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A/N: Hey there guys, I'm not sure weather this will work or not so please review ad tell me if it does work and if not I will take it down and try something else.

SUMMARY: Chad finds some tickets for a circus that he takes Sonny to. Realising it isn't a circus and that it is actually a freak show, they go anyway and come face to face with the creatures of the night. Is love enough to keep Chad away from temptation?

TITLE: If love Isn't Enough For Us

Chapter 4- Yes

"N-no, you can't go because I won't let you." She shook her head and wiped away some stray tears that refused to be held back.

"Chad, don't you see? I can't make them go away, I can't just wish away the nightmares and they'll go because that's not life. I know you'll understand and I know that it has faded from your mind. I'll come back, I promise." She whispered and softly kissed his cheek.

"I want to remember but I can't. I want to see what you see but I didn't see them leave, I didn't see Darren and Mr Crepsley fade away from our lives. I've forgotten the nights I spent away from you with that cold blooded murderer Steve. I've forgotten that shameful feeling I felt when I was about to ruin my life. I can't bring them back Sonny I just can't."

"You already have. All of that stuff you just said, it's exactly what happened you remember." Her eyes were lit with a hopeful light that he had missed.

"I can't just let you leave." She took his hand and squeezed it tightly, smiling and gazing into his eyes.

"Then come with me. We can't pretend this isn't real because it is, it's all too real and sometimes I just want to hide away from it all but then I remember that I'm not alone. You're always there with me and I'll be by your side all the way through it. Please, I can't let them go."

"Fine but I'm not happy about this." Placing a quick kiss on his lips, she smiled up at him then whispered in his ear softly.

"Thank you." The next night, they were on their way, searching for what they thought never existed until a month ago, a vampire and a half-vampire. Days passed and still no sign, no vampires, no blood, no nothing.

"This is stupid, I told you, they don't exist."

"Is that because they really don't exist or because you don't want them to. I know that you're afraid but you can't keep denying the truth. I'm here, its okay."

"I know it is and I knew that deep in my heart they are real but I just need to know that you're safe. I wouldn't forgive myself if anything happened to you. I love you Munroe."

"I love you too." She whispered taking his hand and leading him through a small gate marked the Cirque Du Freak. "Shh, be quiet."

"Where are we?" He whispered, tightening his grip on her hand.

"I remember Darren mentioning this place, he said that it was the most amazing experience and it's the freak show you took me to."

"What Freak Show?" She placed a finger on his mouth and hushed him then led him to a small tent. Inside was an orange haired man who stepped into a coffin and closed the lid soon after. "Him, he's the vampire, he's the… I remember. Let's get out of here."

"No, I can't go because I've got a really bad feeling something's gonna happen. You can't keep doing this Chad, rejecting the truth."

"You see, that's the problem, the Sonny Munroe I fell in love with didn't talk like that, she was exactly what her name says, sunny and she was there for me. She didn't prance about with vampires and freaks. I'm sorry Sonny but I can't do this anymore, I can't keep doing this. The Sonny I loved liked having fun, going to carnivals and dancing about in her prop room when no one was watching but now you've become this. What happened Sonn? Why do you keep doing this?"

"Doing what?"

"You know exactly what. I'm sorry that I couldn't make you happy and if I'm not good enough then maybe you should just forget all about me. You keep going on about the truth and destinies and vampire wars when really it's stupid. I'm sorry Sonny, just…I'm sorry." He left her outside the tent, tears streaming down his face as he walked through the woods. He loved Sonny more than anything and she was the one thing that could change his life forever. Her smile seemed to make her day brighter and her laugh was infectious. He just wished that he had never met her; it would have made the situation a lot easier. She was the one who he had to keep safe, he had promised her mother he would keep her safe but this wasn't her. There was another meaning behind his words, one he resented more than himself at that point in time. He just couldn't handle accepting the truth. He did remember, he did know all of those things had happened but he just couldn't accept them.

"So, you wish that you had never met the one known as Sonny?" Chad looked up to see that same fat man he had seen all those weeks ago. He still had the heart shaped watch, the crooked smile, the evil eyes. Desmond Tiny.

"What do you want?"

"To grant your wish. If you accept, you can live your life the way it was meant to go. Oh I know, you feel rejected, hurt, betrayed. You miss the one known as Sonny you used to know. It just takes one simple word to make your nightmares fade away Chad, one simple word to end all of the pain…yes." Chad was annoyed with Sonny, more than he ever had been and he did feel rejected. He did feel all of those emotions and yes he did want the nightmares to fade away from his memory forever.

"Yes."

To Be Continued…

A/N: Sorry for the wait and all but I had writer's block so… anyway here you go and next chapter soon. Did you all miss me? I totally forgot about this one and I know it's been ages since I wrote a SWAC story so I'll get back into the swing of things. Hope it was worth the wait and please review.