Chapter 12:Disloyal Order of Water Buffloes

Warnings: mental illness (bipolar with psychotic features) Self-harm, and attempted

Suicide, Drug use and Spousal Abuse. One sided Yugi/Yami, Joey/Seto, Ryou/Bakura

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh. If I owned the show it would be a lot more twisted, I don't own the song "Stay Alive" that is by Smile Empty Soul. I also don't own "Disloyal Order of Water Buffloes " Fall Out Boy. Story is unbataed so all mistakes are my own and I own up to them. As always R&R

"What's wrong hun?" The therapist sat her pen down looking at Yugi.

Yugi took a deep breath, this was his chance. He could finally get the help that he so desperately needed. He also knew how it would look though, He should be able to handle this on this own. Why didn't he tell the therapist that Yami took him to. A million thoughts ran through Yugi's head at once.

"I've been hearing a voice… God that sounds so crazy when I say it.. " Yugi sighed.

"And what has this voice been telling you Yugi?" The therapist said looking at him straight on.

"Oh, mostly that I don't deserve to live and that I should have killed myself a long time ago, that the guy I like doesn't want me and only took pity on me because I'm a basket case, that I deserved to get raped. That my mother should have never had me, things like that…" It seemed that once Yugi opened up about the voice inside his head that he couldn't shut up.

"Do you ever see things that you know aren't there Yugi?" The lady asked him to which Yugi shook his head.

" How much sleep do you get at night?" She asked picking her pen back up.

"About three hours or so." Yugi said shrugging.

"Yugi, would you be opposed to stay a few days, just so we can see what's going on in that head of yours? And to see if we can make that voice of yours go away?" The therapist asked

"Well honestly doctor, I really don't think that is necessary. I mean I feel like that would be wasted resources. I mean aren't there a lot more people in this hospital that need it a lot more than I do." Yugi said looking at the floor.

" Well Yugi, if I didn't think that it was necessary I wouldn't have brought it up." The therapist said smiling at Yugi.

"Well if you think that it's necessary , I guess I wouldn't have mind staying." Yugi said smiling a tight smile at the therapist.

" Is there anyone that I can call for you?" She asked taking a pen out.

" I guess my grandfather. He should know where I'm at. But could you make it where he can't come up here?"

"I will see what I can do. I can't make any promises because you are underage." The therapist.

Shortly after the therapist left and young nurse came in the room. She was short and curvy with wavy blond hair. " are you ready to come with me darling? " She said with a sympathetic look on her face. Yugi quietly followed the girl down the maze of hallways, taking in all the sights and sounds of the hospital. They walked to a door that was locked and the nurse pressed a call button.

"yes?" The voice of a man came through the speaker.

"Incoming patient, name is Yugi Moto. " She said looking at him with a sad smile.

The door buzzed open and the Yugi followed the nurse into the ward. The whole atmostsphere of the ward was different than anywhere else in the hospital. While everyone else seemed to be sickly, the air in here had the sent of crazy. It made Yugi wonder if he was doing the right thing.

A/N: Sorry for the delay. Working third shift at a gas station makes me want to pull my hair out with all the time I have for self. NOT! But I promise that I will try to update more often now that I'm used to what my hours are…