This is my first fanfic. I'm open to any crticism.

I don't any of the characters.

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind images

You sang me spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

Well i'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me in the shade

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never ever forget these images no

Well i?d never want to see you unhappy

I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot try the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and i'm haunted

And i bet you are just fine

Did i make it that easy to walk

Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Why can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do -Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy-

LPOV

I couldn't take it anymore. Watching Sam, my beloved my everything, with her. How could this happen? We were so happy. We were fucking engaged for crying out loud, but then he broke my heart by imprinting on my cousin. My fucking cousin who I treated like a sister, who I told all my secrets to. I can't watch them anymore so I do what I always do. I run. Runaway from the heartache and the pain. I'm Leah fucking Clearwater first female wolf and nothing scares me but this is just too much. I tell myself I'll get over it maybe he'll comeback but deep down inside I know that will never happen. I kept running deep into the forest at an inhuman pace. I will never stop no matter how tired I am. I just can't be around anyone right now. I can tell I'm not in La Push no longer but I don't care, I keep running. I tripped over a falling branch and try to get up but I just can't seem to find the energy to do so.

"Fuck," I scream out into the open forest.

I get up and crawl over to a tree and sit down in front of it. I tell myself don't cry Leah you have to be strong and tough, you are not weak, but the pain is too overwhelming. It is like someone carved out my heart and left me there to bleed. The tears start coming and I try to fight them off. Why did he have to leave me? Oh yeah I forgot he imprinted on that bitch I once called a sister. I use to be his sun, his guiding light, now I'm nothing but a memory. I sit here a drown in my misery. I don't want to go back but I have to for Seth and my mom. Times like this I wish my dad was here he would know how to help me in situations like these. God I miss him so much. I get up and start walking back home and that's when the smell hit me. I knew what it was. Vampire.

"Shit!", I cursed out loud.

My pack brothers aren't with me maybe I can take this one head on. I quickly discard my clothes and phase. My paws hit the dirt and I quickly follow the awful smell. As I travel deeper into the forest I stop dead in my tracks as a flash of white catches my eye. A low growl rumbles through my chest. I turn to see who it is. A low chuckle startled me from my search.

"It's just me Leah, I didn't mean to startle you."

Just great I was prepared for giving a bloodsucker a major ass kicking and this is what I get? Edward freaking Cullen. Him and his family are the reasons why I am like this, why I lost my beloved, Sam. I never look them in the face, having their face in my head just reminds me why I'm like this. So I keep my head down and turn to head back to La Push.

"Hey Leah!" God what does he want now can't he see that he has ruined my life by just existing? Oh shit! He's the mind rapist! What do you want?

"Yea I was- well Alice was wondering if you would like to attend the house party that she is throwing next week?" "The whole pack is welcome to come."

Yeah sure whatever, I say in my head. I turn around to give him a nod but he was already gone. Probably to go see his precious Bella the day that bitch drops dead will be the happiest day of my life.

EPOV

I left quickly before she could say anything else about me and my family. It's quite strange that she never looks up at any of. It was very rare the we would ever see Leah Clearwater. Not once have I seen her face unless it was from the minds of others. She kept her distance away from my family only stopping by on rare occasions to check on Seth. I don't blame her though. It was because of us that she changed and I'm sorry for that. I made it to my family and everyone had already finished hunting. I decided I would suprise Bella since I told her I wouldn't be back until tomorrow morning. I let them know that I was heading over to Bella's place. My siblings always thought it odd that I would spend the night with her even lay in bed with her, but we never tried anything. I could hurt her.

Hey you finally getting some tonight Bro?'

I sent a death glare to Emmet and he shut his mouth quick. I let them know that I'd be back in the morning and ran to the house to get my precious Volvo. Don't get me wrong I love the thrill of running and the wind in my face but I love my Volvo more. Soon as I reached home I quickly changed my clothes and ran outside and hopped in my car. I was at Bella's house in record time, for a vampire that is. I parked a few streets down just incase. When I reached her house I quickly scanned the area to make sure there was no one watching and scaled the front of her house to her bedroom window. I reached to lift the window up but it was locked. Thats strange. Usually she has her window slightly open and if it was ever closed it was always unlocked. I lightly tapped on the window. No answer. I listened to see if she was even home and thats when I heard his thoughts.

God I love you Bella. Mmmm just like that baby.

What the hell is going on in there. I was about to break open her window when her words stopped me dead in my tracks.

"I love you Jacob only you" she said.

If my heart was beating well I'm sure it would of exploded this very instant. How could she do this to me, to us? I was ready to marry her I even considered changing her. Did she even love me or was this some sick joke? I need to leave I can't be here right now. I jumped off the ledge of her window and ran into the forest. I didn't even care about the Volvo I'll have Alice pick it up. I ran to our meadow well my meadow now and collapsed on the ground sobbing and heaving from my dryless tears.

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