This isn't what I want!

I don't own Vampire Academy, it's all Richelle Mead.

Prologue

What would you do if you became what you hated the most? Would you play it out, or would you want someone to kill you?

I was turned into a Strigoi against my will.

I've lost the chance to protect my best friend Vasilisa Dragomir, from Strigoi who are hunting down the Moroi, and Vasilisa is the last of her blood line after her parents were killed in a car accident a few years back. Lissa, Andre, and her parents and myself where in an accident, and she brought me back to life, and I was bound to her after. I'm shadow-kissed, which means I was kissed by the shadows, and that I will always be connected to death in one way or another.

I abandoned Lissa when the St. Vladimir's school was attacked by a group of Strigoi and we had gone to save the Moroi and few guardian novices that were take, after the Moroi and novices escaped we were on the retreat, and then some Strigoi had attacked us, catching us by surprise and then the love of life was turned into a Strigoi. Later on that week I left to hunt him.

I went to Russia and found him, but I was too shocked by how natural Dimitri looked to stake him, and I got knocked out, and taken hostage. After a week or so I tried to stake Dimitri and escape the estate where I was being held, and run for it. It worked slightly, I paralysed him with a wooden chair leg, and escaped, but he caught up with me later in the night, on a bridge, where we fought and I fought I had staked him, and killed him. Somehow the stake slipped out and Dimitri survived, and sent the stake back to me, and note saying 'never turn your back on your enemy until you know he is dead.' And then I was sure he was coming to get me.

Dimitri Belikov, was a badass guardian who could take out a Strigoi without a sweat, this is what we all train to be, a badass guardian, who can protect their charge. And now he awakened me into a Strigoi, after I was kidnapped at the Academy on a day out.

My name is Rose Hathaway and I'm now a Strigoi, fast, strong, immortal and very temper mental.

But I don't won't to be this way!

Let me know what you think, REVIEW!!

Ta's. J