k so this has been on my mind for awhile now! this will be a jasper/Bella story! Will be MA in later chapters for lemony goodness! Edward and Alice are mates in my story Alice had a vision of her and Edward and that's why Edward left Bella and Alice and jasper are divorced. SM owns all...though if she wants to send Edward and jasper my way I would be a happy girl!-

So here I am...85 years after that bastard Edward left me. I should be dead right now but life doesn't always work out how you want it to. I sighed loudly as I sat under a tree and started thinking about what happened all those years ago.

Flashback-

I was walking through the woods one day trying to find THE meadow. HIS meadow. I needed to go there one last time and say good bye. It took me a good 3 hours being the clumsy and directionally challenged person I was. When I finally got there it was completely dead. No more flowers or green grass; everything was brown and dead. I couldn't help but think that it died when he left me, it held no more happy memories, no more magic or love. It was fitting.

I was sitting in the middle of the meadow trying to feel anything, anything at all but the numbness that has been in me for the last year, when suddenly I saw him. I was surprised I never expected to see him ever again but here he was.

"James?" I asked. Wasn't he supposed to be dead? Didn't jasper and Emmett kill him?

"Ah hello there Isabella. Happy to see me?" He asked cocking his head to the side.

"I…I th..thought you were dead. H-how are you here? How is it possible? Jasper and Emmett said they killed you."This could not be happening right now!

"Oh but they only thought they got rid of me. You see I have a very strange but handy power that your mind reader didn't pick up on." I winced when he mentioned HIM and it did not go unnoticed by James.

"I can't really explain it seeing as I don't even know how it works but what I do know is that I cannot be destroyed by fire. I guess the only thing that could actually take me out of the picture is separating the pieces of my body to where they can't get to each other." He mused. "Oh well enough of the small talk you know why I'm here." He said and smiled a very hungry smile at me.

" Yes I know why you're here, you're here to kill me…finish what you started. Correct?" He smiled at that.

" You don't seem very upset by that." He stated.

"Yes well... he left me said he didn't want me anymore." I had become completely numb, void of any emotion while I explained. "He broke my heart and stomped on the pieces. Death is something I would welcome right now, I have lost everything, my family, my friends, and the so called love of my life. So please just do it and leave." I couldn't help thinking back on the day when I got the call saying my father, Charlie, was shot on duty and killed.

While I was thinking about that horrible day and the days that followed I didn't even notice him move. He was standing right in front of me in a crouch getting ready to strike. Before I even had time to register what he was doing I felt his teeth pierce my skin at my throat, pain shot through me but it was nothing compared to the pain I have suffered this last year. I suddenly felt him pull away to look in my eyes.

"I was going to simply drain you but I can't pass up this opportunity to make you suffer for an eternity. I know, I know, I am very cruel but I take pleasure in other peoples pain and this my dear will give me the greatest pleasure of all." James said. Then I felt him bite me on my wrists and ankles. Just as he was about to bite the other side of my neck I heard growling and then he was gone. That's when the burning started.

End flashback-

I didn't even realize that someone was shaking me I was so lost in my memories. I looked up to see Nevaeh, my best friend and sister, we've known and have traveled together for the last 72 years and she just like myself only feeds on animals.

"Bella? Bella! What the hell girl? You've been sitting out here for hours! I've been trying to get your attention for at least 15 minutes!" She shouted at me.

We usually don't need to speak to talk to each other but I guess I was so out of it she had to. You see, I unfortunately can read minds as well as project my thoughts to someone else, I am also an empath, and can see the future. I'm not really sure why I have the other Cullen's abilities and neither is anyone else. I hate having HIS power but it does come in handy sometimes. I am also a mental shield so any mental power doesn't work on me unless I allow it. I know a lot to take in, but try being the one that had to discover all of it.

"Sorry Nevaeh, I was just thinking about when I was turned. I missed the rest of school didn't I?" I sighed.

" Yes you did but you're lucky you have such a wonderful 'Sister' to get you out of it!" She laughed causing me to chuckle lightly.

We decided we didn't like being nomads and started going to school and working like my former vampire family did. I miss the Cullen's, they were my family even though I don't understand why they left...but I have a feeling that it was Edwards doing. I just don't think I will ever be able to forgive Edward…don't get me wrong I'm FINALLY over him I just wished he wouldn't have lied to me our entire relationship; promising me forever and then ripping it and the Cullen's away.

"Well lets go home sis! I'm ready to go hunt!" I said as we made our way to our cars. I had finally gotten over my aversion to fast cars and now I loved to be under the hood of my fully restored 1967 Shelby mustang it has a custom paint job, black with a hot pink racing stripe up the center. I couldn't help but think that Rosalie would be proud to see the work I've done on her. Nevaeh has a 2001 Mitsubishi 3000 GT in orange and black that I also restored.

Shortly after my change I found that bear was my favorite and it always makes me think of my big bear of a brother Emmett. I miss him. Hell, I even miss Rosalie! I wonder how they are and if they even know I was turned… though I doubt they do know. I'm positive when they left Edward told Alice not to look for my future and since he would know if she did she probably didn't.

As I drove I took in the sight of the alaskan wilderness, it was a really beautiful place to live, though we wouldn't be here much longer. Nevaeh finally convinced me to go back to Forks since I haven't been there since I was turned and she's always wanted to see where 'human Bella' lived. I must admit I was excited, my human memories have started to fade and it would be nice to try and remember where I came from more clearly.

'Bella? Hello you there? We're home do you want to hunt or not? You spaced out again'

'Yeah I do, Sorry. I'm ready Nevaeh lets do this! I've just been thinking about my past a lot but I'm good! Lets go find some angry grizzlies!' I sent back. We were out of the car and flying into the woods to hunt in less then a second.

Oh and if you didn't realize the bold italic are thoughts. Ok please let me know what you think and I will continue on I know I just kind of ended it but I really want to start getting into the storyline! R&R please!