for he brought her back to life by showing her it was worthier than what she had begun to think a few years ago.

The only problem in her life was that even though she loved him with all her heart and was ready to do anything he asked, he never noticed. Well, he did notice her servitude but not her love. So, each day, she felt a big aching pang in her heart when she caught sight of him. When she woke up, she just couldn't stop thinking about him, it just obsessed her.

He wasn't with his wife no more, otherwise Amanda wouldn't have even allowed herself to think of the love she had for him. She was not a bad girl.

But her love for him crawls to her, each day ... it knocks on the door to her heart and enters sneakily. It destroys it even though it just wants to live.

So, each day she stands up, cries and goes to prepare the next game. She is destroyed for he does not acknowledge it. Sometimes she wishes it would end, but she just loves him so.

So, she lifts her head up, looks at him, smiles with all the energy she can muster up and gives him the tools he needs including her always at his side for she'll never fail him.