I don't own the Twilight Saga….Stephanie Meyer does :-(

Disappear

As my truck winds down the unfamiliar path towards the rocky cliff edge, I can't help but think about what Edward said before he abandoned me in the woods. I parked my truck at the very top of the cliff, not even bothering to check for the lower point Jake was going to take me to. Edward's voice filled my head as I toed off my shoes. He told me to stop, that this was reckless, stupid, but it didn't matter.

I don't wanna be lonely
but you are always the only one
who'd cast a spell
and make it feel like all of this was real

This was the only way to make him stay with me, and I wasn't going to lose it. Now my toes were gripping the edge of the cliff side. I raised my arms above my head, and raised my head slightly into the pouring rain. Still he begged for me not to do it, but what other choice did I have?

Nothing but an illusion
But I'm not gonna lose ya
I can't let you vanish
There's no magic when you're gone

You say you don't need me
You say it's time to leave me
I'm not gonna let you disappear
And I don't wanna hear it
I don't wanna believe it
I'm not gonna let you disappear

The rush was like nothing I've ever felt before. It was amazing, exhilarating. I landed in the water wondering what was so hard about cliff-diving. At least that's what I was thinking before the current took me. Edward's voice returned, pleading with me to keep swimming, but to where? I felt my body giving up, my lungs burned as the cold ocean water rushed into my mouth sending silver bubbles of oxygen to the surface. I felt myself being dragged. Edward's voice started fading slowly.

Don't go,

Edward's beautiful velvet voice was soon replaced by a familiar, huskier voice. As the water was forced from my lungs, I slowly opened my eyes. Instead of the pale, flawless face I wanted to see, I stared into the worried russet-brown face of my best friend Jacob.

Disappear.