(I wrote this first chapter in 2010. Editing and updating! thank you for reading. Hopefully more chapters soon, I come back after extremely long periods out of boredom! I realize this is nowhere near perfect. I am not looking to become the next award winning writer. I welcome suggestions/critics, but no need to be rude about it.)

September

Four months since graduation. I was facing another human birthday and was not hesitant to let Edward hear my frustration about it. Things seemed to be spiraling downward for us since May. I graduated, like I had promised. Promised to marry him, after he returned my promise of losing my virginity as a human. Which he fulfilled, let's just say it was not the dream I had hoped for. Don't get me wrong, the sex was amazing. Emphasis on the word "was" because it hasn't happened since then. Poor Edward had felt so badly about the affect our rendezvous had on my body, he vowed never to seduce me again til I was turned. I was a teenager full of raging hormones and I wanted more. I NEEDED more.

The autumn weather was getting cooler. My birthday passed. Again, nothing special. I reluctantly agreed to go away with the Cullens as a birthday present. I truly believe they just wanted a new hunting ground for the weekend, but no one would admit to it. I planned on trying my best to seduce Edward once we were alone.

I saw an amused look on Alice's face in the midst of thinking about it, so that's probably out the window. She wouldn't tell me what she saw, just said it didn't surprise her. Later on that night, after reaching the cabin, Edward lit a fire as Jasper and Alice left to hunt, as I suspected. I listen to Rosalie & Emmett bicker before heading out as well. Showtime!

I pull myself up out of my chair and tell Edward I am going to take a hot bath. He nods in response and I retreat upstairs, shutting the door behind me. In the suitcase that Alice insisted on packing (though I'm sure I will not be seeing daylight while here) was a black, silky & short nightgown. I thought to myself that maybe, for a second, her smirk was seeing exactly what I wanted to happen. Smiling to myself, I finish up a quick bath and change into the lingerie. I climb into bed and call for Edward, grinning as soon as he walks in.

He gives me a wry smile, sitting on the edge of the bed. "What's this Bella? You know what I've agreed to," he responds while managing to keep his gaze fixed on my body.

"I know but Edward, its not fair. You've already made love to me once and I'm perfectly fine now," I say with an irritated tone.

"Do you know what you do to me Bella?" Edward leans in, kissing me lightly. I pull him closer into a more passionate kiss.

He guides me back onto the bed, hovering over me, tickling his fingers up my body before gripping the headboard. I smile on his lips, enjoying my success. I slide my leg up, brushing against his crotch. This abruptly ends with a cracked headboard and me alone in the bed once again. I sit up quickly searching for Edward, and find him across the room, panting.

He pauses for a moment and proceeds to explain, "I'm not convinced that a second time wouldn't leave you worse off."

We sit there for a moment arguing the situation as I get up and tell him to forget it and walk to the door. Emmett passes and backtracks, looking in at us and chuckling.

"Edward finally giving in? Can't be," he smirks.

I grab the towel and cover myself, pushing past him, clearly not amused, "You got that right."

I hear Edward's sigh and Emmett's on going snickering. I walk in the bathroom and shake my head as I listen to him explain that Rosalie had upset him causing him to return early. Great, now I'm gonna smell delicious.

After another long bath and some reading, I dress in jeans and a plain t-shirt that I'm sure Alice would be disappointed in. I slowly stomp downstairs. Who did I need to dress up for? I still did not care to be around Edward and snapped when he tried to reconcile.

"Leave me alone Edward!" I hastily replied and bolted out of the door glancing back slightly as Emmett held him back shaking his head.

I jog off into the woods knowing the others would be nowhere near the cabin. Stopping to rest against a tree, I bury my face into my knees as I let my frustration get the best of me. I instantly lift my head as I hear leaves rustling around.

Cautiously I stand, looking every direction, "Hello? Guys? It's just me..."

Just then, Emmett leaps down from the tree above me, smiling widely.

I roll my eyes, "What do you want Emmett?"

Still smiling, "You're so cute when you're upset, Bella."

I frown, "Excuse me?" He chuckles, "What, you can't take a compliment?"

I stood in the silence for a short minute not able to find words. Emmett was devastatingly attractive. His smooth muscles, his strong, bulky build and that baby face. I immediately felt the blood rush to my cheeks. He noticed, much to my dismay, and was there in an instant. Running his fingers along my cheek, his breath husky, "Embarrassed?"

He grins, "I can help with your frustration Bella, it would be my pleasure."

I opened my mouth to speak, only to have him touch my lips lightly keeping me quiet, "Shh Bella you don't have to say anything, I know exactly what you need."

I gulp back my hesitation as Emmett slowly backs me against the tree. Unable to resist him anymore, I pull his face close to mine. Our lips lock, and an electric feeling runs through my body as he slides his hand beneath my shirt. I nip at his lip, the result of his antics already soaking my panties. I was embarassed how wild he was making me but Emmett seems expectant of it. He pulls the waist of my jeans back and lowers his hand into them. I had never seen his expression so lustful before, not even around Rosalie but I love it. His moves were right on cue as if he were made for me. I let a small moan slip out upon feeling his cool fingers playing along my clit. He flashes another smirk at me before pulling my waist toward his allowing me to feel the bulge in his pants.

I inhale sharply, "Emmett, what if someone walks up on us?"

He was overly confident, "They're far away from here, just relax, I'll hear them."

I feel his pace quicken as his fingers dance around inside me, bringing me to my knees. He slides down with me. I lean back and he positions his face at my waist, pulling my pants to my ankles.

I look down at him before throwing my head back, clawing at the grass as his tongue grazed about. "Emmett," I breathe out sinfully.

I felt him smile as he continued along with my heightening pleasure. I was too lost for anything to come out besides moans as I began to cum. He lapped his tongue quickly until my orgasm subsided. My body instantly collapsed on the ground, still throbbing. I closed my eyes, smiling widely, only to find him gone as soon as I opened them again.

I guided my pants back up and waited for my head to clear up before getting off the ground. Looking in the distance noticing Edward walking towards me, I mutter under my breath before he was in hearing range. I faked a smile and nodded when he asked if I was okay, analyzing what had happened, if it had even happened at all.

We walked in silence back to the house together and I carefully read everyone's expression as I sat in the livingroom. Wonderful. I had dreamt the whole thing. Everyone seems fine, especially Emmett who hasn't even given me a second look from the time we walked in.

Edward told me that night, he'd be hunting alone, so the others could keep an eye on me. Oh how I hated feeling like a child each time I was with them. After an hour of failed attempts to keep me entertained, Alice and Jasper disappear to another part of the house. Rosalie had decided to go with Edward, apparently still annoyed with Emmett. I sat there awkwardly on the couch for a while before deciding to head up to my room. I sprawl out on the bed with my book again. Just what I needed, some erotic fantasy, which probably had everything to do with what felt so real earlier that day.