Hi guys! If you read the last author's note from my friend Christy's 'Breaking your promises story', I'm helping her with this story until she's ready to get back on it again. These are the chapters she wrote from before just so she doesn't confuse any new readers. Leave a review for Chrissy. I know she'll love them much! *Evie Lynn*

PS: Chrissy & I are trying to get the old chapters up as fast as we can.

Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer. As usuall.

It's been 3 years since they left me. I hate them all. They broke me to pieces and didn't even take a second glance behind them. I don't care anymore though. Charlie died 2 months ago from a gunshot wound and died before the ambulances even arrived.

I was walking the streets of port angeles, not caring about the dangers lurking at every corner. Rain began to pour through the drenched clouds, when a black porche pulled over by me. I was scared for a moment until I realized why I shouldn't be. Everything that mattered to me was gone. I had nothing, so why would it matter to me if I was about to be killed any minute? There was nothing left to live for anyway.

I closed my eyes, waiting patiently for my near death. Why is nothing happening? I thought to myself. My eyes wrenched open when I heard 2 girls talking to each other. "Is she okay?" The girl with dark brown hair asked. The other girl with black hair shrugged. "Lets go ask" She suggested, and they both began to approach me.

"Are you okay?" The black haired girl asked. "yeah" I mumbled blankly. I guess the silence made them feel awkward so the brown haired girl spoke up. "Um, well my name is Marcia" She held out her hand. "Isabella" I said, taking her hand and shaking it. I decided to go with my full name.

"I'm Christy" The black haired girl said. I shook her hand. "Nice to meet you" I noticed Christy smoking a cigarette. She saw my gaze and held the packet out to me.

"Take one" She offered. I was hesitant for a second but then thought about it. He broke a promise, so why the hell would I continue to keep mine? I thought. I took it and she lit it for me. I put it between my lips and inhaled the smoke.

I held back a cough and continued to inhale it. It calmed all my nerves. I liked it…I felt numb.